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Joined 03-22-17, id: 8967268, Profile Updated: 06-17-19
Author has written 3 stories for Law and Order: SVU.

Night owl.

SVU Diehard.

Always reading, sometimes writing.

Mariska Hargitay is my president and Olivia Benson owns my heart.

Do no harm but take no shit.

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Fallen by Zebrastreifen reviews
For the past five years, Amanda Rollins has been falling. Who will take care of her when she - quite literally - hits the ground? / Set during Patton's trial, i.e. 16x10 "Forgiving Rollins". Rated M for coarse language and potential future references to what Patton did to her. ****** I AM BACK ******
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 10 - Words: 12,305 - Reviews: 93 - Favs: 42 - Follows: 78 - Updated: 5/17 - Published: 5/24/2016 - O. Benson, A. Rollins
Benson & Rollins: A Season 20 Drabble Series by sheepish123 reviews
A collection of (mostly) unrelated drabbles that will take place during or after certain episodes of season 20, and will include the friendship and/or romance between Olivia Benson and Amanda Rollins.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 17 - Words: 51,950 - Reviews: 176 - Favs: 77 - Follows: 68 - Updated: 4/11/2019 - Published: 10/2/2018 - [A. Rollins, O. Benson] - Complete
Sharing Demons by Jellie789 reviews
An unexpected, late night visit results in a sharing of demons for two once unlikely friends. Set in season 20, mainly based around the deleted scene from Facing Demons, but also contains lots of references to Part 33 and A Story of More Woe.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,783 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 16 - Published: 3/27/2019 - A. Rollins - Complete
One More Time by sheepish123 reviews
When the pursuit of a rapist goes horribly wrong, a detective's life slowly ebbs away on a chilly, rainy rooftop. Takes place during "Mood". MAJOR TRIGGER WARNING in the author's note. Very short one-shot. Amanda/Olivia pairing.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,451 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 3 - Published: 3/5/2019 - [A. Rollins, O. Benson] - Complete
The Coldest Night of the Year by sheepish123 reviews
A frigid winter night brings Amanda and Olivia closer than they've ever been before, both physically and emotionally. Two-shot. Amanda/Olivia pairing.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: M - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 8,002 - Reviews: 33 - Favs: 51 - Follows: 31 - Updated: 2/24/2019 - Published: 2/14/2019 - [A. Rollins, O. Benson] - Complete
Challenge Accepted by jeu de mots reviews
Rolivia goes undercover. T for now, possible bump to M as the story unfolds.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,415 - Reviews: 44 - Favs: 37 - Follows: 45 - Updated: 2/17/2019 - Published: 1/7/2019 - O. Benson, A. Rollins
The End of the World by sheepish123 reviews
When Olivia suffers a panic attack during a normal day at the precinct, Amanda tries to help calm her lieutenant down. One-shot. Olivia/Amanda friendship.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,763 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 34 - Follows: 11 - Published: 1/23/2019 - O. Benson, A. Rollins - Complete
Spark by sheepish123 reviews
Feeling lonely and depressed during the holiday season, Amanda escapes the chaos of a New Year's Eve party to spend some time alone with Olivia. One-shot. Amanda/Olivia pairing.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,419 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 41 - Follows: 12 - Published: 1/1/2019 - [A. Rollins, O. Benson] - Complete
Good Girl by sheepish123 reviews
While on a road trip to arrest the perpetrator in their latest case, a sexual encounter triggers extreme flashbacks for Amanda, and Olivia tries to help her detective deal with the trauma. Takes place during "Intent". Trigger warning in the author's note. One-shot. Olivia/Amanda friendship.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,481 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 23 - Published: 12/1/2018 - O. Benson, A. Rollins - Complete
A Christmas Connection by sheepish123 reviews
When Olivia invites Amanda to spend Christmas Eve at her place, seasonal loneliness, hidden feelings, and an abundance of alcohol combine together to create a night that doesn't go according to plan. One-shot. Olivia/Amanda pairing.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,588 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 26 - Follows: 9 - Published: 11/25/2018 - [A. Rollins, O. Benson] - Complete
Happy Birthday, Olivia by sheepish123 reviews
Amanda is determined to keep Olivia company on her fellow detective's birthday, the most despised day of the year for Olivia and one that is made even more difficult by Elliot's recent departure. Takes place in season 13. Two-shot. Amanda/Olivia pairing. *INCOMPLETE*
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,118 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 31 - Published: 9/1/2018 - [A. Rollins, O. Benson] O. Tutuola, N. Amaro
Under My Umbrella by sheepish123 reviews
Feeling lost and lonely and overwhelmed with life in general, Amanda turns to Olivia for comfort and companionship. Two-shot. Olivia/Amanda friendship.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 2 - Words: 7,669 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 31 - Follows: 19 - Updated: 8/24/2018 - Published: 8/16/2018 - O. Benson, A. Rollins - Complete
Short & Sweet by sheepish123 reviews
A collection of short, random chapters with a mixture of genres and ratings that will take place from seasons 13 to 19, and will center around the friendship and or/romance between Olivia Benson and Amanda Rollins. Some storylines will be one-shots and others may continue for a few chapters.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 32 - Words: 98,094 - Reviews: 350 - Favs: 86 - Follows: 85 - Updated: 8/9/2018 - Published: 5/23/2017 - [O. Benson, A. Rollins] - Complete
Baring It All by sheepish123 reviews
Olivia sustains multiple injuries after a scuffle with a suspect and when Amanda offers to take care of her, she struggles with the strong feelings she has for her lieutenant while dealing with the provocative and uncharacteristic behavior that is induced by Olivia's pain medication. Amanda/Olivia pairing.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Humor - Chapters: 4 - Words: 17,306 - Reviews: 60 - Favs: 58 - Follows: 47 - Updated: 7/26/2018 - Published: 6/14/2018 - [O. Benson, A. Rollins] O. Tutuola, S. Carisi Jr - Complete
A Slow Death by sheepish123 reviews
A few months after the Esther Labott case, a very concerned Olivia decides to confront Amanda about the drastic change in her behavior. Dark. Short three-short. Olivia/Amanda friendship.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 10,269 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 32 - Follows: 23 - Updated: 7/12/2018 - Published: 7/5/2018 - O. Benson, A. Rollins - Complete
Ghost by sheepish123 reviews
Amanda's past unexpectedly comes back to haunt her during an interrogation, and Olivia is there to comfort her detective. Short two-shot. Amanda/Olivia friendship.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 2 - Words: 5,909 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 14 - Updated: 6/30/2018 - Published: 6/13/2018 - O. Benson, A. Rollins - Complete
Coming Undone by sheepish123 reviews
In the aftermath of the Esther Labott case, Amanda quickly becomes unraveled and Olivia struggles to put the broken pieces of her detective back together while gaining a better understanding of Amanda's recent behavior. Takes place right after "The Book of Esther". Olivia/Amanda pairing.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 14,651 - Reviews: 46 - Favs: 41 - Follows: 50 - Updated: 6/16/2018 - Published: 5/4/2018 - [O. Benson, A. Rollins] - Complete
there is nothing that the sun can't heal if you let it by jeu de mots reviews
Rolivia. Post Book of Esther.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,294 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 18 - Published: 5/31/2018 - O. Benson, A. Rollins
Rock Bottom by sheepish123 reviews
Amanda's life is spiraling rapidly out of control and in utter desperation, she turns to the one person who has lost all trust in her. Takes place between "Gambler's Fallacy" and "Beast's Obsession". Dark. Trigger warnings inside. Three-shot. Amanda/Olivia pairing. *INCOMPLETE*
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 7,761 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 39 - Updated: 4/25/2018 - Published: 4/15/2018 - [O. Benson, A. Rollins]
Head Over Heels by sheepish123 reviews
After their confrontation in Olivia's office, Amanda is worried that she has ruined the growing friendship with her lieutenant and decides to make amends. Takes place right after "Chasing Demons". Two-shot. Amanda/Olivia pairing.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 9,251 - Reviews: 30 - Favs: 30 - Follows: 27 - Updated: 4/5/2018 - Published: 3/28/2018 - [O. Benson, A. Rollins] Noah B. - Complete
Dead or Alive by sheepish123 reviews
Amanda is not adjusting very well to life in New York and Olivia can't help but take notice of the secretive and disconcerting behavior of her colleague. Takes place in season 13. Trigger warnings inside. Amanda/Olivia pairing. *INCOMPLETE*
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 9 - Words: 40,631 - Reviews: 121 - Favs: 62 - Follows: 88 - Updated: 3/15/2018 - Published: 12/23/2017 - [O. Benson, A. Rollins] OC
Frozen Hearts Doesn't Melt by JaggedHands reviews
A blonde woman doesn't have a place to call home but when a tall dark Lieutenant comes into her life will she finally be able to live again.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: M - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 21 - Words: 67,645 - Reviews: 121 - Favs: 68 - Follows: 69 - Updated: 3/1/2018 - Published: 10/11/2017 - O. Benson, O. Tutuola, A. Rollins, S. Carisi Jr
Close Call by jeu de mots reviews
A close call at a scene forces someone at the 1-6 to re-examine their feelings. Rolivia.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 22,929 - Reviews: 57 - Favs: 47 - Follows: 71 - Updated: 1/14/2018 - Published: 9/2/2017 - O. Benson, A. Rollins
Interrogation by jeu de mots reviews
Watching Olivia in an interrogation stirs up some feelings for Amanda. Rolivia. M for a reason :)
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 6,625 - Reviews: 36 - Favs: 59 - Follows: 40 - Updated: 12/5/2017 - Published: 8/24/2017 - O. Benson, A. Rollins
White Ink by sheepish123 reviews
After their distressing conversation in Mandy Fowler's bedroom, Olivia urges Amanda to talk about what happened when she was a teenager. Takes place during "No Good Reason". Amanda/Olivia friendship.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 4 - Words: 14,629 - Reviews: 49 - Favs: 39 - Follows: 31 - Updated: 11/19/2017 - Published: 11/1/2017 - O. Benson, A. Rollins - Complete
Hidden Scars by sheepish123 reviews
Olivia and Amanda have shared a very close relationship for the past couple of years, their friendship beginning to verge on romance, but Amanda is hiding a very dark secret from her boss and Olivia is determined to find out what it is. Takes place in season 16. Very dark. Major trigger warnings inside. Olivia/Amanda pairing. *INCOMPLETE*
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 9 - Words: 53,992 - Reviews: 122 - Favs: 66 - Follows: 105 - Updated: 10/22/2017 - Published: 7/4/2017 - [O. Benson, A. Rollins] O. Tutuola, N. Amaro
To Find What I Wasn't Looking For by JaggedHands reviews
Olivia receives a text message by mistake. Little did she know that the stranger who sent it would soon become to play an important role in her life.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 22 - Words: 67,090 - Reviews: 157 - Favs: 83 - Follows: 85 - Updated: 9/22/2017 - Published: 6/10/2017 - O. Benson, O. Tutuola, A. Rollins, S. Carisi Jr - Complete
Trouble by jeu de mots reviews
Following Townhouse Incident. Rolivia. Oneshot. Heed rating.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,123 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 44 - Follows: 24 - Published: 9/12/2017 - O. Benson, A. Rollins, Noah B. - Complete
Behind Drawn Curtains by RollisiFanGirl reviews
Each case hit her like a ton of bricks, but there was one particular case of child abuse that changed her life in ways the other cases didn't. This particular case consisted of two young girls whose parents made the fortunate mistake of moving next door to the seasoned detective. What happens when Lieutenant Benson meets eleven year old Amanda Rollins?
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 6 - Words: 15,175 - Reviews: 36 - Favs: 33 - Follows: 57 - Updated: 8/15/2017 - Published: 7/27/2017 - O. Benson, A. Rollins, S. Carisi Jr
You Give Me Fever by sheepish123 reviews
Amanda has a very high fever at the precinct and tries to keep from revealing her true feelings for Olivia while the lieutenant takes care of her sick detective. Two-shot. Amanda/Olivia pairing.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 9,671 - Reviews: 40 - Favs: 59 - Follows: 31 - Updated: 8/10/2017 - Published: 7/19/2017 - [O. Benson, A. Rollins] - Complete
Reckless by Rolivianna reviews
She was on a reckless path. Olivia/Amanda pairing. Rating for later chapters.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 22 - Words: 42,938 - Reviews: 207 - Favs: 97 - Follows: 75 - Updated: 6/15/2017 - Published: 3/18/2017 - O. Benson, A. Rollins - Complete
Crib Comfort by sheepish123 reviews
Olivia has a bad nightmare when the squad has to stay overnight at the precinct, and Amanda tries to comfort the woman she has a crush on. Takes places in season 13. One-shot. Amanda/Olivia pairing.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,809 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 41 - Follows: 18 - Published: 5/26/2017 - [O. Benson, A. Rollins] J. Munch, O. Tutuola - Complete
Monster by sheepish123 reviews
Olivia agrees to take care of an injured and drugged Amanda after the detective is hurt while out in the field, and she must deal with her colleague's extreme physical pain and roller coaster of emotions during the time they spend together. Olivia/Amanda friendship.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 10 - Words: 56,658 - Reviews: 139 - Favs: 51 - Follows: 55 - Updated: 5/1/2017 - Published: 3/7/2017 - O. Benson, O. Tutuola, A. Rollins, S. Carisi Jr - Complete
Touch by sheepish123 reviews
Olivia agrees to join her colleagues for a night out at the drive-in movies because she is worried about Amanda. At a place where minimal verbal communication is allowed and they have to interact mostly by touch or through text, Olivia tries to figure out what is wrong with her friend and hopes to provide her with some comfort. Olivia/Amanda friendship.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 5 - Words: 21,026 - Reviews: 50 - Favs: 61 - Follows: 44 - Updated: 9/24/2016 - Published: 9/17/2016 - O. Benson, O. Tutuola, A. Rollins, S. Carisi Jr - Complete
A Burden Shared by Audrey V reviews
A conversation between Bonnie and Laurel leads to secrets let slip by accident and confidences shared on purpose. Pre-slash, Bonnie/Laurel. *Major spoilers for season 2 through "I Want You To Die."*
How to Get Away with Murder - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,984 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 5 - Published: 12/14/2015 - Laurel C., Bonnie W.
Slow by ErynH222 reviews
[Slow wasn't a word that Olivia usually used to describe the encounters between Amanda and herself. Hard, fast and plain rough at times were all accurate. Slow had never come into play] ROLIVIA {Please review :D}
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,811 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 79 - Follows: 28 - Published: 1/26/2014 - [A. Rollins, O. Benson] - Complete
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A Window To The Past reviews
After her abduction by Lewis, Olivia is traumatized, in pain and refuses to do the rape kit. Amanda is fighting her own demons but decides to open up about her past in order to help her. One-shot set at the end of "Surrender Benson". Hurt/comfort. Rolivia friendship. Rated M for safety.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,405 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 32 - Follows: 12 - Published: 7/12/2018 - O. Benson, A. Rollins - Complete
Hero reviews
Not all superheroes wear capes. Some just show up on your doorstep in the middle of the night to help you with your screaming baby. Rolivia friendship/romance set in season 17. One-shot. Pretty fluffy, very smiley, slightly humorous, best served with a cup of coffee on a Sunday morning or right before going to sleep.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: K - English - Friendship/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,660 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 31 - Follows: 18 - Published: 7/5/2018 - O. Benson, A. Rollins, J. Rollins - Complete
Learn To Let Go reviews
Alternative version of the office scene at the end of 19x20 "The Book of Esther" and the days that follow. Amanda struggles in the aftermath of Esther's death and Olivia is there for her. Hurt/comfort. Rolivia friendship.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 4 - Words: 15,890 - Reviews: 29 - Favs: 33 - Follows: 28 - Updated: 6/25/2018 - Published: 6/13/2018 - O. Benson, A. Rollins - Complete