A VERY VERY IMPORTANT AUTHOR'S NOTE: ME IS BACK!

i ain't a writer, i'm a mere imagination player.

i don't paint my imagination, because i don't have any colors, i don't sing out my imagination, because i don't have the voice to sing, nor do i own a guitar, so i write my imagination. hence, my fict was born.

my real name is not something i would like to share with everyone. i would like to be known as haeresis. my character or my religious perspective had nothing to do with my name. it just i like the name and when it combines with lightning, i think its super cool! lol..

i will turn a year older every 25 september. i have black eyes, and my left eyes is slightly smaller than the other one. i am 154cm tall, and i hope i could be taller than that.

yin and yang

i am a positive thinker. i will try to think about positive outcomes from my acts, though i knoe the circumstances sometimes against me. i am very close to my family. i seek their advices and perspectives. i would try to help people who need help, but only if the seek for my help. i'm not someone who suddenly would offer a helping hand. i will try my best to cheer everyone around me. i'm friendly and will help my friends. so, i despise anyone who try to pick on my friends. i hate backstabbers. being friend with them once thought me really well. i am not someone who can trust people easily. i suck at giving advises regarding love. i would end up hurting my friend with my choices of words, or hurting up the other party using any of my four limbs. i'm not someone who seek for perfection, but someone who can make me perfect. i aint judgmental. i hold grudge towards my enemies. i hate working under people, so a job as secretary does not suit me at all .and like anyone else, i also have my own collection of skeletons in my closest. so, there are certain things that i wish to not share with anyone. and last but not least, the flaw that i try so hard to control is my sarcastic self. i use sarcasm even when i dont want to use it. therefore, pardon the flaws in my DNA traits.

herstory with manga, anime, and Final Fantasy.

i fell in love with manga, anime, and games when i was 7 years old. and i started to read fanfics when i was 16 and my first fict published here when i was 17. my first manga that i bought using my own money is Sumire Wa Blue by Obata Yuuki and the first anime that i download is Bokura Ga Ita the first game i played and completed it was Final Fantasy 7. that is the game that made me addicted, and will do anything to lay my hands on each Final Fantasy games after it. i am the only daughter who have passions in gaming, thus i shared my hobby with my brothers and male friends. hence, i have more male friends rather than girl friends. i watched Final Fantasy Advent Children for more than 7 times already but i never felt bored. when i grow older, i realize i need to do something because my sisters claimed that i didn't act girlish enough to be a girl. yes, it did bug the hell out of me. so i read shoujo manga, and act more girlish by changing my sense of fashion. now, i need to bear the stares i got when i play at gaming convention wearing flower patterns dress and scarf. it looked out of place, when i'm playing guitar hero while wearing dress but i could not care less. my friend said that i have twisted personality. and my reply was i don't want to be typical, i want to be someone else.

herstory with bleach

i love bleach to death. my life would be so dull without bleach. i am not into shonen -act girlish- but i cannot hold my desire to love bleach. thus, my twisted logic made me recognize bleach as shoujo manga by making Kuchiki Rukia as the main character. i love Kurosaki Ichigo, but i love Rukia more. she the alpha female textbook, the irony of any typical shoujo manga female character. she would stand on her two feet, and would try her best to achieve something she desire. she's the complete opposite of Inoue Orihime- the character i despise the most. and for me, ichiruki is meant to be. call me crazy but i swear, if Ichigo end up with Inoue, i will be the one who turn into grim reaper and reaps Kubo's life out of him.

fanfiction and reviews

my fanfictions are mostly ichiruki. i like to add some romance in my ficts but the main ingredients is always humor. to much fluff is not really my favorite. i like to read reviews i got from my ficts. it shows that people actually read my ficts and it made my day a hell lot better. even if the review composed only a simple THANK YOU or LOL, it can made me smile and felt enthusiast to write another one. constructive criticism also help me to improve my writings. English is not my first language or my native language. i do not converse using English so errors may be frequent in my ficts. i am sorry if my writing still do not reach to the par, but i promise i will try to improve it.

i am okay with M-rated ficts but i never try to write one. with my current skill of writing, i feel i am still not ready to write any M situation. that is why most of my fanfics were rated T. i also found out that my 2 chapter fanfic; Kurosaki Taichou's crisis only got a small number of reviews compared to other ficts. so, i would not publish my multi-chaptered fict and will only focus on writing oneshots. i am a little disappointed with that fict but i will try to edit the story until it fits to be a oneshots.

ihope

people enjoy reading my fanficts. i will try my best to come up with new ideas for my oneshots. thank you so much for all the reviews and constructive criticism. i will show my gratitude by writing lots of fanficts that would make the readers smile, instead of cringe, and review my story instead of doing nothing. i want to make sure my fanficts will forever be remembered by the readers. please, continue your support. thank you!!

yours truly,

haeresis lightning