Author has written 4 stories for Teen Titans, Code Lyoko, and Phoenix Wright: Ace Attorney. Name: Megan Favorite Games: Favorite TV Shows: About me: Well this is a change isn't it? Yeah, I'm changing the crap out of my profile. I'm not really sure if this will be the only time I change it either. First of all, hi! My name is QueenTopHat, but you may call me Meg or Megan if you like. My life is in constant flux. I'm almost always in a state of anxiety or depression. This has left me in a state of laziness in regards to writing. It's not that I don't want to write, it's that I can no longer line up my ideas into words. As someone who desperately would love to be an author, this is not a good stance to have. I should be writing, I should be thinking. Thoughts are funny, they can get in the way like you wouldn't believe. One minute I have a perfect plot lined up, the next: "what if no one likes it?" At first, this was my stance regarding Turnabout storms. I posted it anyways, imagine my shock when it suddenly took off a bit. This presented a problem. See, around the time I began posting, I was getting ready to attend college. I consulted on becoming an author. What a naive child I was. I was told no and, in a way it destroyed me. Suddenly, I found myself with half written stories, half ideas that didn't go anywhere. Random pieces of nonsensical rabble that didn't have an ending. As I grew up, so did my desire to tell stories, to write. Still I found myself with the same problem: Half written, nonsensical, listless ideas. I looked back on my stories here and winced. I wanted to be better. I wanted to constantly improve, even if it meant the project would never be finished. I'm here to bring this farce to an end. I will delete the pieces I know I will never finish. Those that I can, I will do. In time, I may begin uploading again. I miss telling stories. Until then. |
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