Hello!! IxAMxME here!! I've finally had the time to put up this quick page about myself. I have a life, but when I really have to, I come to this amazing site to either read, get my mind off life, or just write my inspiration and love for anime!! (But most of the time, life grapples me by my neck and pulls me back to reality...) Anyway, enough about my rants!! Here's a little info About Me:

Name: IxAMxME

Other Site: http://www.fictionpress.info/u/832609

Referred Name: Hinaru

Interests: Anime, Manga, Medicine, Music, Fiction, Books, Stories, Skateboarding, Guitar, Video Games, Drawing, Art, Asian Cultures

Dislikes: ...Neh, I don't have much dislikes...Just don't do anything to get me upset...

Zodiac/Astrological sign: Rooster/Libra

Genres of Preferred Music: Rock, Pop, Jpop, Jrock, Kpop, Asian music, Alternative...whatever has a good beat

Fav. Animes/Mangas: Naruto/Naruto:Shippuden, Bleach, Yu-Gi-Oh (original and 5D's), Pokemon, Rurouni Kenshin, Fruits Basket, Chibi Vampire...I'm basically into shounen and shojo and whatever catches my attention

Fav. /Pairings:(as of now...)

NaruxHina

HinaxOC

Faithshipping (YuuseiXAki)

KakashixOC (somehow I adore the OCs with him...just kawaii)

HitsuxHina

Pokeshipping

Kyonosuke/Konosuke

Vaseshipping (AtemxMana)

Peachshipping (YugixTea/Anzu)

Cobaltshipping (Priest SetoxSetoxKisara)

Mizushipping (Priest SetxKisara)

Blueshipping (SetoxKisara)

Polarshipping (Jounouchi/Joey x Mai)

SasuxSaku

NarutoxOC

SasukexOC

Other Info.:

Basically, I'm not a picky person. I like whatever has a good storyline and development, keeps my attention, and has good artwork/drawing.

I have a life, so I seem to be dead, but no worriez, I'm well and fully alive.

Due to my "condition" I have a very acceptable reason not to be on the computer as much...Though, I tend to go against it, which isn't a wise decision.

I overuse smileys...They're too addicting to not put!!_

I'm pessimistically optimistic.

I enjoy letting my interests expand and don't mind other genres such as yaoi or yuri.

Catch Phrases:

No worriez!!_

Hi!!

HUGZ*-

Mottoes:

"I will keep going, no matter what the circumstance. Life will push you down, but you have to keep getting up. No matter what, don't give up!"

"Listen to your heart and Never give up!!"

"People are very understanding; they just choose to not understand."

"Draw because you WANT to, not because you HAVE to."

"HOPE"

Quotes:

"The road is long, but never stop walking; you will trip and fall, but never stop rising; life can be cruel, but never stop living." -'Naruto'

"Life is like a boat; it goes with the flow, not knowing where to go, looking for the reason in life." -Anonymous

"Behind the smile holds lots of pain, but I am strong, so I will never give up. This is my nindo, my ninja way." -'Hinata Hyuuga'

My Suggested Anime/Manga: (I love discovering new, interesting and unique animes!The more popular ones may be really captivating, but there are many intriguing mangas that are yet to be , I've listed some that have caught my attention and would like to comments are also written so you could maybe have an insight of a reaction.I hope to give influence on those unkown mangas.I'm not that picky with stories, but there are only a few that would really catch my attention.Please enjoy!_)

Double Arts by Komi Naoshi: I found this unique manga randomly. The storyline is very interesting and caught my attention quickly. Basically, it revolves around this incurable disease called "troi" that, when in its final stage, causes seizures and the person starts to disappear. There are those who are immune to troi, but only to an extent. They're called "Sisters" who, by touching any part of the infected person's skin, can slow down the "disappearance" of the patient. There is no cure, but they're all hoping for someone who is completely immune for evaluation. The heroine of the story, Elraine, is one of those Sisters and has the been repelling the most into her system. She knew her time would be soon, but didn't know when. When she suddenly had a seizure, she suddenly doesn't wants to die, hoping for a miracle. Then Kiri comes, the hero of the story. He may hold the key to uncovering the disease's cure. But to keep Elraine --Elle-- live, they have to hold hands until a cure can be found. The manga series is complete, but the mangaka had to suspend the full story, so lots of unanswers still remain. I highly recommend reading even though. In my opinion, it kept me interested and had a balance of humor and seriousness in it.

Air by Katsura Yukimaru(artist) and KEY(author): This manga has a sort of slow and laid back flow, but putting those aside, the main theme is still recognizable. The storyline doesn't seem very consistent nor does go into depth with the surrounding characters, but the main point has a hint of fantasy yet set in place with a slice-of-life. Towards the ending was interesting and a tad unexpected of the true outcome. It's bittersweet ending left me pondering on what happens after, but keeps its sentimental theme dominant. I recommend this to those who are deep thinkers but like to dwell on magical ponderings. The outcome might not be to the reader's most content, but it's a storyline that I'm sure some can relate to.

Shounenshoujo Ryouryuuki by Furuya Usamaru: What I can say overall about this manga is that it's...interesting. A one-shot, it's basically a collection of stand alone stories that each have a certain theme. In the end, the author ingeniously brings the main characters together in an "unique" way. When reading, the story seems exaggerated and freaky, but has an important point and moral to express. While I was reading, I couldn't help but thinking "wtheck!?" yet, "That's so true!" If you're looking for something fresh, unique, and unexpected, yet not really cutting into your time (like me), I highly recommend reading this manga. It's a slice-of-life and pretty angsty, if you like that kind of genre.

Liar Game by Kaitani Shinobu: The best manga that will make-you-think. I'm not kidding. The story revolves around the heroine, Nao Kanzaki, a "foolishly honest girl" who doesn't have the heart--I should really be saying, "has the heart"--to find doubt in any being, believing there's good faith in everyone. Well, her life takes a double-take when she's suddenly thrust into a game known as the "Liar Game." With a debt of 100 million (or more), she has to participate in this horrible situation, and with her personality, she would've been in huge trouble. Enter Shinichi Akiyama: Nao's "knight in shining armor," an ex-con, a very intelligent fellow with a masters in psychology, and the help Nao literally rams into. With his guidance, she survives the first round, going into the next, all the while somehow shaping the whole concept of the "liar game," stating that "it's not a game of lies, but a game which tests your honesty, and if you can still stay honest no matter the circumstances." Still an on-going manga, the liar game is chocked full of analytical and psychological thinking that digs deep into the human's mind, and a "never-ending battle between truth and lies." The Liar Game also has a live-action drama that I believe is complete, but I prefer following the manga. Hopefully the next chapter comes out soon! If you like the kind of genre that will make you think and think again, I highly recommend this. It throws in humor and there's lots of twists that is sure to keep you readers going.

Well, that's the basics!! I love PMs from people, so don't be shy!!

JA NE!!-

UPDATES:

05/15/2012: Heyyo! Hiatus still on FF, but now I'm semi-active on it's sister site, Fictionpress.com. I would be very grateful if anyone would like to look into that. My name is also under the same name, so it wouldn't be hard finding me either ;) Other than that, I'll be leaving the country for vacation soon, so hopefully I'll think of a new story soon when I come back! Well, happy reading, Everyone! JA! (:

04/20/12: Konbanwa, minaa! Hello, everyone! Well, I haven't really been on or updated for a while, so I guess anybody who actually checks up on these things will know: I am on hiatus. I won't be super active for some time due to school and society, so just saying it right now. So, until I have time and get something up, Ja Ne!(& gomenasai gozaimasu!!!)

03/4/12: Once again, HELLOOO! It's...*checks time*...almost 2am right now, and I'm updating this. Why? I really need to finish this paper, but ended up writing a one-shot that wouldn't let me think of anything else. Seriously, it's that bad if I start mixing up my stories into my research paper. Smh. Still, writing it calmed me down in so many ways, and I feel so much better (though very tired). So much has happened, but I wouldn't talk about it here. LoL. So, I would highly appreciate it if you check out my latest story! Until next time, ja!

01/23/12: Hello, once again after quite a time. My last update hasn't been for a while, and with the newest addition to my story list: "Break", I'm very surprised to see how much read it is! I want to thank everyone who's reviewed since my publishing as of now: seekHEARTland, 4Evr.-A.-fAIlUrE, AmaneHikariUchiha, and AnimePriestess425. I would also like thank all those who've added the story as a favorite/alert!*Gives GIANT cookies to each person* This has been my most accomplished story thus far, and very ecstatic to know ya'll have enjoyed it! I hope more of my future works will appeal yet again to each reader. AhI almost forgot one additional review: I would like to thank 'itachi-san'...As of other matters, I'm back to classes and a new life. Hopefully, I have the inspiration to write again, since as of now, I've been suffering from major writers' block (which I think seriously needs to be made into a real medical diagnosis!). I'll probably have some minor here and there writings though...For the multi-chap story, I'll do my best to continue it...as soon as I locate the misplaced notebook...So, to leave on that note, I'll end with a quote that I've found: "The road is long, but never stop walking; you will trip and fall, but never stop rising; life can be cruel, but never stop living."

12/6/11: Took a break from studying and wrote a lemon! Ahhh, I can't believe I did that!...Haha, hopefully it's alright. Read it at your own leisure (and I'm warning: it's a LEMON). I'm really tired from school, but hopefully next semester it'll get better!(Let's hope!*cries*) Well, back to studying again! (And maybe I'll have time to type up the next chappy for my multiple-chap story.gomen ne!)

10/23/11: Added next chapter to "Finding My Way". Hopefully to get a chapter (or few) at least once a month (or two)...(depending on my schedule...thinking positive!) _

6/20/11: Oh, geez! It's been a long while since I've updated anything! Well, thankfully, I've somehow gotten today to type up something new (but it's an old story) and published! Hopefully, I'll at least get the first half of this two-part story up. Just saying, I wrote it about five years ago, so it isn't as creative as I thought it was. (The second half isn't even complete either! What a waste, ne? So, I'll improvise the second half :p) The story was just sitting in one of my filled notebooks unacknowledged all those years...Poor thing :( I became so busy with life and cramming really important things. School, surgeries, and other things got me so distracted. The next thing I know is that fanfic became easier to use and...so organized!(LoL.Happy about that!) So, I'm at least giving this story some publicity. It's a good time-waster (at best, hopefully), so please feel free to read it! It's called "Finding My Way". Ja ne!

2/24/11: It's 5am, and I'm writing this, why?? Well, to make sure that I did not disappear (yet). and to explain when I'll (FINALLY) start that story I had written. (I've finished a bunch of chapters, but haven't typed.) SO, first of all, I won't have time to edit and type, BUT when spring break and summer rolls around, I'll do my best to fit it in my schedule! (No promises, yet.Gomen ne!) Plus, I've had a sudden urge to write. There's a li'l plot bunny in my head...except it hasn't fully grown and developed yet, so I'm waiting for that sudden spurge of inspiration. So, until then: JA NE! (and gomenasai gozaimasu!!)

7/22/10: My gawsh!! How long has it been!?(O_o) Well, life's been pretty busy and hectic with me. I apologize for the long awaited multiple story I was going to write. On the bright side, I've written a bunch and just need to type. So hopefully I'll get that down soon...Well, not much to say. Just wait for it and hopefully I'll get something in, eventually...

6/10/10: OMG!! I have a HUGE obsession over Double Arts!! It's SO sad that they had to discontinue the storyline because of low reviews. I've heard the manga was actually selling more than One Piece a month later after its cancellation. It's such a waste on potential development. The storyline was only getting interesting too, and there was still so much unknown. So sad!(TT) Still, I LOVE it, especially Kiri and Elraine!! Sui is such an obsessed aggressor; its too cute!! Fallon's background was never explained and I always wonder who he "promised". Naoshi-sensei is a GENIUS, and I'm not only saying this because of Double Arts. His works are very original and fresh! He's made plenty of unique one-shots that I really admire! If I had a chance to talk to Naoshi-sensei, I would encourage him to keep up his great work and DON'T GIVE UP!! His manga could really be on top one day if he kept trying. I really suggest reading this mangaka's works if you haven't already!! I know this is might be kind of pointless, but if you read this, "Naoshi-sensei, please know that there are lots of supporters out there who admire your potential and hope you reach your success!! Please, NEVER GIVE UP and reach your dream!!(_)" (This kind of really is pointless since he probably can only read Japanese...Still, I have hope he reads this!! JA!!_)

6/1/10: Okay, I figured out how the stuff works!! My computer was just being a meanie and didn't navigate to the page. [This thing is like another sibling, and I don't need another!!Geez(=_=)] I'm not sure when I'll be starting my multiple chapter story, but hopefully very soon. I'm still currently busy for the next couple of weeks (though it doesn't seem like it to others), so...yeahh...When my priorities are completed though, I'll be able to start typing and uploading!! Just keep a lookout!! JA!!_

5/31/10: I recently reedited a fic from some time ago. It's been nagging at me since the surgeries and am very happy I could actually get it up!!(w) Hope you'll be able to read it and enjoy!!...And I have a question for anyone who can answer: How do you get mutliple chapters up?? The "guide" isn't exactly helping, and I would very much appreciate help from the more experienced writers. I am, unfortunately, unaccustomed to the site still since I haven't published much. I've read plenty, written plenty, but not published. So help would be greatly grateful!! Thanks for hearing me out, people!! JA!!_

Reposts:

IF YOU IGNORE THIS WITHOUT READING IT YOU HAVE NO HEART...BUT IF YOU FIND YOU CANNOT STOP UNTIL YOU REACH THE END THEN YOU MUST HAVE A VERY BIG HEART.

Mummy...Johnny brought a gun to school
He told his friends that it was cool
And when he pulled the trigger back
It shot with a great crack
Mummy I was a good girl
I did what I was told
I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got the gold
But mummy when I went to school that day, I never said goodbye
I'm sorry mummy I had to go, but mommy please don't cry
When Johnny shot the gun he hit me and another
And all because he got the gun from his older brother
Mummy please tell daddy that I love him very much
And please tell Chris, my boyfriend, that it wasn't just a crush
And tell my little sister that she is the only one now
And tell my dear sweet grandmother that I'll be waiting for her now
And tell my wonderful friends that they were always the best
Mummy I'm not the first I'm no better than the rest
Mummy tell my teachers I won't show up for class
And never to forget this and please don't let this pass
Mummy why'd it have to be me no one deserves this
Mummy warn the others, mummy I left without a kiss
And mummy tell the doctors I know they really did try
I think I even saw a doctor trying not to cry
Mummy I'm slowly dying with a bullet in my chest
But mummy please remember I'm in heaven with the rest
Mummy I ran as fast as I could when I heard that crack
Mummy listen to me if you would
I wanted to go to college
I wanted to try things that were new
I guess I'm not going with daddy
On that trip to the new zoo
I wanted to get married
I wanted to have a kid
I wanted to be an actress
Mummy I wanted to live
But mummy I must go now
The time is getting late
Mummy tell my Chris
I'm sorry but I had to cancel the date
I love you mummy I always have
I know you know it's true
Mummy all I wanted to say is "mummy I love you"
In memory of the Columbian students that were lost
Please if you would
Pass this around
I'd be happy if you could
Don't smash this on the ground
If you pass this on
Maybe people will cry
Just keep this in heart
For the people that didn't get to say "goodbye"

Here is a story about a little girl that was abused. If you care at all, copy and paste this into your profile:

My name is Sarah

I am but three,

My eyes are swollen

I cannot see,

I must be stupid

I must be bad,

What else could have made

My daddy so mad?

I wish I were better

I wish I weren't ugly,

Then maybe my mommy

Would still want to hug me.

I can't speak at all

I can't do a wrong

Or else I'm locked up

All the day long

When I awake I'm all alone

The house is dark

My folks aren't home.

When my mommy does come

I'll try and be nice,

So maybe I'll get just

One whipping tonight

Don't make a sound!

I just heard a car

My daddy is back

From Charlie's Bar.

I hear him curse

My name he calls

I press myself

Against the wall.

I try and hide

From his evil eyes

I'm so afraid now

I'm starting to cry.

He finds me weeping

He shouts ugly words,

He says its my fault

That he suffers at work.

He slaps me and hits me

And yells at me more,

I finally get free

And I run for the door.

He's already locked it

And I start to bawl,

He takes me and throws me

Against the hard wall.

I fall to the floor

With my bones nearly broken,

And my daddy continues

With more bad words spoken.

"I'm sorry!", I scream

But its now much too late

His face has been twisted

Into unimaginable hate.

The hurt and the pain

Again and again

Oh please God, have mercy!

Oh please let it end!

And he finally stops

And heads for the door,

While I lay there motionless

Sprawled on the floor.

My name is Sarah

And I am but three,

Tonight my daddy,

Murdered me.

child abuse, MAKE IT STOP!

This is a true story:

She was only 13

: her dad was drunk

Her mom was an addict

Her parents kept her

Locked in an attic

Her only friend

was a little toy bear

It was old and worn out

And had patches of hair

She always talked to it

When no one's around

She lays there and hugs it

Not a peep of sound

Until her parents

unlock the door

Some more and more pain

She'll have to endore

A bruise on her leg

A scar on her face

Why would she be

In such a horrible place?

But she grabs her bear

And softly crys

She loves her parents

But they want her to die

She sits in the corner

Quiet but thinking,

"Please God, why is

My life always sinking?"

Such a bad life

For a sad little kid

She'd get beaten and beaten

For anything she did

Then one night

Her mom came home high

And the poor child was beaten

As hours went by

Then her mom suddenly

Grabbed for a blade

It was sharp and pointy

One that she made

She thrusted the blade

Right in her chest,

"You deserve to die

You worthless piece of crap!"

The mom walked out

Leaving the girl slowly dying

She grabbed her bear

And again started crying

Police showed up

At the small little house

Then quickly barged in

Everything quiet as a mouse

One officer slowly

Opened a door

To find the little girl

Lying dead on the floor

It must have been bad

To go through so much harm

But at least she died

With her best friend in her arms

A child dies every day from child abuse.

If you have one ounce of respect for other human beings post this on your profile.

--Advice--
Dont ask for a kiss, take one
If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love.

WHAT A KISS MEANS

Kiss on the stomach = "I'm ready"
Kiss on the Forehead = "I hope we're together forever"
Kiss on the Ear = "You're my everything"
Kiss on the Cheek = "We're friends"
Kiss on the Hand = "I adore you"
Kiss on the Neck = "we belong together"
Kiss on the Shoulder = "I want you"
Kiss on the Lips = "I love you"

What the gesture means...

Holding Hands = "we definitely love each other"
Slap on the Butt = "That's mine"
Holding on tight = "I don't want to let go"
Looking into each other's Eyes = "I just plain love you"
Playing with Hair = "Tell me you love me"
Arms around the Waist = "I love you too much to let go"
Laughing while Kissing = "I am completely comfortable with you"
picking someone up off their feet = "that they love them fully and would do anything for them"

Love vs. Sex

A teenage girl about 17 had gone to visit some friends one evening and time passed quickly as each shared their various experiences of the past year. She ended up staying longer than planned, and had to walk home alone. She wasn't afraid because it was a small town and she lived only a few blocks away. As she walked along under the tall elm trees, Diane asked God to keep her safe from harm and danger. When she reached the alley, which was a short cut to her house, she decided to take it. However, halfway down the alley she noticed a man standing at the end as though he were waiting for her. She became uneasy and began to pray, asking for God's protection. Instantly a comforting feeling of quietness and security wrapped round her, she felt as though someone was walking with her. When she reached the end of the alley, she walked right past the man and arrived home safely. The following day, she read in the newspaper that a young girl had been raped in the same alley just twenty minutes after she had been there. Feeling overwhelmed by this tragedy and the fact that it could have been her, she began to weep. Thanking the Lord for her safety and to help this young woman, she decided to go to the police station. She felt she could recognize the man, so she told them her story. The police asked her if she would be willing to look at a lineup to see if she could identify him. She agreed and immediately pointed out the man she had seen in the alley the night before. When the man was told he had been identified, he immediately broke down and confessed. The officer thanked Diane for her bravery and asked if there was anything they could do for her. She asked if they would ask the man one question. Diane was curious as to why he had not attacked her. When the policeman asked him, he answered, "Because she wasn't alone. She had two tall men walking on either side of her." Amazingly, whether you believe or not, you're never alone. Did you know that 98 of teenagers will not stand up for God?

PS: God is always there in your heart and loves you no matter what... and if you stand up for him he will stand up for you.

When she walks away from you mad
Follow her

When she stare's at your mouth
Kiss her

When she pushes you or hit's you
Grab her and dont let go

When she start's cussing at you
Kiss her and tell her you love her

When she's quiet
Ask her whats wrong

When she ignore's you
Give her your attention

When she pull's away
Pull her back

When you see her at her worst
Tell her she's beautiful

When you see her start crying
Just hold her and dont say a word

When you see her walking
Sneak up and hug her waist from behind

When she's scared
Protect her

When she lay's her head on your shoulder
Tilt her head up and kiss her

When she steal's your favorite hat
Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night

When she tease's you
Tease her back and make her laugh

When she doesnt answer for a long time
Reassure her that everything is okay

When she look's at you with doubt
Back yourself up

When she say's that she like's you
She really does more than you could understand

When she grab's at your hands
Hold her's and play with her fingers

When she bump's into you
Bump into her back and make her laugh

When she tell's you a secret
Keep it safe and untold

When she looks at you in your eyes
Dont look away until she does

When she misses you
She's hurting inside

When you break her heart
The pain never really goes away

When she says its over
She still wants you to be hers

When she repost this
She wants you to read it

Your One and Only Wish
Do it one by one, don't look ahead!

1. Write the name of a person of the opposite sex.

2. Which is your favorite color out of red, black, blue, and green, yellow?

3. Your first initial?

4. Your month of birth?

5. Which color do you like more, black or white?

6. Name of a person of the same sex as yours.

7. Your favorite number?

8. Do you like California or Florida more?

9. Do you like the lake or the ocean more?

10. Write down a wish (a realistic one).

Are you done?

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(Don’t cheat--)

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THE ANSWERS

1. You are completely in love with this person.

2. If you choose:

Red: You are alert and your life is full of love.

Black: You are conservative and aggressive.

Green: Your soul is relaxed and you are laid back.

Blue: You are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the ones you love.

Yellow: You are a very happy person and give good advice to those who are down.

3. If you’re initial is:

A-K: You have a lot of love and friendships in your life.

L-R: You try to enjoy life to the maximum and your love life is soon to blossom.

S-Z: You like to help others and your future love life looks very good.

4. If you were born in:

Jan.-Mar.: The year will go very well for you and you will discover that you fall in love with someone totally unexpected.

Apr.-June: You will have a strong love relationship that will not last long but the memories will last forever.

July-Sept.: You will have a great year and will experience a major life

Changing experience for the good.

Oct.-Dec.: Your love life will not be too great, but eventually you will find your soul mate.

5. If you choose...

Black: Your life will take on a different direction; it will seem hard at the time but will be the best thing for you, and you will be glad for the change.

White: You will have a friend who completely confides in you and would do

Anything for you, but you may not realize it.

6. This person is your best friend.

7. This is how many close friends you have in a lifetime.

8. If you chose...
California: You like adventure.
Florida: You are a laid-back person.

9. If you chose...
Lake: You are loyal to your friends and your love. And you are very reserved.
Ocean: You are spontaneous and like to please people.

10. This wish will come true only if you RE-POST THIS BULLETIN in one hour and it will come true before your next birthday!