Damn it's been a while, oh well, I'm back darlings and I'm better than ever! I got some issues on the home front but hey I'm getting there, if anyone has any requests let me know, I love to give the readers what they want!

Happy New Years, Easter, Saint Patricks Day, Independence Day, Labour Day, Hallows Eve, Veterans Day, Thanksgiving, Hanukkah, Christmas, New Years.

Stay strong kids, we've only got till they give us.

-JinChan13

Personal quotes

“Life is like a movie, if you've sat through more than half of it and its sucked every second so far, it probably isn't gonna get great right at the end and make it all worthwhile. None should blame you for walking out early.” Doug Stanhope

“The most authentic thing about us is our capacity to create, to overcome, to endure, to transform, to love and to be greater than our suffering.” Ben Okri

"Dreams are often most profound when they seem the most crazy."
Sigmund Freud

"If some longing goes unmet, don't be astonished. We call that Life."

Anna Freud

“You can shed tears that she is gone,
or you can smile because she has lived.
You can close your eyes and pray that she'll come back,
or you can open your eyes and see all she's left.
Your heart can be empty because you can't see her,
or you can be full of the love you shared.
You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday,
or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.
You can remember her only that she is gone,
or you can cherish her memory and let it live on.
You can cry and close your mind,
be empty and turn your back.
Or you can do what she'd want:
smile, open your eyes, love and go on.”

David Harkins

"Virginia Woolf said that writers must be androgynous. I'll go a step further. You must be bisexual."
Rita Mae Brown

"Straight people say, 'You know you're just gay,' and gay people say, 'You know you're just gay.' There is such a thing as bisexual!"
Andy Dick

"My parents had a dream for me, my friends had ideas for me, those included a stable job, a husband, a healthy happy household, and wonders for life. What they didn't realize, I was emotionally unstable, my girlfriend didn't want to let go of my hand, and my baby is going to be raised in it ; this isn't healthy, but it sure as hell is gunna be fun."

J.C.16

"I'm not against pro-choice, I'm against the idea of murdering someone with a feather light heart beat and two inch feet, children are children, we bring them into this world so they can see, smell, taste, hear and love, who are we to deny them that?"

J.C.16

Favorie Animes:

Hetalia Axis Powers (I'm open for almost all couples)

Naruto( Almost anything with Naru, KakaSasu ItaSasu NejiSasu NejiIta NejiGaa KakaIru)

Fullmetal Alchemist( RoyEd, EdAl, EdEnvy, AlWrath)

Ouran High School Host Club (I think it's obvious)

Devil May Cry

Vampire Knight

Junjou Romantica (and almost anything subbed by ArrinFantasy)

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian. I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman. I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights. We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time. I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room. I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me. I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again. I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear. We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men. I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me. I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman. I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman. I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male. I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men. I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that. I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual. I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I did not have to always deal with society hating me. I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind. I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love. I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.

Re-post this if you believe homophobia is wrong. Please do your part to end it

My name is Chelsea, I am three,

My eyes are swollen,

I cannot see,

I must be stupid,

I must be bad,

What else could have made my dad so mad?

I wish I were better,

I wish I weren't ugly,Then maybe my mommy would still want to hug me.

I can't do a wrong, I can't speak at all or else I'm locked up, all day long.

When I'm awake I'm all alone the house is all dark, my folks aren't at home

When my mommy does come home, I'll try and be nice,

So maybe I'll just get, one whipping tonight.

I just heard a car, my daddy is back from Charlie's bar.

I press my self againts the wall.

I try to hide, from his evil eyes,

I'm so afraid now, I'm starting to cry

He finds me weeping, calls me ugly words

He says its my fault he suffers at work.

He slaps and hits me and yells at more, I finally get free and run to the door.

He's already locked it, and I start to bawl,

He takes me and throws me against the hard wall I fall to the floor,

With my bones nearly broken and my daddy continues, with more bad words spoken,

"I'm sorry!", I scream, but its now much to late his face has been twisted, into an unimaginable shape the hurt and the pain, again and again

O please God have mercy, O please let it end!

And he finally stops, and heads for the door,

While I lay there motionless. Sprawled on the floor.

My name is Tiffany

I am three,

Tonight my daddy murdered me and you can help

If you read this and don't pass it on I pray for your forgivness because you would have to be one heartless person, to not be affected by this Poem, and because you are affected do something about it! I'll ask you to do, is pass it on!

IF YOU ARE AGAINST CHILD ABUSE!

1) Gay marriage is not natural, and as Americans, we always reject unnatural things like eyeglasses, polyester, and liposuction.

2) Gay marriage will encourage people to be gay, in the same way that hanging around tall people will make you tall.

3) Legalizing gay marriage will open the door to all kinds of crazy behavior. People may even wish to marry their pets because a dog has legal standing and can sign a marriage contract.

4) Straight marriage has been around a long time and hasn't changed at all; women are still property, blacks still can't marry whites, and divorce is still illegal.

5) Straight marriage will be less meaningful if gay marriage were allowed; the sanctity of Brittany Spears' 55-hour just-for-fun marriage would be destroyed.

6) Straight marriages are valid because they produce children. Gay couples, infertile couples, and old people shouldn't be allowed to marry because our orphanages aren't full yet, and the world needs more children.

7) Obviously gay parents will raise gay children, since straight parents only raise straight children.

8) Gay marriage is not supported by religion. In a theocracy like ours, the values of one religion are imposed on the entire country. That's why we have only one religion in America.

9) Children can never succeed without a male and a female role model at home. That's why we as a society expressly forbid single parents to raise children.

10) Gay marriage will change the foundation of society; we could never adapt to new social norms. Just like we haven't adapted to cars, the service-sector economy, or longer life spans...

Have PRIDE! Support Gay Marriage!

I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch.

I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash.

I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be a goth or emo.

I'm a WHITE GIRL, so I MUST be a nagging, steal-your-money kind of girlfriend.

I have BOOBS, so I MUST be a hoe.

I WEAR WHAT I WANT, so I MUST be a poser.

Month one
Mommy
I am only 8 inches long
but I have all my organs.
I love the sound of your voice.
Every time I hear it
I wave my arms and legs.
The sound of your heart beat
is my favorite lullaby.

Month Two
Mommy
today I learned how to suck my thumb.
If you could see me
you could definitely tell that I am a baby.
I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though.
It is so nice and warm in here.

Month Three
You know what Mommy
I'm a boy!!
I hope that makes you happy.
I always want you to be happy.
I don't like it when you cry.
You sound so sad.
It makes me sad too
and I cry with you even though
you can't hear me.

Month Four
Mommy
my hair is starting to grow.
It is very short and fine
but I will have a lot of it.
I spend a lot of my time exercising.
I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes
and stretch my arms and legs.
I am becoming quite good at it too.

Month Five
You went to the doctor today.
Mommy, he lied to you.
He said that I'm not a baby.
I am a baby Mommy, your baby.
I think and feel.
Mommy, what's abortion?

Month Six
I can hear that doctor again.
I don't like him.
He seems cold and heartless.
Something is intruding my home.
The doctor called it a needle.
Mommy what is it? It burns!
Please make him stop!
I can't get away from it!
Mommy! HELP me!

Month Seven
Mommy
I am okay.
I am in Jesus's arms.
He is holding me.
He told me about abortion.
Why didn't you want me Mommy?

Every Abortion Is Just . . .
One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.

If you're against abortion, re-post this

You Say Pink
I Say Black
You Say Paris Hilton
I Say Amy Lee
You Say Zac Efron
I Say Gerard Way
You Say Pop
I Say Rock
You Say I'm Weird
I Say I'm Different
PUT THIS ON YOUR PROFILE IF YOU AGREE!

Mummy...Johnny brought a gun to school, he told his friends that it was cool , and when he pulled the trigger back

It shot with a great crack! Mummy I was a good girl, I did what I was told, I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got the gold

But mummy when I went to school that day, I never said goodbye, I'm sorry mummy I had to go, but mommy please don't cry

When Johnny shot the gun he hit me and another, and all because he got the gun from his older brother

Mummy please tell daddy that I love him very much, and please tell Chris, my boyfriend, that it wasn't just a crush

And tell my little sister that she is the only one now, and tell my dear sweet grandmother that I'll be waiting for her now

And tell my wonderful friends that they were always the best

Mummy I'm not the first I'm no better than the rest, mummy tell my teachers I won't show up for class, and never to forget this and please don't let this pass

Mummy why'd it have to be me no one deserves this, mummy warn the others, mummy I left without a kiss

And mummy tell the doctors I know they really did try, I think I even saw a doctor trying not to cry

Mummy I'm slowly dying with a bullet in my chest, but mummy please remember I'm in heaven with the rest, mummy I ran as fast as I could when I heard that crack

Mummy listen to me if you would, I wanted to go to college, I wanted to try things that were new, I guess I'm not going with daddy, on that trip to the new zoo

I wanted to get married, I wanted to have a kid, I wanted to be an actress

Mummy I wanted to live, but mummy I must go now the time is getting late

Mummy tell my Chris, I'm sorry but I had to cancel the date , I love you mummy I always have, I know you know it's true

Mummy all I wanted to say is "mummy I love you", In memory of the Columbian students that were lost

Please if you would, pass this around, I'd be happy if you could

Don't smash this on the ground, if you pass this on, maybe people will cry

Just keep this in heart, for the people that didn't get to say "goodbye"

What is it about a father, that no matter what they do, what they say, you always love them. You always want to be around them, you want to be like them, you justify their flaws and you admire their strengths. You watch them, how they do things, how they talk, how they move, how they are; and you can't help but want to be them. Maybe it's me, maybe I'm one of the lucky ones, but I find myself undeniably happy to have someone who after all the years of my stupid mistakes, of my idiotic excuses, of my foolish actions, still loves the baby who took his childhood and forced him into the world of adulthood before he had time to grasp the reality of the situation. Maybe it's me, but so far, in my short stupid life he has managed to make me into a person I can say is not done being foolish, idiotic, or clumsy, but by the time I am grown and I am put into the real world where I will be forced to stop all actions of idiotic behavior and act as the adult I have since birth been raised to be. So that I will be able to look back and say that it was my father that helped shaped me into the person I had wanted to be. I will be strong, and independent, I will be responsible and brave in more ways than one, so that when I myself have children I will know what to do, I will know how to raise them and how to make them strong, independent, responsible, and brace citizens who will grow up to be proud of their lives and the people in it and have the common sense to know when things go wrong and when the world crashes around them and goes to hell; there are people who will always love you. No matter the mistakes, or flaws, or stupid actions you make, say, think, or do, there's always someone who will be watching you, not with eyes of critique and judgment, but of love and understanding.