UPDATE:

08/12/2016- I have posted THE SILENCE BETWEEN: Chapter 7, but it is a lemon cut version. The full graphic descriptive versions are over on AFF and AO3, as always, but I am leery to post it here, because it's extremely sexually graphic. I do hope you enjoy it.

I am working on some different content- writing a lot of Flash Fiction (not fanfic related), and also something a completely different change of pace, a fic based on the Pokemon Go team leaders. I'm also in the process of putting a second chapter on DAWN GRACING THE HEART'S HORIZON, which will be lemon-cut here of course, but listed fully on my other accounts. This was by special request from a reader, so please do know that I read every review, and I do often get drawn back to old pieces because of them.

04/09/2016- I finally finished THE SILENCE BETWEEN: Chapter 6, thank you to everyone who has waited so patiently for the update, and left me reviews... I love y'all.

03/23/2016- Oh mah gawd, y'all... I didn't die, I promise... Well, kinda. A little bit. Anyway. I haven't been doing writing as much- life is, shall we say, chaotic? We have a baby (about 1) and an energetic preschooler. I've been doing a bit of art, but the only thing I've written recently was a short piece of fanfic about Peter Pan. I'll post the link after it's up, after I remember how the hell to work the site, lol... Here you go: THE LOST BOYS

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AUTHOR INFO:

I am in my 30's, happily married, and have two young children. I work full time, and my availability to write ranges widely from sporadic to obsessive, depending on a multitude of factors.

I like Lemon (both writing and reading (and eating- one of my favorite flavors, which is no end of humor to my husband and I)). I love writing shower sex scenes, and dream sequences.

I have an account to the Adult-FanFiction website, as well as on Archive of Our Own now (AO3), both under the same pen-name of KaiBlueOtaku. I will be posting any future Lemon chapters there. If you find a double row of scene breaks in a story of mine on this site, like this:

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it is not a typo, it is missing Lemon! And it is cross-posted on AFF and AO3, in all its 18-plus glory.

I primarily write Bleach fanfic right now, as that's the main anime I know and follow. I am sadly behind, only episode 311, and I finally caught up on the manga only to fall behind again. Such is life. My husband and I have been Bleach addicted for years, and we blame my little brother, who was only a casual user when he introduced us to it. He had no idea what he was doing, bless his heart...

I do have one original (not fanfic) story at this time, posted ONLY on AFF; it's a dark furry/anthro M/M dubcon/noncon PWP, unabashed smut, written as a gift fic for a very dear friend of mine. Heed the warnings on that; it's not for the faint of heart. I also some some original content over on AO3.

I have written no-sex one-shots for a few other fandoms in the past year, including Peter Pan, and Harry Potter.

Het Pairings I Ship (Either Have, or Would):

OTP's- Ulquiorra Cifer x Orihime Inoue and Tia Hallibel x Grimmjow (Yes, in that order, I write a Dominant!Hallibelxsubmissive!Grimmjow, don't believe me? Read Pina Colada Espada, and then Seas of Shifting Sand)

Yourichi Shihoin x Kisuke Urahara

Gin Ichimaru x Rangiku Matsumoto

Uryu Ishida x Orihime Inoue

Draco Malfoy x Harry Potter

Yaoi/MSlash Pairings I Ship:

OTP: Ulquiorra Cifer x Nova

Renji Abarai x Shuhei Hisagi

Grimmjow Jaegerjaquez x Renji Abari

Yuri/FemmeSlash Pairing I would like to write:

Yourichi Shihoin x SoiFon

OT3 Pairings I Ship:

Renji Abarai x Shuhei Hisagi x Grimmjow Jaegerjaquez

Blanche x Spark x Candela (Pokemon Go team leaders)

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OLDER UPDATES:

9/14/14: Crap... I'll have to list ON HIATUS at this time, because my muses are being especially fickle of late. I've only had one piece I've been remotely inspired on, and it's original fiction, and I doubt I'll post it any time soon. Like I said in my last profile update a month ago, I DO plan to eventually pick these back up again, but now is not the time.

8/13/14: Again, too long since I updated. VISIONS OF PERSIMMON is completed. THE TIES THAT BIND US has turned into an MPreg fic, which has put some people off. Sorry to them; I made a decision, and if it's not to your tastes, then so be it. It wasn't intended to be that way, it just kind of happened. Stalled out on THE SILENCE BETWEEN at this time, and basically on hiatus right now from all writing; I have a lot on my plate these days and I've been deeply uninspired. I plan to pick these up again down the road somewhere, just don't expect my weekly updates like before.

6/29/14:Oh my! I've updated so much, and not fixed my profile! Shameful of me, really...

Alright, here's where we stand: I started a tandem account over on Archive of Our Own, also known as AO3, all under the same story titles and pen name, so you can now find my unedited lemons over there as well as on AFF.

PREDATOR/PREY is my first foray into original fiction furry/athro themed lemon content, written as a gift fic for a dear friend of mine, it is posted ONLY on AFF and is a Lemon oneshot between a werecat and a drake, dark themes of dubcon/noncon, M/M, and all the rest that goes with that. Lots of fluids, and tongues going places, and you get the idea. It is PWP, unabashed SMUT, and I've gotten more hits on that in 24 hours than I got on Resolution in 6 months, so the next time I'm looking for something to get a lot of hits and a good result, I'll probably write a sequel to that.

VISIONS OF PERSIMMON is at a standstill right now, I'm stalled out on chapter 3.

THE TIES THAT BIND US: Chapter 4: is up as of this morning! No lemon in this one just plot development, but you can be sure the next one is the chapter you've been waiting for; the much-awaited threesome between Ren/Shuu/Grimm! That will be a Lemon-cut here of course, you can always read the full version over of AFF, and now AO3 as well, all under the same PenName and story titles.

THE SILENCE BETWEEN: Ch 1, 2 & 3: Gosh, it HAS been a while since I updated this profile for sure, if I didn't even have this one listed... This is my new pet project, close to my heart; an unheard-of pairing of UlquiorraxNova. I really tried to do some research before I posted this, but from what I can tell, this pairing is either extremely rare, or nobody's tried it before. This will be a very slow progression; I'm enjoying unraveling these two and finding out how the loose ends are going to fit together, but I plan eventually for there to be Lemon. Maybe this will be the rain-storm story I've wanted to write... I know I probably won't get a big response on this, because the pairing is so uncommon, but I've always wanted to write Nova, and when it came to me (after MUCH patience and deliberation, it suddenly hit me like a bolt of lightening) that he would ship well with Ulquiorra, I ran fangirl-screaming from my Resolution!'verse to find an alternate reincarnation method for Ulquiorra, and get these two started on the meandering path to lemony goodness. This is ultimately fanservice for ME, because I think these two are some of my very favorite characters in Bleach, based on physical attractiveness, especially Nova. Mmm... Nova... *drools*

5/28/14: DIARY: Chapter 1 up. Idea I had for suddenly a "dribs and drabbles" story made of random pages from Orihime's diary. Sporadic updating on this, no promises. Free-standing IshiHime AU, unrelated to my personal author AU.

ELYSIAN EMBRACE: Complete! A new free-standing UlquiHime AU one-shot, unrelated to my personal author AU.

VISIONS OF PERSIMMON: Chapters 1 & 2 are posted, a GinRan piece that has ties to my personal AU, and heavy overlap of the plot in UARC. Probably one more chapter to come still on that.

My cold is resolving, but I've had some personal issues come up, and suddenly I'm very unmotivated to work on anything at this time. I hope that's understandable, considering I put out a total of about 80k words this month so far, across two different NEW chapter stories, and a totally free-standing AU piece. I'll be back when the muses call again.

5/23/14: THE TIES THAT BIND US: Chapters 2 & 3: are both up! I can't believe I jammed so hard on that... The chapters have gotten shifted a bit, there ended up being more that I had to explain, so everything got pushed forward as I inserted chapters where they needed to be. This story will be a minimum of 7 chapters, at this point, which all have some degree of them partially written already.

I'm taking a short break from TTTBU now, since I have a cold. I went on a hardcore reading bender yesterday over on AFF, and I needed a change of pace after that (great story, but very heavy and dark), so I started working on my Gin x Matsumoto two-shot piece again, which has been laying idle for a long time. I think I finished the first chapter, but I'm going to wait a bit before I publish, mainly because I've been pushing too hard and fast on the updates (I need to spread them out some, and string everyone along a little more, hehe...) but also because I'm not sure I'm settled on the title yet. I'm hesitantly working with VISIONS OF PERSIMMON, but there are others I've considered.

Next update after that will probably be the second chapter of VISIONS OF PERSIMMON, or maybe chapter 4 on TTTBU.

5/17/14: THE TIES THAT BIND US: Chapter 1: Ink: is up! This is VERY different from what I've written before. I won't shove it in a box and call it Yaoi, becuase I'm not sure it fits there, but I will say it's M/M Romance, featuring RenShuu. This will be a multi-chapter piece, and there will be more lemon in chapter 3, which will feature a threesome with Grimmjow. Things will get involved, I think, with this story, but it's the only one I've been able to focus on for a while, which is why it's been nearly a month since you've heard from me; I've been flitting from one story to the next, and haven't been able to finish even a chapter on anything, until this came along for me.

It has brought me so much joy to work on this story, and I hope my usual readers aren't put off by the extreme shift in gears from my usual content. Chapter 2 is in progress, and chapter 3 is already written, because it was intended to be a separate story, but I realized it fit better as a chapter under this same story. I've also started on chapters 4 & 5, so I'm still a little flighty, as you can see, but I'm happy. Chapter 4 will have lemon between Hallibel and Grimmjow, so, there again, it's a major shift in gears, and I hope I don't get too many people upset with that, but you always have the option to NOT read, you know. I have to follow my heart right now, and this story is where I'm at, so I hope everyone enjoys it.

Things will get... Involved?... by the later chapters, on this story. I won't say "complicated," because that has a bit of a negative connotation, but the boys are going to get involved with Hallibel and Grimmjow, and their "A/B/O pack dynamic," which I know might not end up being for everyone, but that's where I'm going with this. There is going to be a lot of love, a lot of comfort, and a semi-free-flowing relationship between the boys, without disrupting my set-pairings of HalliGrimm and RenShuu. If that sounds even remotely appealing to you, please tune in as the story progresses, to see how we work it all out. It's not awkward, it just works, and I can't explain it, but it's wonderful so far.

4/30/14: DAWN GRACING THE HEART'S HORIZON: Completed! This is the UlquiHime oneshot Lemon/semi-PWP that was untitled for so long, that I had abandoned hope on. I did not include a Lemon in the first chapter, but the good news is, that I see this being good as a multi-chapter piece, so be patient, maybe in the second chapter... Please vote your opinion on my next update, above, on my poll.

Lots more in the works at this time, so weigh in on what you'd like to see next!

4/27/14: SEAS OF SHIFTING SAND: Completed! Lemon cut and story cross-posted on AFF (6/29/14: And now AO3)

I started a one shot Yaoi piece to try my hand in the genre, but on recommendation from an author friend of mine who is deeply into the trope, I am discontinuing it at this time. So, I still only officially write Het, for the time being, though I do have a loose concept for a Yuri piece on the back burner as well.

I still have my Gin x Matsumoto piece, still untitled, still in progress. I have a lot of stories stalled out at the moment! My untitled UlquiHime PWP may not be totally hopeless, I've cast my eyes over it a few times since I set it aside, so I might be able to salvage that. Waiting for the muses to find me again... I'll be in touch when there's news to share.

4/17/14: I've been away for a while, but I'm back. I'm working two stories right now in tandem, both backstories set in the slight A/U settings of my other pieces. One is an as-yet-untitled oneshot with no Lemon, and focuses on Matsumoto after the loss of Gin at the culmination of the Winter War, and leads up to an overlap of Urahara's Arrancar Rehabilitation Center.

The second piece is a Lemon oneshot that will be tentatively called Seas of Shifting Sand, and tells of the first meeting of Hallibel x Grimmjow in Hueco Mundo, in the distant past. This story will be a strong play on Alpha/Beta dynamics and instinct, and while it occurs chronologically before Pina Colada Espada, it will be meant to read afterwards, as a way of filling in the history between them. I hope to be able to post something this weekend.

My Ulquihime oneshot Lemon/semi-PWP crashed and burned, so I've got it set aside for now, to look at again at a later date. I was trying to explore some emotions that weren't working very well as a oneshot, and I don't know if I need to scale back the emotion, or raise the expected chapter count on that. But for now, it's the MatsumotoxGin story and Seas of Shifting Sand where my focus will be. See you after the next update!

3/30/14: PINA COLADA ESPADA: Completed! At last! Very satisfied with the result, though I doubted if the story was going to work at times. The version found here has a point at which you will find two consecutive section breaks; this is not a typo, but a missing Lemon! The full version of Chapter 3 can be found over on Adult-FanFiction . org, under the same story title and my pen name of KaiblueOtaku. Thank you everyone for the reviews, this one has been shockingly popular; favorited and followed quite a bit! Next up, I'm planning a one-shot Lemon/semi-PWP UlquiHime story, set in the same world as my last few stories. Due to content, it will be posted (when it's ready) only over on Adult-FanFiction. Hope to see you all again soon!

3/28/14:PINA COLADA ESPADA: Just posted chapter 2, and good news: I have a scrubbed version available now here on the site! Not much is affected at this point, the real Lemon won't take place until chapter 3, but there's enough Lime to give you a taste of what's to come. ;-)

3/22/14: PINA COLADA ESPADA: chapter 1 is up! It can be found on my profile at Adult-FanFiction, which is an 18 plus site, because of heavy Lemon content planned for later chapters. It is under the same author pen-name and story title.

3/19/14: URAHARA'S ARRANCAR REHABILITATION CENTER: Completed!

Also, I have started a profile over on Adult-Fanfiction, where you can find my original version of Resolution, which was considered too risque for this site. You must be 18 years or older to access Adult-FanFiction.

3/17/14: I'm switching back and forth between "Urahara's Arrancar Rehabilitation Center," (UARC) and "Pina Colada Espada,"(PCE), working one or the other as I feel the energy. UARC is going to be Humor/Friendship with a lot of foreshadowing, leading into the next story of PCE which will be Hurt/Comfort/Romance/Angst using a DOMINANT Hallibel, and a SUBMISSIVE Grimmjow. Don't freak out please, this might be an unpopular ship but I see I can make it work with plot dynamics. I want to keep them as in-character as possible, so I will be requesting input on the OOCness of Grimmjow, specifically, when I post my chapters. Unfortunately, you'll have to wait until I get UARC completed before I post anything from PCE, since UARC will set the stage for PCE.

3/15/14: My, my, my, how things change... In less than 24 hours, I've suddenly come up with a new story idea! So, I've started work on "Urahara's Arrancar Rehabilitation Center," which is looking like a chapter piece that will nicely bridge "Resolution" and "Pina Colada Espada," so I'm going out on a limb here and leaving "PCE" on the back burner. Don't worry, I won't abandon it- I'm too OCD for that, and I hate seeing orphans on this site. With "UARC," I think I will attempt to post updates and chapter content as often as possible, though no promises or strict schedule, my life tends to the chaotic and I don't do well with the constricting limitations of a schedule in an optional area. One of my friends chastised me (albeit rather gently) for getting all stressed and bent out of shape over finishing and publishing Resolution, and pointed out that I was getting flustered over something that was ultimately optional. (She doesn't write, so she doesn't understand that I don't feel it's as optional as she feels it is, but she got her point across).

Here's my working summary for "UARC:" Summary: When Ulquiorra Cifer woke up the World of the Living as the human lover of Orihime Inoue, she confided in Urahara Kisuke for help. The eccentric shopkeeper ran tests on the Ex-Espada, and decided to try to replicate the results to resurrect some of the other Espada. Can they be rehabilitated from violent sociopaths, to productive members of society? Humor CONTAINS: Language (No Lemon planned at this time for this fic, but you know how that sort of thing can get out of control quickly, especially with a bunch of rehabilitating Ex-Espada running around! But I'm planning to save that for "PCE.")

URAHARA'S ARRANCAR REHABILITATION CENTER: Chapter 1 is up! Chapter 2 in progress (front burner)

PINA COLADA ESPADA: In progress (simmering impatiently on the back burner, lol)

3/14/14 : My big UlquiHime story is DONE!! Finally! It's up, please R&R. The title I finally settled on, which came to me completely unexpectedly while writing my Author Notes, was "Resolution." I did a word play in the multiple meanings of the term, and used the various definitions to title my chapters. One of the fidgety little details that probably nobody notices or cares about but me, but there it is, anyway. :-)

RESOLUTION (clean version): Completed!

RESOLUTION (original, NC-17 version): http:///story.php?no=600012942&chapter=1 (copy and paste into browser, you will have to verify you are 18 years of age or older)(6/29/14: Also on my account at AO3)

It's setting up the back-story for the universe I plan to write my one-shots in, which occur in a time period after the Arrancar/Hueco Mundo Arc, in a world where the Espada have since become human and reside with the others in Karakura Town, in the World of the Living. (That just gave me a funny idea for a story about Kisuke Urahara running an Arrancar Rehabilitation Camp, lol- maybe I'll pursue that later!)

I wrote a dark one-shot family/hurt/comfort UlquiHime entitled "Loss" last weekend, on 3/7/14. I was in a bad headspace, and didn't have it in me to do the tedious work at hand of transcribing the episodes for "Resolution," so I had to do something else to help myself through some personal issues. Do not expect FAFF here, it's not really the warm and fuzzy type of a story, but you're welcome of course to go check it out, I always love reviews:

LOSS: Completed One-shot

If you give me an exceptionally nice or detailed review, expect a "thank you" in your PM box from me, as well as maybe some follow-up questions. I want to know what my readers like or don't like about my stories, so I can shift my style as needed.

NEW STORY: Right now, I just started (and I mean JUST started; maybe 9 pages double-spaced, hand-written) a new story that came to mind as my husband was playing video games one night, and mentioned on his outer-space game, a particular alliance called "The Pina Colada Armada." Well, I was working on "Resolution" at the time of the conversation, and started laughing hysterically; all I could get out in reply was, "Pina Colada Espada!" That one innocently joking comment spawned an idea for what I had intended to be a one-shot, but now is clearly going to turn into a sprawling chapter story. It will be a romance/humor, pairings of Ulquiorra x Orihime, Rangiku x Gin, and Grimmjow x Hallibel. It will center mainly on Grimm X Hallibel. I hinted offhandedly at the Grimmjow x Hallibel in "Resolution," and it sort of got out of control when, in my episode transcription and research I realized that GRIMMJOW NEVER OFFICIALLY DIES. I wrote him such a nice death scene in "Resolution," too! I was really angry at him at first (which was funny, because it actually got me weepy writing it!) but after a few days, the sadness and anger mixed with that "Pina Colada Espada" comment, and now something is starting to sprout leaves, and needs to be attended to. I realized it was a perfect opportunity to "fix" that problem of things being left unresolved between them, and put some back story and a little hot Lemon on those two!