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Well...I am sure that most of the people won’t read this but it was fun( for me) so I won’t tell my name for nothing because I am not someone that likes to say personal stuff but I answered some questions if you want to know about me. And not either my age( not even one chance) So I am a very secretive person. But hope you will like my profile and my stories.(Don’t care about grammar mistakes people!)

This is a true story. A girl died in 1933. A man buried her when she was still alive. The murderer chanted," Toma Sota balcu," as he buried her. Now that you have read the chant, you will meet this little girl. In the middle of the night she will be on your ceiling. She will suffocate you like she was suffocated. If you post this on your profile, she will not bother you. Your kindness will be rewarded.

This is from another profile but I wanted questions so you would know me and I copy them but I answered them. Even if some answers are the same as her...we are a bit the same in the personality but this is me.

Get to Know Me!!

1. WHERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? Yes and i hate that name.

2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? Well...I don’t remember and what I remember was a long time ago but it wasn’t the last time for sure.

3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? No. I am awful because it can’t be understood but I write very good with a fountain pen and I try to change my writing fast.

4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT? A...beef? But I hate myself for eating meat. I was vegetarian but I fainted so from then I can't force like nothing because I am already anemic.

5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS? Hell no!I don't like kinds... and you can say that I am a bad person but they are evil (ok not all of them but what kids I've met...they are believe me!)

6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? Well I don't know, it depends in what day I would meet myself and in what circumstances.

7. DO YOU USE SARCASM A LOT? Yes. And people say that they are sick to search for what I really mean , the real words byword my sarcasm but...this is me so come on I am sorry but get used to it you know me for years!!! and still you don't!

8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS? No. I still remember when I stood in that filthy hospital with my mom and couldn't drink even water and they anesthetized me with nose drops( you know what you take when you have a cold) and then everything went black.Who does that anyway? I told them that I don't have a cold!(yeah lame)

9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP? Of course. But I would yell my lungs out! : ))

10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL? Well... I am trying to don’t eat breakfast but I prefer a coffee with milk or pancakes.( even if I am to lazy to make pancakes all the time... at how much I like them. is a thing from my childhood and I miss the Thursday ...the day of pancakes... I won't talk about it more...)

11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM Off? Well... no but I untie them when I want to put them on because I can’t put them on in other way.

12. DO YOU THINK YOU ARE STRONG? No. I am the most shameless person. I want to control so much that I lose it every time I try. So I must be weak but about personality I am.. I can't cry when I have a fight . I am right then you will now! Or at least I am good in keeping it in until I will burst but I won't let anyone see me in that state...

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM? Well...I know is girlish but I like strawberry and vanilla and sometimes chocolate ...well it depends on my mood :D but I guess caramel is nr 1.

14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE? Hair. How fat or skinny they are. And then eyes( even if I would want to notice it first), and then personality... I am making friends very hard because I just can’t trust everyone I met.Not at all...

15. RED OR PINK? I would say black but I love red. Pink is out of the question! I fucking hate that colour ( just when it's on a boy and he is gay I would say yes , girls wtf? come on! Don't kill me because I have an opinion)

17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST? ...I would say a lot of people names, but the most I miss myself when I was myself when I could control myself and I wouldn’t care about anything. now... I am not narcissist ( I hate them) but I hate myself right now...so take it like it is, what you see is what you get.

18. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO SEND THIS BACK TO YOU? Why? If somebody reads my bumbling then fine because they would know me a little but I am not a bad person but why to sent it back? So I think no...(it’s up to them anyway)

19. WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING? Well...If not black...then sometimes red or grey or nothing( kidding with nothing)

20. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE? A...a green apple. And I am starving... but I fell sick too so you pick.

21. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? Silence. I would like to listen to some music but I have a headache.

22. IF YOU WHERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE? Black or red.

23. FAVORITE SMELLS? Before it rains and after. And I could say the smell of coffee and cigarettes.( I don't smoke.. it's just occasionally but both of my parents and people around me or friends, I like how it smells)

24. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? Oh..My dad...wanted to talk with my sister( it sucks because to get the point = with her not with me.)

25. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU? I steel it so: )) I hope she doesn’t mind and I like her personality a lot but I don’t know her property.

26. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH? A... Ice skating but... just when my sister oblige me. And the rest I fucking hate football (and the rest of them, don't hate me for hating football because I met just rude boys and girls that love football and not life! )

28. EYE COLOR? Green , more darker or not...it deepens on the season.

29. Do you wear contacts? No...but I would like it but I think it’s fake because I want to know what colour their eyes have and if they are sad or things like that I love to look in someone's eyes and understand them(IF THEY ARE CLOSE TO ME OF COURSE) and... I don’t hate that persons but I won’t wear at least not now.

30. FAVORITE FOOD? Oh...well spaghetti with sausage and ...I don’t know I want to stop eating I hate to eat( Don’t get me wrong I am not as big as a cow but I just hate the felling lately)

31. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS? Of course scary movies( happy endings are booring!!!)

32. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? The uninvited ...or not : ))

33. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU wearing? It’s black but it’s horrible and old..: )) I am at home for Christ sake! It doesn’t matters.

34. SUMMER OR WINTER? Winter. I hate summer and sun and bugs.

35. HUGS OR KISSES? Both but I hate them in the same time because they can hurt you very easy.

36. FAVORITE DESSERT? Tarts with fruits(I know... don't kill me)

37. MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND? What?

38. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND? Ha?

39. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW? Oh...That is a damn too long question to respond because I lost the number of the books or stories or manga's that I want to read but... I must say I read something wrote by Agatha Cristie and 2 The host by Stephanie Myer and 3 I read the first book or the Son of Satan( but I am not satanist) still...I didn’t find nr 2 but anyway a lot of books... (I mean it) My table will fall from how many books I have on it...not to mention my furniture ...full of books...:D

40. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? Stupid question X_X

41. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON T.V. LAST NIGHT? It was a religious Chanel but I didn’t know why oh..no I am lying it was something else I think Hbo... what is with this question?:))

42. FAVORITE SOUND? This isn’t it repeating or it’s because it was smells but it’s kind of the same but again :When it rains , and the silence when I need to think and my music and I don’t know... Oh..I love when someone screams because of pain and I mean it...my sister was very freaked out when I was reloading the same thing of the movie just because she was screaming so beautiful (and oh I am not Satanist I love God. He gave me life)

43. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES? None. What am I 5? Story of the year, Escape the fate, Sum 41 , My chemical Romance, Perfect circle, Jack off Jill, Bullet for my valentine, 3 doors down, Paramore, Korn, The pretty reckless, The Rasmus, April Sixth, The Used, Three days grace, So they say,Thousand foot krutch,(not really in this order) and on and on...Come on you get it anyway.

44. WHAT IS THE FARTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME? Well... I think 2 weeks in Turkey or Greece... My mom is a control freak!! I would like to run from here for 50 years and still never come back :D.

46. WHERE WERE YOU BORN? I won’t answer that.

47. WHOSE ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING BACK? Nobodies.

48. WHAT TIME IS IT NOW? 13.42

Now you have 2 choices:

1) Repost this message, or

2) Ignore it as if it never touched your heart

Month one

Mommy
I am only 8 inches long
but I have all my organs.
I love the sound of your voice.
Every time I hear it
I wave my arms and legs.
The sound of your heart beat
is my favorite lullaby.

Month Two

Mommy
today I learned how to suck my thumb.
If you could see me
you could definitely tell that I am a baby.
I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though.
It is so nice and warm in here.

Month Three

You know what Mommy
I'm a girl!!
I hope that makes you happy.
I always want you to be happy.
I don't like it when you cry.
You sound so sad.
It makes me sad too
and I cry with you even though
you can't hear me.

Month Four

Mommy
my hair is starting to grow.
It is very short and fine
but I will have a lot of it.
I spend a lot of my time exercising.
I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes
and stretch my arms and legs.
I am becoming quite good at it too.

Month Five

You went to the doctor today.
Mommy, he lied to you.
He said that I'm not a baby.
I am a baby Mommy, your baby.
I think and feel.
Mommy, what's abortion?

Month Six

I can hear that doctor again.
I don't like him.
He seems cold and heartless.
Something is intruding my home.
The doctor called it a needle.
Mommy what is it? It burns!
Please make him stop!
I can't get away from it!
Mommy! HELP me!

Month Seven

Mommy
I am okay.
I am in Jesus's arms.
He is holding me.
He told me about abortion.
Why didn't you want me Mommy?

Every Abortion Is Just . . .

One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.

If you're against abortion, re-post this

!!! Please read this:

This is a true story. All schools have a class clown, someone that gets on everyones nerves and that no one likes. There was one of these boys in this one school. Nobody liked him at all. He had no friends, the teachers hated him for his disruptiveness, and the students found him annoying beyond belief. He never seemed to care. One day, he had finally stepped on his teachers last nerve. What the teacher did was make everyone in the class stand up and tell the boy something they didn't like about him. As each of the thirty students stood up and said something about him they didn't like, he only sat and didn't seem to mind. All of the students did it.

That day, when school was out, the boy went home, grabbed his dads gun, and shot himself in the head.

If you think that the teacher was to blame, and that what she did was morally wrong and completely shameful, copy and paste this into your profile. Then, if you would have been the one to stand up and say "I'm not going to do this" then add your username to the list.
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If you could read that put it in your profile!

Okay, this is like SUPER sad!!

My name is sarah

I am but three,

My eyes are swollen

I cannot see,

I must be stupid

I must be bad,

What else could have made

My daddy so mad?

I wish I were better

I wish I weren't ugly,

Then maybe my mommy

Would still want to hug me.

I can't speak at all

I can't do a wrong

Or else I'm locked up

All the day long

When I awake I'm all alone

The house is dark

My folks aren't home.

When my mommy does come

I'll try and be nice,

So maybe I'll get just

One whipping tonight

Don't make a sound!

I just heard a car

My daddy is back

From Charlie's Bar.

I hear him curse

My name he calls

I press myself

Against the wall.

I try and hide

From his evil eyes

I'm so afraid now

I'm sradishing to cry.

He finds me weeping

He shouts ugly words,

He says its my fault

That he suffers at work.

He slaps me and hits me

And yells at me more,

I finally get free

And I run for the door.

He's already locked it

And I start to bawl,

He takes me and throws me

Against the hard wall.

I fall to the floor

With my bones nearly broken,

And my daddy continues

With more bad words spoken.

"I'm sorry!", I scream

But its now much too late

His face has been twisted

Into unimaginable hate.

The hurt and the pain

Again and again

Oh please God, have mercy!

Oh please let it end!

And he finally stops

And heads for the door,

While I lay there motionless

Sprawled on the floor.

My name is Sarah

And I am but three,

Tonight my daddy,

Murdered me.

child abuse, MAKE IT STOP!

A girl and a guy were speeding over 100mph on a motorcycle.

Girl:Slow down, I'm scared.

Guy:No, this is fun.

Girl:No it's not, please, it's so scary.

Guy: Then tell me you love me.

Girl:I love you, slow down.

Guy:Now give me a big hug

She gave him a big hug

Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself, It's really bothering me

The next day in the newspaper, a motorcycle crashed into a building due to brake failure. Two people

were in the crash, but only one survived. The truth was that halfway down the road the guy realized that the

breaks weren't working, but he didn't want the girl to know. Instead, he had her hug him and tell him she

loves him one last time. Then he had her put his helmet on so that she would live, even if it meant that he

would die. If you would do the same for the person you love, copy this in your profile.

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Please pass it on.

Mummy...Johnny brought a gun to school
He told his friends that it was cool
And when he pulled the trigger back
It shot with a great crack
Mummy I was a good girl
I did what I was told
I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got the gold
But mummy when I went to school that day, I never said goodbye
I'm sorry mummy I had to go, but mommy please don't cry
When Johnny shot the gun he hit me and another
And all because he got the gun from his older brother
Mummy please tell daddy that I love him very much
And please tell Chris, my boyfriend, that it wasn't just a crush
And tell my little sister that she is the only one now
And tell my dear sweet grandmother that I'll be waiting for her now
And tell my wonderful friends that they were always the best
Mummy I'm not the first I'm no better than the rest
Mummy tell my teachers I won't show up for class
And never to forget this and please don't let this pass
Mummy why'd it have to be me no one deserves this
Mummy warn the others, mummy I left without a kiss
And mummy tell the doctors I know they really did try
I think I even saw a doctor trying not to cry
Mummy I'm slowly dying with a bullet in my chest
But mummy please remember I'm in heaven with the rest
Mummy I ran as fast as I could when I heard that crack
Mummy listen to me if you would
I wanted to go to college
I wanted to try things that were new
I guess I'm not going with daddy
On that trip to the new zoo
I wanted to get married
I wanted to have a kid
I wanted to be an actress
Mummy I wanted to live
But mummy I must go now
The time is getting late
Mummy tell my Chris
I'm sorry but I had to cancel the date
I love you mummy I always have
I know you know it's true
Mummy all I wanted to say is "mummy I love you"
In memory of the Columbian students that were lost
Please if you would
Pass this around
I'd be happy if you could
Don't smash this on the ground
If you pass this on
Maybe people will cry
Just keep this in heart
For the people that didn't get to say "goodbye"
Now you have two choices
1) repost and show you care
2)ignore it and you have just proven you have a low-down, cold-heart
(Please just copy and paste this on to your site and show that you care)

A teenage girl about 17 named Diane had gone to visit some friends one evening and time passed quickly as each shared their various experiences of the past year. She ended up staying longer than planned, and had to walk home alone. She wasn't afraid because it was a small town and she lived only a few blocks away.

As she walked along under the tall elm trees, Diane asked God to keep her safe from harm and danger. When she reached the alley, which was a short cut to her house, she decided to take it. However, halfway down the alley she noticed a man standing at the end as though he were waiting for her. She became uneasy and began to pray, asking for God's protection. Instantly a comforting feeling of quietness and security wrapped round her, she felt as though someone was walking with her. When she reached the end of the alley, she walked right past the man and arrived home safely.

The following day, she read in the newspaper that a young girl had been raped in the same alley just twenty minutes after she had been there. Feeling overwhelmed by this tragedy and the fact that it could have been her, she began to weep. Thanking the Lord for her safety and to help this young woman, she decided to go to the police station. She felt she could recognize the man, so she told them her story. The police asked her if she would be willing to look at a lineup to see if she could identify him. She agreed and immediately pointed out the man she had seen in the alley the night before. When the man was told he had been identified, he immediately broke down and confessed. The officer thanked Diane for her bravery and asked if there was anything they could do for her. She asked if they would ask the man one question. Diane was curious as to why he had not attacked her. When the policeman asked him, he answered, "Because she wasn't alone. She had two tall men walking on either side of her." Amazingly, whether you believe or not, you're never alone. Did you know that 98 of teenagers will not stand up for God, and 93 of the people that read this won't repost it?

Re-post this if you truly believe in God.

Well.. kind of that's it.. .and for knowing. I got a beta reader and I must thank her a lot!!!! So thank you very very very much.

!!!I have a poll so if anybody wants to participate, I will be very happy about it. Thank you.

Okay so here it is, in this order, my priorities, what will happen with the stories, what won't( I update this thing, if I put a new chapter I write that here, if I don't then...it remains with the last update :D) :

1. The Runaway - Chapter 12: Lust is a must. Finally updated 17 November, took 100 years, yeah, my computer died, hope it'll be fixed soon, this apply to everything by the way. Hoping for many 'welcome back' review, warm words...What? I like to dream...

2. For the taste of your sweet blood - Chapter 14: Illuminated updated on 14 February. Finally.

3. Hopeless -Chapter 13: Part 4- His story updated on 31 December 2011.

4. I paint sins not tragedies- Chapter 9:Alone updated on 8 December. Next one will hopefully be posted soon.

5. Dreaming you- is on let's say, stuck, no reviews, nothing so I just kinda gave up, want the next chapters? You have ideas for it? Questions? Anything? If not, I hope I will finish it because I don't like to start a thing and then give it up but, it's like that for now.
If you really wanted to wait for the last chapter to review, well, do it now, 'cause I am really...

6. MindVsHeart- the last chapter from season one has been expected from more than I could estimate and I am sorry but I got stuck at something and forever, I will try and get it done, and yes, this year, I am really sorry for this story, again like number 5, ideas, reviews, anything is welcomed.

7. The irony of fate- Will have a lemon in the part 4, until now there are just 3, part 4 will come, believe me but I have to get into the mood and stuff, I tried to write it but eh..
Well, I didn't gave up on this story if this is what you thought but you see, at first, I wanted everything to happen in the prison, then I got them in Naruto's apartment, so , now, it's a surprise even for me,(yeah I know), but wait for the lemon and the last part of course. (I hope it will be the last part).

So here it is, all the stories that need updating and stuff, I hope for the best.

I will try and update as fast as I can, thank you for the readers who still stick with me even if it takes too much and I am sincerely sorry, but I will try harder so don't forget me. Thank you.

I am back.