Author has written 12 stories for Ouran High School Host Club, To Kill a Mockingbird, Final Fantasy VII, Inuyasha, Death Note, Eyeshield 21, and Kuroshitsuji. I'm not sure anyone will read this, (nor that people even still USE FFN), but it has been a long time since I've been here and to anyone curious as to what happened to any of my WIP, or what I've been doing, I thought I'd leave a little update. Just in case. Apparently, my laptop fried, according to the last thing I posted in my profile. Most (if not all) the WIP I was working on have long since died in my mind. Most of them I wrote when I was depressed and suicidal, deciding to turn my self hatred and pain into works of fiction. I never really took off in any of the fandoms I was in and never made any friends on here. At a certain point, I stopped doing things I loved all together. I stopped writing. Once I was in college, I fell out of love with writing. I was too depressed to put pen to paper or fingers to keys. I did what I had to in order to live and survive, but all the while still thinking like an author. Still creating stories and worlds in my head before casting them aside. I wrote, but they were short snippets of scenes that I quickly lost interest in and never thought about again. My depression worsened, my family life changed drastically. I found AO3. I've been writing some stuff for an entirely different fandom now, no longer to I write for anime (though I still come up with ideas or old ideas haunt me), but I'm back to writing. I went to therapy, took medication, and found my love for writing once more. Consider any story written before 2017 or so to be abandon. I either don't remember where they were meant to be, or no longer write to get out my sorrow and hurt. I write over on my AO3 account (same name) or you can follow my Tumblr (Freethemfrom1895) for more up to date fandom stuff. Perhaps if you message me and ask about an old fic, want to talk about something I've done from the past, or just want to talk, I'll let you know what I remember about that fic, or even write a gift for you or something. Thank you to anyone that has read my fics, thank you to those that messaged me and asked if I were ever going to update. I'm okay and I'm alive. I'm the happiest I've ever been. Thank you again. Best Wishes and DFTBA. |
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