I AM FEAREL.

why am I Fearel? Because its a cross between FEAR an EviL... so that may or may not the resin but it is as far as you know...

food for thought: LIVE
///////////////////is EVIL spelled backward

more food for thought:
according to the periodic table Fe stands for Iron
man is a synonym for mail
all men are simply male
but all woman are female
therefor if you brake down female into Fe-Male
you discover that all woman are really Iron Man

I AM

I am a student of Mount Holyoke Collage
I am A proud Equestrian!
I am a Herbalist
I am a published and award wining poet
I am writer of original fantasy who intends one day to be an author

Quotes I Favor

“Humankind cannot gain anything without first giving something in return. To obtain something of equal value must be lost. That is alchemy's first law of equivalent exchange, in those days we really believed that to be the worlds one and only truth.”-Alphonse Elric (Fullmetal Alchemist) (and if you think about it and the world you come to realize that it may still be the worlds one and only law)

"The Philosophers Stone: Those who poses it, no longer bound by the laws of equivalent exchange Alchemy may gain without sacrifice create without equivalent exchange. We searched for it and we found it."-Edward Elric, The Fullmetal Alchemist (NOT TRUE)

"Ours is not to wonder what was fare in life."-The First Master Harper Of Pern (Dragonseye)

"Plan for the worst hope for the best." -Ma (Little house in the big woods)

"What do we live for but to make sport for our nabbers and to laugh at them in there turn."-Mr.Benet (Pride and Prejudice)

"Laugh as much as you choose Lizzy, but you will not laugh me out of my opinion."-Jane Benet (Pride and Prejudice)

"No matter how far I fall as long as theres a thread left to me i'll grab it and use it to clime I'm still human i can still do that much, but every one must chose wether or not to grasp it for them selfs."-Ciel Earl of Phantomhive (Black Butler)

"Morn not over much, mighty was the fallen, meet was his ending. When his mound is razed, woman then shall weep, war now calls us." -Eomer, Third Marshal of the Mark of Rohan (The return of the king)

"A word is dead when it is said, some say. I say it has just begun to live that day." -Emily Dickens

"In riding you look where you want to go...If you look at the ground you'll end up there." -Old Riding Proverb

"There is nothing like a little enlightened self interest."

“That was the turning point. Since that day I've lived a lie, the lie of living. My name to was a lie, my personal history lies, nothing but lies. I was sick to death of a world that couldn't be changed, but even in my lies I refused to give up in despair, but now this incredible power, it's mine. WELL THEN…” Lelouch Vi Britannia (Code Geass)

"I my not agree with what you are saying, but I'll defend to the death your right to say it." -Valtare

"Where will wants not a way opens so they say and so I have found myself." -Eoywn, Lady Of Rohan (The Return of the King)

"The business of life is the collection of memories. In the end that's all we have." -Charley Carson (Downton Abby)

"Every one who lives and every one who has ever lived or will live holds a peace of the puzzle that is that is time and eternity, or rather life, but no one will ever be able to fit all of the peaces together." -Sareead (Demora: Book of the Quean)

"It is not often that the real world congers worse then what we can imagine" -Eona (Eona: The Last Dragoneye)

"Violence is the last refuge of the incompetent" -Salvor Hardin (Foundation) as much as I agree with the sentiment I also have to agree that sometimes it's the only thing that works. Mind you since Hardin was a master manipulator who ideas of nonviolence included schemes worthy of Lelouch L and Lessa (is it just me or is it weird that all there names start with L?) the sayings true meaning isn't avoid bloodshed at all cost but rather set things up so that there's nothing to avoid.

"Every life has a death, and every light has a shadow, be content to walk in the light, and let the shadow fall where it will." -Merlin the Enchanter (The Hollow Hills)

"Only in silence the word, Only in dark the light, Only at dyeing life, Bright the hawks flight over the empty sea" -From The Creation of Ea (A Wizard of Earthsea)

"It wasn't me who was wrong, it was the world! The world must change, so I will change it!" -Lelouch vi Britannia (Code Geass)

"Nobel's son's are one of natures grate destructive forces, like fluids or tornados, when you're stuck with one of these catastrophes the only thing an average man can do is grit his teeth and try to minimize the damage" -Kvothe (The Name of the Wind)

My favorite books are The Dragon Riders Of Pern by Anne McCaffrey, The Earthsea Cycle by Ursula K. Le Guin The Merlin Trilogy by Mary Stewart, and The Lord Of The Rings (including The Hobbit) by J.R.R.Tolkien among MANY others.

My favorite Anime (not really in order): Fullmetal Alchemist (All), Code Geass: Lelouch of the Rebellion, The Heroic Legend of Arslan, K Project/K Missing Kings/ K Return of Kings, Puella Magi Madoka Magica, Fate/Zero, Psycho-Pass, Divine Gate, , and Fate/Stay Night Unlimited Blade Works, also Higurashi, Durarara, Tokyo Ghoul, Rokka Braves of the Six Flowers, Seraph of the End, The Legend of the Legendary Heroes, D.Gray-Man, The Unlimited, Steins;Gate, Inuyasha, Hamatora, Black Butler (session 1 and book of circus NOT season 2), Mekakucity Actors, Fairy Tail and Fairy Tail 2014, Senyu, Attack on Titan, Death Note, Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles, Moribito -Guardian of the Spirit, Sunday Without God, Baccano!, Black Cat, The Devil is a Part Timer, Dangonrompa the anime, Dimension W, Blood Blockade Battlefront, Deadman Wonderland, Future Diary, Angle Beats, RIN:Daughters of Mnemosyne, Blue Exorcist, Noragami, Deltora Quest, Darker Then BLACK, Gargantuan on the Verdurous Planet, Blood, Ghost in the Shell: Stand Alone Complex, Tales of Vesperia (Technically a movie but whatever), Hell Girl, and Princess Monanokay (Yes, I know it's also a movie)

I also love Merlin, Sherlock, Les Miss (ya I no its a movie not a TV show but I had to fit it in somewhere), Foyle's War, Avatar: the Last Air Bender/Legend of Korra, House Of Cards, Inspector Lewis, Inspector Morse, Endeavor, Once Upon A Time, Robin Hood, Revenge, Downton Abby, The West Wing, The Librarians, and RWBY!

Favorite Anime Characters In Order:

Lelouch Vi Britannia/Lamperouge/Zero/ The Demon Emperor -Code Geass also Kallen Kozuki, Cornelia Le Britannia, Suzaku Kururugri, Anya Alstream, CC, and Lloyd Asplund

Homura Akemi -Puella Magi Madoka Magica also Kyoko Sakora, Kubay, and Sayaka Meki

Lord Narsus -The Heroic Legend of Arslan also Price Arslan, Silver Mask, Daryun, Etoile, Farangis, Gieve, and Asriel

Edward Elric/ The Fullmetal Alchemist -Fullmetal Alchemist also Riza Hawkeye, Roy Mustang, Wrath, Lust, Izumy Cirdus, Maze Hughs, and Nina Tucker

Yashiro Isana/ Adolf K Wiseman/ The First and Silver King -K, Also Nagare Hisui, Kuroh Yatogami, Anna Kushina, Saruhiko Fushimi, Mikoto Suoh, Yata Garasu, Sukuna Gojou, Iwa, Yukari Mishakuji, and basically the entire rest of the cast

Mavis Vermilion -Fairy Tail also Erza Scarlet, Mystogan, Gray, and Ultear, Ul, and Zeraph

Balsa the spear wielder- Moribito -Guardian of the Spirit

Cinder Fall -RWBY also Ruby Ross, Yang Shoulong, Blake Belladonna, Weiss Shnee, Roman Torchwick, Neo, Pyrra Necos, Nora Valcory, Lie Ren, Profesor Osbin, Glinda Goodwitch, Qrow Branwin, Salome and basically every other member of the cast

Toka -Tokyo Ghoul also Kaneki Ken, Ayato, and the owl

Shogo Makishima -Psycho Pass also Shinya Kogami, Nobuchika Ginoza, Tomomi Masaoka, Akane Tsunemori, Shūsei Kagari, Yayoi Kunizuka, Sho Hinakawa, and pritty much the entire cast.

Izaya -Durarara also Celti, and Shezoio

Ciel Phantomhive/ The Quean's Gard Dog -Black Butler also Sebastian Michaelis and Doll

Olivier Mira Armstrong/ The Iron Wall Of Brigs -Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood also Lanfan and Greling

Ross/Sheon/Crashion -Senyu also Alba, the butler, and Dezember

Ryner Lute- Legend of the Legendary Heroes also Ferris Eris and Sion Astal

Mikasa Ackerman -Attack On Titan also Eren Jaeger, Armin Arlert, and Hanji Zoe

Sango The Demon Slayer -Inuyasha also Kagome, Kagura, Sesshomaru, and Rin

Road Camelot -D.Gray Man also Tekkie Meek and Yu Kanda

Amane Suzuha/ John Teater -Stein;Gate also Makise Kurisu and Okabe Rintarō

Hampny Hambart -Sunday Without God also Dee

Train Heartnet/ Number 13/ The Black Cat - Black Cat also Eve, and Sephiria

Fai D. Floride -Tsubasa also Showron, and Yoko

Iwasawa -Angle Beats also Yurippe

Rin -RIN:Daughters of Mnemosyne

Jasmine -Deltora Quest also Doom

Reuk -Death Note L

Minene Uryu/ 9th -Future Diary also Aru Akise

The Samurai General Benawi -Utawarerumono also Karula, Touka, and Aruru

November 11/ Jack Simon -Darker Then BLACK also Mao, Hey, and Suou

Firo Prochainezo -Baccano! also Ennis, Isaac,

Least Favorite Anime Characters In Order:

Alfred -The Heroic Legend of Arslan (ARSLAN'S ONE AND ONLY FLAW)

Nina -Code Geass (OH boy dose she ever get on my nerves!!!!!!!! THAT MORON! YES PUTTING A F.L.E.J.A ON THE LANCELOT WAS SUCH A GOOD IDEA! ALMOST AS GOOD AN IDEA AS TRYING TO BLOW UP ASHFORD! Saying good things about her in my fic may be in character but they are really painful to write!)

May Chang -Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood (One of the two biggest resins I liked Brotherhood less to the original)

Alois Trancy -Black Butler II (Why Black Butler should have only had ONE season)

Shu Ouma -Guilty Crown (ok there is so much about this show that gets on my nevus, it being a COMPLETE CODE GEASS RIPOFF for starters, but Shu's still the most obvious problem with it)

'kyoko -Black Cat

Meoca -Fushigi Yuugi

Yoky Cross -Vamper Night

Misa -Death Note

Other books I love: The Mists of Avalon, The Once and Future King (notice the king Auther theme), The Book Theif, The Glass Castle, Dealing with Dragons, Searching for Dragons, Calling on Dragons (I also LOVE dragons incase it slipped your notice), Harry Pottter (du!) Terrier, The Young Wizard series particularly A Wizard Abroad, Wizards at War, and A Wizard of Mars, Warriors especially Into The Wild, Fire and Ice, Forest of Secrets, The Darkest Hour, Firestar's Quest, Bluestar's Prophesy, Crookedstar's promos, The Fourth Apprentice, and Fading Echoes, Pride and Prejudice, The Ink Trilogy, The Thief Lord, Harry Potter, The Hunger Games, Enders Game, Foundation, Black Beauty, The Silmerilion, The Hollow Hills, The Last Enchantment, The Hound Of The Baskervilles, A Study In Scarlet, Murder On The Orient Express, Gaudy Night, Grave Mercy, The Misty Books, Cart and Quidder, Deltora Quest, Dragons Of Deltora, Rohan of Rin, Redwall, Dragonsong, Dragonsinger, Dragon's Dawn, The Renegades of Pern, The Master Harper Of Pern, The Chronicles of Narnia, The Girl of Fire and Thorns, Heir Apparent, The Heir seres, The Black Stallion, Black Gold, Fearless, Goest Knight, Rumpole of the Old Bailey, The Edge on the Sword, Gracling, Howl's Moving Castle, House of the Many Ways, Acorna THe Unicorn Girl, Acorna's Search, Sorcery and Cecelia, The Black Stallion, Black Gold, The Mixed Up Files Of Mrs.Basel E. Frankwiler, The View From Saturday, Advice and Consent, I Robot, To Kill a Mocking Bird, A Natural History of Dragons, Green Rider, First Riders Call, The High Kings Tomb, Blackvale, The Princess Bride, Mirror Sight, Mortal Hart, Jennifer Hecate Macbeth William MacCinly And Me Elisabeth, and many more that I earthier can think of at the moment or am to lazy to type.

Favorite Book Characters In Order: (what? if it's normal to post top anime lists then why not top book lists)

Lessa of Pern/ Gold Ramoth's Rider/ Bendin's Weyr Woman (she's my favorit character ever)-Dragonflight also Fl'ar, Ramoth, Mnimith, Menolly, Pimer, Robinton, Fandorel, Sala Telgar Andiar, and Sorka Hamerhan

Mithrin Emris/ Merlinous Ambrosias/ Merlin the Enchanter -The Crystal Cave, The Hollow Hills, and The Last Enchantment also Arthur Pendragon

The Archmage Sparowhawk/ The Dragon Lord/ Ged -The Earthsea Cycle also Tennar, Tehanu, Calason, and Orm Irian

Morgan Le Fai/ Morgain of the Fairys -The Mists of Avolon also Garith and Guan

Firestar/ The Thunderclan Leader -Warriors also Bluestar, Sandstorm, Squirrelflight, Brambleclaw, Yellowfang, Cinderpelt/Cinderhart, Ivypool and Jayfether

Harry Potter -(humm, now what book is he from again? I can't seam to remember. I'd ask if anyone knows but that book is so obscure that I dought anyones ever come across it) also Hermione Granger and Dumbledore

Lizzy (Elizabeth) Benet -Pride And Prejudice

Karagen Gladiean -Green Rider also Capton Larin Mapstone

Prosper -The Thief Lord also Shepio and Hornet

Princess Cimorene -Dealing With Dragons Series also The Witch Morwin and all her cats

Mareal of Redwall -Redwall Also Matthias, Teara Wildlock, Matimaio, and Constance

Neata Calahan -The Yong Wizard Series also Darean Calahan and Reou

Meggie Fulkheart -The Ink Trilogy also Moe Fulkheart, The Black Prince, Eleanor and Dustfinger

Fox- The Mirror World novels

Ismay Re'en- His Fair Assassin, also Gabriela Duval, Sibella, Annith, Ann and Balthizar

Calsifer -Howl's Moving Castel also Sophy Hater

Balsa the spear wielder- Moribito -Guardian of the Spirit (yes it's also a book!)

The Count Of Monty Cristo/ Edmond Dontes -The Count Of Monty Cristo

Death -The Book Thief

Lest Favorit Book Characters In Order:

Gilgamesh -Gilgamesh

Odious -The Odyssey

Guenievre -The Legend of King Arthur

Lancelot -The Legend Of King Arthur

I cant believe I'm doing this but Copy&Paste Stuffs

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