June 30, 2020. Hetalia? In 2020? It's more likely than you think. I find it hard to believe that I am still on this train but there's the tea. You know you are in deep when you are updating your will and there's a line saying "please publish all my ff drafts." I think it's just a sign I need to just get up and finish all these drafts! All 40 hetalia fics. Most of them are some level of weird historical hetalia but there are a few shameless AUs that are shameless. And for those that are wondering I'm still not done with the My Friend Death sequel. Feels a like a bad time (mentally for me) for that kind of topic anyway. T_T;

Dec 31, 2017. So the no internet saga continues. Honestly at this point I don't really notice not having internet until I go to write ff and then I need to fact check things or look up info and that doesn't work and then when I finally psych myself out enough to post something I can't so I don't and look at me nearly a whole year of inactivity. Hahaha. Great. Also secretly wondering if anyone even reads ff on this site anymore. I know the bulk of my reading is done on AO3 just because reads better on mobile phones and I do sometimes have a smidge of data to work with upon occasion. Whatever. I'm doing this for me and just hoping that others might enjoy too thus sharing (eventually...when I can...).

Feb 2, 2017. Hahaha...so...I went back to re-read some of my stuff and realized I'd never finished posting the epilogue of the Wild Child AU. That's kind of embarrassing. I've done a lot more lurking and less writing than anything else lately. That being said! I finally got access to the book I need for the sequel to My Friend Death - suffice to say university libraries are great but only when you are by uni and not when you are elsewhere in the world. So that should be coming eventually. I've got a lot of other little projects in the works - my favorite is the upcoming Aviation Series...I've got 3 pieces done for that but in typical me I'm sitting on them a little bit longer because of reasons. I guess I just don't like sharing all that much. To be honest, I write for me to get stuff out of my head before it gets lost - it's just a bonus that other people enjoy them. So here's to another wonderful stretch of posting something soon! Let's get the creative juices flowing again!

May 30, 2014. So...life has been fun recently. I finally finished by big project (the thing I talked about Nov 2012) - the problem is I also sort of blew it out of the water with another writing project that came at me like a bandit in the night. They are both done now and are both multi chaptered but I shall be publishing the historical Hetalia one first because it's what the internet told me to do (and other reasons too). I am both nervous and excited.

May 5, 2014. I really wish that the drabbles I wrote for the 365 days of USUK could somehow be linked to my traffic stats here. Still, hello new people and new tumblr followers!

Jan 19, 2013. Overload on feels due to traffic stats. I feel incredible.

Jan 18, 2013. I have had incredible luck since I published Telephones. It is simply incredible what kind of reception that fanfiction has brought. I know that my mad dash with the next one will not be so well received. It is odd and well past it's sell by date if not for the omake and the year anniversary. I hope I don't get flames for 'spoilers.' I feel bad because the length of Winter is about half as long as my really big thing - yet Winter was written in two big stretches (hence the no-doubt errors) and WKII has been a two year long saga. One is a one shot the other is 13 short chapters. I am at odds with myself over this fact. Either way Winter had to be published immediately. Current events forced my hand or else the story would be totally lost. The "big thing" is done. I still want to tweak it more but it is essentially done. I should start on the sequel.

Dec. 28, 2012. Got my first PM today. It was exciting for me and I'm glad I noticed it because honestly, all I do is read on this site - there is very little interaction with me here. It was cool to see my numbers jump up a bit when Neverland Complex was talked about on Historical Hetalia Haven on Tumblr. As for my "really big thing" - it stalled out again but I've got a few little things I'm cleaning up and will post soon. Edit: I flipped my posts around so that they are now in "blog style" reverse order but I left the typos alone for old time's sake.

Nov. 9, 2012. I've got something big in the works guys. Really big. Probably multi-chapter big. I figured it was high time to contribute to the fandom that I have read nearly all fanfiction published here (and on AO3 and most LJ stuff too). Stay tuned.

April 18, 2009. Today has been a hard day. I know that Les is looking down on us of the KINK community, telling us to be strong. It's hard to believe I will never hear his voice again. He died yesterday evening around 6:30 PM. We'll all miss him terribly.

Dec. ? 2008, I have no idea what the date is. Why is that you say? Well, thanks to the Artic Blast my school has effectively been closed for the past two days and hey guess what, it's closed again tomorrow. To say that I am excited is an understatement. To say that I am foaming at the mouth, going into cardiac arrest is still an understatement. I am like my good friend on a Kakashi-high (and even then I still think it's an understatement). Sadly, I don't think I've ever been so elated in my life...here come the tears of joy...To all those who made this possible - thankyou, thankyou from the bottom of my heart. Seasons Greetings (aw, heck with being P.C.) and have a very Merry Chirstmas.

Oct. 10 ...a breif moment of silence please...

8-3-08 Dang...August already. I just returned from two back-to-back trips and boy am I tired. Mosquitoes are the worst ever period. Besides that the trips were radically diffrent and totally awesome. The first was three days at a cabbin by the lake. Nice and relaxing, right? Um, decidly not. We're talking non-stop motor boat action!! Inner tubing for hours on end, swimming for even longer and paddling around in a personal-floatation-device-raft-type-thing. For three days straight. My goodness I was so soar. Oh the pain, my arms hurt, my legs hurt, my back and neck hurt (can you say whiplash via death by motor boat wake on an inner tube?) Then the second trip around all of my glorious home state. Horay for national parks. Up until just recently I've been rather lame in not seeing my state's major National Park by I'm A-OK now. Yes just my family in a car for an entire week having many a Chevy Chase moment...ah, such glorious times! But now I'm back and can think about...stuff. I was going to say writing but that never works out too well and thinking about reading is lame...reading, good - thinking about reading, very lame. How sad, not even glorious natrual wonderment and sheere picturesque sublimity can shake me out of my horribly uncreative stupor. There has to be something wrong with me; I can only come up with anything remotely decent when I'm absolutely exausted. Did I ever tell you that I thought up my story in my AP Calculous class while taking strenous notes? I didn't think so. Well, I need to go give my bestest buddy ToriMiu-chan her momento of my travels! (and bug the living daylights out of her.)

7-13-08 Do I really need to repeat the above question? ... Well, fortunately I haven't written anything that's continuous like some other unmentioned authors but that still doesn't excuse my abscense...just two little concepts have gotten in my way of my creative and altogether shaky thought process. These two momentus concepts are school, senior in high school this year (which means summer homework, yippe) and the oh so glorious excursion to DISNEY WORLD. I love life- sadly different time zones and an insane amount of walking couppled with staying up exceedingly late and geting up greviously early leave one verry tired. Fear not! I am still here and learning about the inner workings of the sight and reading much a beautiful story more frequently then in the past but the creative flow is still, unfortunatly, abscent...I hope to get back on my feet in the near future but seeing as how long ago I wrote my story that's probably just wishful thinking on my part. I can only hope for the best...may the force be with us all...

3-21-08 Where have I been? ...reading stories that's for sure but the stress-induced creative juices haven't been flowing lately. Sad to say they've all been used up on projects and papers and whatnot for school. Ahh...life. It's spring break and I'm going to the Grand Canyon. As I sip sliently on my Orange Dream Machine I can only contemplate the possiblities for day-dreaming out a car window for a week.

9-23-07 Hey! Guess what?! I just poasted my first story. I'm so freaked out! I don't know what people will think. I hope you guys enjoy it. I had a really fun time writing it. Lately I've been suffering from major writers block. I can't even write my speach for spanish class, it's so bad. The story came to me as a semi-epiphany moment late Friday night. In all respects it was weird and I believe the story reflects that exagerated dreamscape I was in. On a more profound, inside note, it's chalked full of silent odes to things I like. Then again you probably can't tell (if you can disregard the last sentance). So here's my challange to you, the reader - can you find them all? Happy hunting! If not just enjoy my musing-in-story-form at face value and nothing more then the idle chatter of an overworked student.

August 2007

Hello! Can you guess where my name comes from? Can you! It's one of my many obsessions, this is going to become my new one! It's about time I figured out how to use this thing -- my bestest buddy ever ToriMiu-chan finally showed me how!!

I have been advised to list my obsessions so here they are: Disney stuff, Asian stuff (I'm not Asian, kinda wierd huh?), Pirate stuff, Weather patterns (especially rain, and snow...and thunder - not much of a sun fan), TV, videogames, MANGA and ANIME!! Harry Potter, History, Egypt, ff, Naruto scanlations, book stores, music, books in general and honestly there's just too much stuff to list so I'll shut up now.