Author has written 12 stories for Glee, and Veronica Mars. So, Hi! I'm back. It's been 6 years since I set foot on FFnet. It's been 6 years since I stopped writing actually ... the incident that happened on here where all 30 of my fics - 7 years worth of hard work - were deleted, which led to me spiraling into a horrible depressive episode and attempting suicide scarred me so much that I hadn't written a single word since then ... until about 3 weeks ago. I have a long history of depression and other mental health issues, and writing had always been my escape, and yes, I think I took it all way too seriously. I realised that my fics and the whole life that I had created around my writing was my safe place, and when that was all stolen from me I took it very, very badly. But, that is in the past now. My life has changed dramatically ... I have changed, my circumstances have changed, and my fandom interests have changed ... I'm now more of a Veronica Mars fan and am already working on an angsty romantic LoVe fic. I am sorry to say, I don't think I will ever finish Let Me Be. You have my sincere apologies. xx I want to thank you all for STILL giving me daily hits on this site, for the past 6 years, even long after I had abandoned my fics. I always intended to return one day, even I am a little surprised that it took me 6 years. All I can say is sorry, and thankyou. xoxox Bec BLOODREDLUST |