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Author has written 9 stories for Big Time Rush.

Hi there everyone!

Well, I am 20 years old going on about...5. I am a fiesty but really friendly girl, and I make friends really easily. I love to talk, but I also love to listen, and express my personality through my writing. I guess you could say that I am like Carlos from Big Time Rush, just the girl version. We have pretty much the same personality, but with Kendall's whit and Logan's brains. My big dream is to go to college for Veterinary Science, but right now I work at a grocery store as a cashier.

Overall, I love my life!

Relationship Status: In a relationship with the most beautiful woman, Cassandra.

Are you in love?: YESSSSS! SO FUCKING IN LOVE IT'S AMAZING!

Do you have a job that you love?: Not yet, but hopefully soon!

Have you graduated school?: Yes, three years out of high school.

Pets: I have a horse named Daniel, a dog named Cassie, and a cat named Jack.

Favorite passtimes?: Western Dressage (a horseback riding style), writing, massage therapy, talking with my friends, and playing music and singing.

Do you play any instruments? Yes, 18 to be exact. My favorites are the guitar, piano, and ukulele.

If Big Time Rush ruled the world: There would be no sickness (thanks to James). There would be free cinnamon roll Wednesdays (thanks to Kendall). There would be a dance party every day at 1 (thanks to Logan). Everyone would have nap time for at least an hour every single day (thanks to Carlos). Copy and paste this onto your profile if you think BTR should rule the world.

FAKE VS. REAL

FAKE FRIENDS: Never ask for food.

REAL FRIENDS: Are the reason you have no food.

FAKE FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr./Mrs.

REAL FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM.

FAKE FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong.

REAL FRIENDS: Will sit next to you saying “Damn … we really messed up … but that sure was fun!”

FAKE FRIENDS: Never seen you cry.

REAL FRIENDS: Cry with you.

FAKE FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back.

REAL FRIENDS: Keep your stuff so long they forget it’s yours.

FAKE FRIENDS: Know a few things about you.

REAL FRIENDS: Can write a book about you, with direct quotes from you.

FAKE FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing.

REAL FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you.

FAKE FRIENDS: Will knock on your front door.

REAL FRIENDS: Walk right in and say “I’M HOME!”

FAKE FRIENDS: Are for awhile.

REAL FRIENDS: Are for life.

FAKE FRIENDS: Say they are too busy to listen to your problems, but when it comes to them they expect you to have all the time in the world.

REAL FRIENDS: Not only kick everything out of their schedule to listen to what’s wrong, but help come up with vindictive plans to make you feel a whole lot better!

FAKE FRIENDS: Make you say sorry when you want to talk to them at odd hours of the night, or even just hang out at odd hours.

REAL FRIENDS: Come right over and hang out with you, until you either fall asleep, or kick them out.

FAKE FRIENDS: Will ignore this.

REAL FRIENDS: Will repost it

Weird is good, strange is bad, and odd is when you don't know which to call someone. Weird is the same as different, which is the same as unique, so weird is good because unique is good. If you are weird and proud of it, copy this onto your profile!

If you talk to yourself copy and paste this onto your profile.

If you have ever fallen up the stairs copy this into your profile.

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If you think Big Time Rush is the most amazing TV show(and band) in the world, copy and paste this to your profile and add our name to the list: Panda-Boo15, JillEsterNapier91, wassupshortyshortz-BTRlover, Anim3Fan4Ever, Fan of Fiction 96, Randomness-Is-My-Specialty, i.love.carlospena93,

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If you hate homework, copy and paste this into your profile.

If you've ever tried to put your hair behind your ears and ended up poking yourself in the eye, copy this into your profile.

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If you have ever just wanted to SLAP someone, copy this onto your profile.

If you havent died yet, copy and paste this into your profile.

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If you get good grades and still know nothing at all, copy and paste this onto your profile.

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Ride by henderlover reviews
Since his parent's divorce, Kendall has left his life in Minnesota behind with his father; traveling to eight new places in less than a year. Landing in New York City by the new year, Kendall has found the desire to find somewhere he can call 'home', and just maybe someone to love. In the Big Apple Kendall meets James, who might be just the person to help him out. Kames, AU.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 11 - Words: 32,135 - Reviews: 105 - Favs: 47 - Follows: 73 - Updated: 6/8/2015 - Published: 12/8/2012 - Kendall, James
It ended happily ever after by Leviosa0812 reviews
For Kendall, life didn't go as he planned it. How is he going to deal with it?
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 34 - Words: 274,427 - Reviews: 542 - Favs: 128 - Follows: 140 - Updated: 5/23/2015 - Published: 1/1/2012 - [Kendall, Logan] - Complete
Save Me From Hell by RusherSwag4 reviews
Logan Mitchell had a great life, and a great boyfriend that he gave that life up for. His boyfriend becomes abusive, causing Logan to be depressed. Carlos Garcia has a nice life with great friends, he just can't figure out what happens next. What happens when the two meet? Can they save each other in life? Logan x OC Cargan
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 16 - Words: 26,518 - Reviews: 58 - Favs: 48 - Follows: 52 - Updated: 2/25/2015 - Published: 1/19/2013 - Carlos, Logan
Echoes of the Amplifiers by CharWright5 reviews
Sequel to "Sing Me Anything". Kendall Knight didn't expect to enjoy that James Diamond concert, much less have a connection so intense it confused him. Now he's left trying to figure out if what he felt was real, and how to feel it again with an international pop star.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 43 - Words: 235,256 - Reviews: 852 - Favs: 203 - Follows: 202 - Updated: 12/21/2013 - Published: 7/25/2012 - Kendall, James - Complete
A Game Of You by btfanboy reviews
One moment Logan was trying to drown his sorrows the next he found himself playing a game with a complete stranger with his heart as the only stake...Jagan AU
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 15 - Words: 95,329 - Reviews: 101 - Favs: 61 - Follows: 57 - Updated: 12/19/2013 - Published: 9/1/2012 - James, Logan - Complete
Undercover Prince by LunaJay07 reviews
To escape his Uncle's evil plans to kill him, Prince Hortense escapes his country to become a normal college student in Minnesota where he becomes the love interest of two roommates; nerdy musician, James Diamond who is hungry for fame and an ex-soldier, Kendall Knight, who is secretly working undercover to retrieve info about the Prince's true intentions. A/U, Slash. Jagan/Kenlos
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 7 - Words: 15,383 - Reviews: 88 - Favs: 41 - Follows: 68 - Updated: 9/7/2013 - Published: 11/21/2012 - Logan, James
Alone by epsilonvita reviews
Logan Mitchell is a loner. After an unfortunate event, his parents send him to a center to get over his depression instead of moving to college to fulfill his dream. He reluctantly goes, determined to prove everyone wrong and leave this place as soon as possible. What happens, though, when he meets there James Diamond, his complete opposite? AU/Slash
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 5 - Words: 19,686 - Reviews: 30 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 39 - Updated: 7/28/2013 - Published: 3/24/2013 - Logan, James
Kendall Seeks a Medium by waitingFORthePERFECTsong9092 reviews
AU: In order to help him heal, Kendall seeks out Theresa Caputo (Long Island Medium) to help him contact James, the love of his life who has recently passed. SLASH! KAMES! Warning: Mentions of character death!
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,873 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 3 - Published: 7/10/2013 - Kendall, James - Complete
Just A Fool by ksjf2012 reviews
A Kames story...kind of a coming of age tale full of love and friendship.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 16 - Words: 46,299 - Reviews: 57 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 22 - Updated: 6/13/2013 - Published: 3/29/2013 - James, Kendall
Edge Of Desire by SophieSchmidt reviews
When devoutly religious Logan moves to L.A to become a Mormon missionary the last thing he expected was to be living next door to openly gay Kendall Knight. Logan is the ultimate challenge, everything about him is forbidden, untouched and pure; Kendall must have him. But how do you seduce someone who views homosexuality as a one way ticket to Hell? Based on the film Latter Days. AU
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 16 - Words: 54,093 - Reviews: 334 - Favs: 116 - Follows: 163 - Updated: 6/12/2013 - Published: 10/3/2012 - Kendall, Logan
Hazard to Myself by waitingFORthePERFECTsong9092 reviews
For Logan life just wasn't worth living when there was nothing to live for. But once he realizes he can not actually bring himself to take his own life, he knows he must put it in the hands of someone else. AU Jagan slash
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 5,456 - Reviews: 34 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 28 - Updated: 5/20/2013 - Published: 3/20/2013 - Logan, James
Cherry Red Lipstick by Rendall reviews
set in the 1950's. To his family Kendall is the all American good boy, but to his friends he's anything but. Needing to keep up an image, Kendall freaks when Logan confronts him about James, using the pretty girl behind the counter to prove to Logan that James nothing but a a friend. When James notices he goes a little crazy. (i suck with descriptions omg bye)
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,437 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 39 - Follows: 7 - Published: 5/14/2013 - Kendall, James - Complete
The Competition by mishajaxon reviews
Everyone in school wants to be with Kendall Knight. But he has his rules. And the first one to win the competition gets to be his girlfriend/boyfriend. Kames/Smut/PWP
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,175 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 68 - Follows: 14 - Published: 5/1/2013 - [Kendall, James] - Complete
Ramdomness's Random One-shot Series! by Randomness-Is-My-Specialty reviews
The title says it all! A series of one-shots dedicated to my favorite pairing! Anything can happen in this random world and I'm here to prove it! Read, request, and enjoy!
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 9 - Words: 18,053 - Reviews: 50 - Favs: 41 - Follows: 32 - Updated: 4/21/2013 - Published: 11/13/2012 - James, Kendall - Complete
Who Are You by Swayzee Sweetheart reviews
(Adopted From Rhett9) Carlos, Kendall, James and Logan were best friends until Carlos was forced to move at age 12. Now five years later Carlos is back. However things are not how he thought they would be. Dedicated to Break Free.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 13 - Words: 26,195 - Reviews: 42 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 40 - Updated: 4/21/2013 - Published: 2/5/2013 - Kendall, Carlos, Logan, James
Empire State by Emy.Elle reviews
KAMES on a trip to New York and the Empire State Building. SLASH and some feelings. Yup! Read. Review. Enjoy. Love you!
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,950 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 9 - Published: 4/19/2013 - Kendall, James - Complete
My Song for You by waitingFORthePERFECTsong9092 reviews
"These are all my words on paper, feelings that can't wait till later. This is my song for you." Carlos's vision, with the help of Logan, gets turned into a reality. Slash: Kenlos/Jagan
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,725 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 4 - Published: 4/11/2013 - Kendall, Carlos, Logan, James - Complete
This Kid's Not Alright by Panda Gravy reviews
In a perfect world, Logan would have become a doctor. He wouldn't have made so many mistakes. He would have gotten to stay in medical school, his girlfriend would have never dumped him, and he'd have never learned the solace he could find in the kisses of other boys.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,972 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 14 - Published: 4/3/2013 - Logan, James - Complete
Big Time Easter Smut by Fallenangelqueen reviews
Logans got a little surprise for Kendall on Eatser Sunday! Warning- dress up, smut, male on make action. Don't like don't read don't review
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,113 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 51 - Follows: 9 - Published: 3/29/2013 - Kendall, Logan - Complete
A Heart to Heart with a Plastic Surgeon by waitingFORthePERFECTsong9092 reviews
When a twist of fate takes James Diamond, an aspiring plastic surgeon, to shadow Dr. Logan Mitchell, an esteemed cardiologist, the last thing James thought would happen was that he'd not only like Logan, but fall in love with him too. AU Jagan slash, collab with ilovecarlospena93.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 11 - Words: 23,634 - Reviews: 42 - Favs: 32 - Follows: 24 - Updated: 3/18/2013 - Published: 12/24/2012 - Logan, James - Complete
Almost, But Not Quite (Signals) by Just Fetching reviews
James Diamond is the handsome and rich new kid. He becomes popular quickly, so Logan is surprised that James is such good friends with a nerd like him. All good things do come to an end, including James newfound fame. It turned out Logan was the only good thing in James's life, but that bridge burned too. Jagan. Warnings: language, eventual smut, James douche-bagery
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 2 - Words: 5,423 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 20 - Updated: 3/6/2013 - Published: 2/18/2013 - James, Logan
Only So Much You Can Take Until You Break by SophieSchmidt reviews
It takes less than a day at his new school before Kendall meets James and Logan. It takes less than 5 minutes before James punches him. It takes less than 24 hours before Kendall wants to have sex with them. And its takes 5 months until they do. But it's worth it... Quite graphic. Kendall/James/Logan. OT3.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 8 - Words: 32,967 - Reviews: 143 - Favs: 95 - Follows: 98 - Updated: 2/25/2013 - Published: 1/6/2013 - Kendall
When the Music Stops by Candid-Canoe reviews
An accident keeps Logan and his parents from moving to Minnesota. When Kendall and Logan meet years later, Kendall hears clear as a bell. Logan doesn't. "Sitting on a speaker instead of a drummer's throne, Logan turns up the bass, pounding out any bitterness he had let fester in his heart. He won't leave himself to rot, not anymore." Slash/AU/Eventual Kogan
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 14 - Words: 60,034 - Reviews: 248 - Favs: 176 - Follows: 86 - Updated: 1/10/2013 - Published: 11/14/2012 - Kendall, Logan - Complete
Where It Began by Randomness-Is-My-Specialty reviews
They shared everything. Food, clothes, stories, if they could share it they would. It was natural. And just like everything else, this seemed natural too. Kames with possible Cargan.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 21 - Words: 49,489 - Reviews: 190 - Favs: 67 - Follows: 64 - Updated: 12/27/2012 - Published: 5/10/2012 - James, Kendall - Complete
Risk by AngelxHunter reviews
one-shot Cargan love/smut
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,162 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 31 - Follows: 4 - Published: 12/21/2012 - Logan, Carlos - Complete
Teachers Pet by Samibtr reviews
Kendall Knight and Logan Mitchell move away to college. Kendall isn't too excited for it but will things get better when he has a class taught by James Diamond? And will Logan find the boyfriend that he's been looking for? Kames/Cargan
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 10 - Words: 39,093 - Reviews: 100 - Favs: 55 - Follows: 64 - Updated: 12/10/2012 - Published: 11/26/2012 - Kendall, James
Broken Ice by iska-omori reviews
Ms. Knight gets her dream job in California just before Kendall's senior year of high school. Now Kendall has to leave behind his friends, his school and his title of captain of the hockey team. Once in CA he meets James, the captain of his new school's hockey team, who's sort of a jerk. Can they get along? Will they end up being friends or something more? (High school AU)
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,453 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 32 - Published: 11/20/2012 - Kendall, James
Reluctant Chance by DarkerShores reviews
Kendall just moved to Arizona. James has lived there all his life. The two meet and they have one reluctant chance. Will they take it to see where it goes? Or will social stigmas and personal dogmas ruin it all? Definitely AU. Reviews appreciated.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 5,996 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 17 - Updated: 11/10/2012 - Published: 2/5/2012 - Kendall, James
An Education by rebeccaofsbfarm reviews
Getting involved with a student was a huge risk, but having Logan distracting him through every class was becoming detrimental to his teaching. Maybe if he did something about it, he wouldn't waste so much of his time on fantasies. Besides, he'd always spoken on the values of taking risks in life, and as far as he could tell, Logan Mitchell was a risk worth taking. AU.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 9,257 - Reviews: 29 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 40 - Updated: 11/5/2012 - Published: 10/16/2012 - Kendall, Logan
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Finding My Forever reviews
Forever is how long we have left. There will come a day where we never have to say good bye, only a kiss goodnight. A time where we'll wake up in each others arms every morning, and I'll still look at you as if its the first time I laid eyes on you. The kind of love that will last forever.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,167 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 5 - Published: 1/20/2014 - Kendall, Carlos
Verbotene Liebe (Forbidden Love) reviews
Set in the era of World War II, James is a young Jew forced to work in a concentration camp, longing for the day he will be free. Kendall is a Nazi soldier who wants nothing else but for the massacre to stop. KAMES RATED M FOR VIOLENCE, SMUT IN LATER CHAPTERS AU SLASH
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,567 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 27 - Updated: 4/18/2013 - Published: 4/3/2013 - Kendall, James
I Don't Want Your Pity reviews
Kendall feels his world come crashing down around him as he sits in the hospital bed. Carlos makes it his mission to be his friend, and to cheer him up. Will it become more? AU, SLASH, Kenlos
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 8 - Words: 15,841 - Reviews: 60 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 29 - Updated: 4/16/2013 - Published: 1/21/2013 - Carlos, Kendall - Complete
The Casualties of Coffee reviews
James got really bored one afternoon and decided to give Carlos some espresso, just to see what would happen. Rated T for language.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Humor/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 839 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 3 - Published: 3/20/2013 - Kendall, Carlos, Logan, James - Complete
Cat Facts reviews
Carlos loves pulling pranks, and when he buys a disposable phone, hilarity follows! Rated T for language, NO SLASH!
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Humor/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 900 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 3 - Published: 2/9/2013 - Carlos, Kendall - Complete
All I Want For Christmas is Kendall Knight reviews
Carlos, suddenly being dumped by the man he thought loved him, found himself at a coffee shop and met Kendall Knight, a beautiful, cocky, and VERY blunt man. Could Kendall prove to be the distraction that Carlos needed? SLASH! Don't like, don't read!
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 7 - Words: 15,767 - Reviews: 51 - Favs: 47 - Follows: 35 - Updated: 1/25/2013 - Published: 11/24/2012 - Carlos, Kendall - Complete
The Camping Trip From Hell reviews
The boys need some relaxtion and time away from their hectic schedules. James suggests a re-do of their last failed attempt at a camping trip. This is just a silly story I thought of in my random brain, so don't expect heavy stuff. I do not own BTR. SLASH! Kenlos/Jagan
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,853 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 5 - Published: 11/23/2012 - Carlos, Kendall
Let Not Your Heart Be Troubled reviews
Kendall Knight was popular, a hockey prodigy, and everyone loved him. But he had a BIG secret. Could Carlos Garcia, a once loner from California, draw out what Kendall's been hiding for so long? SLASH! KENLOS!
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 12 - Words: 21,558 - Reviews: 51 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 34 - Updated: 10/28/2012 - Published: 10/13/2012 - Carlos, Kendall
Big Time Oops! reviews
What happens when Carlos' new found feelings for Kendall show on stage? What will Kendall think? Summary sucks, sorry! SLASH- KENLOS- Lots of lemon in later chapters!
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 6 - Words: 9,153 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 17 - Updated: 9/26/2012 - Published: 9/21/2012 - Kendall, Carlos