Important Note:
I'm currently looking for a roleplay partner interested in Beyblade. I would like someone who's just as much in love with this fandom as I am. If you're interested, drop me a line through PM! I have Skype as well, which is my preferred way of chatting. It's a lot easier to write on than using a forum :) But currently I am a part of an online Beyblade roleplaying group via Tumblr! Oh, and this does not in any way entail anything to do with a webcam or real-life meets; It's more like story-writing. In fact, a lot of my current fanfics have stemmed from old roleplays I've done so if you think you have the time to get one going, drop me a line! It's addictive. And I don't mind if you'd like to use an OC; I can write a mean Kai in love, just sayin'. ;) Haha, let me know if you think this is something that might interest you.

Name: Ashley
Hair Color: Blonde
Eye Color: Blue; changes with seasons. Grey in winter, blue in summer.

PS: I would like to thank Kate, one of my good friends over at the gone-now Jacob-Black-N-Pack :( She made a totally awesome BTS avatar for meeeee! I'm SO glad you like the story hun and your creativity and talent knows no bounds :D :)

Personal Description

Greetings :) No I'm really not that formal a person. I'm a freak sexual deviant with music running through her veins and an ocean current flowing through her head. I don't wear American Eagle or Hollister. I don't believe in God, but I believe in fate, destiny, and most of all Love. The idea of a palace in the starry blue sky with happy music and laughing people ruled by a loving, determined, smart, careful guardian; surrounded by a rainbow and the fairy tale family. I believe in a whole bunch of crazy shit, but, there isn't a religion; If there was, it would be as simple as a song verse. I adore Paris Hilton and Miley Cyrus is growing on me, but no discography of mine would be complete without Nickelback or Blue Oyster Cult, and so what if almost everyone loves Taylor Swift? Maybe she's just actually GOOD. Kansas RULES. I can brag a lot without knowing it; but I'll always be brutally honest about the work of friends. If it sucks I'll tell you. I see myself as a good person, but everyone is entitled to an opinion. There are evil people out there and I seem to fit right in the middle; sometimes I can't tell the difference between reality and fiction because one person says they believe me and the other doesn't. Pain disgusts me (unless it's the sexy kind) and needles make me shy. I'm a drama girl, and I love to sing, act, write and create a world all my own. They all work around love whether I realize it sometimes or not. I can be vain; but on a certain day I look in the mirror and next thing I know I'm digging my own eyes out. I'm not popular in school at all. I'm straight. I have stars in my eyes and a Heart of the Ocean around my neck. Black and Blue decor my room, and so do my own paintings and drawings. I'm not happy with my home life, but I know there are people who have and who are suffering worse so I try to not complain too much (but I know I do endlessly). When I mentioned vain above, I mean that I could sit here and write a profile page about myself all day and possibly contradict what I've said already 5 or 6 times. I've written The Greatest Story Ever Told in my head, and I won't lie; I've stolen a lot of movie ideas and characters. But, everything is different at the same time. I don't even know who's reading this, but strength is something you choose and I know it takes a lot to learn something about the artist behind the prose. I always read about the author. You should too. The average person can never seem to comprehend another because no one really knows anyone in this world of ours'; I want to challenge it.

The following are some other accounts of mine guys; feel free to check out my ideal Leah Clearwater wardrobes on Polyvore or ALL my favorite shit on my personal Tumblr and musings from my mind :) Not to mention the links to my Beyblade roleplay blogs where you can interact with my Mariam and Kai!

Tumblr: http:// (Also contains links to my Mariam/Rei/Oliver Beyblade roleplay blogs)

Polyvore: http://

Archive of Our Own: http:///users/MidnightStarr/pseuds/MidnightStarr

Fave Anime: - Beyblade - Inuyasha - Digimon - Sailor Moon - BECK: Mongolian Chop Squad

Fave Anime Pairings

Beyblade
Basically anyone with Mariam, I'll read it. Huge fan of Max/Mariam, Bryan/Mariam and Kai/Mariam however. I also adore Johnny/Mariam! And Robert/Mariam. I have a general list of canon pairings that I read in Beyblade and these include: Tyson/Hilary, Kai/Salima, Ray/Mariah and Kenny/Emily. These will be the auxiliary pairings used in most of my stories.

Inuyasha
Anyone with Sango! Especially Inuyasha himself, or Sesshomaru.

Sailor Moon
Michiru all the way. :)

Twilight Shiz

I thought Twilight was completely amazing, right up until Jacob Black imprinted on Renesmee Cullen. That just ruined it for me. Leah Clearwater is my all-time favorite Twilight universe character, second is Sam Uley, third is Jacob Black, fourth is.. Probably Paul haha, then Rosalie Cullen, then Seth Clearwater, followed by Embry Call and then a tie between Emmett and Jasper. Somewhere below is this fill in the blank thing that's actually hilarious. Haha. But anyway; back to the main train of thought. Relationships are as follows;

LeahxSam is number one ALWAYS.
LeahxJacob is a close second.
LeahxPaul.
LeahxEmbry.

I love a good sex scene; I'm actually a huge fan of pointless lemons and smut. But a good chapter story with sex, blood and violence involving Leah that's written properly will draw me to it like a magnet and so help me god I'll love you for it :p Haha. (check out my fic Before The Storm; it's the winner of Jacobblack-n-pack's 2010 Best Alpha Love Story and is still doing very well, as is the sequel After The Storm) On to the character stuff again; Bella should die. I hate her. She's a stupid, selfish character who always gets what she wants when characters who are actually capable of feeling pain (coughleahcough) get the shitty end of the stick when they of course don't deserve it. But hey; if Bella floats your boat, all the power to ya. When Jacob imprinted on Renesmee (lil.. runt, that she is) it ruined the story for me because I honestly thought he was gonna end up with Leah (SO many people thought that actually) and then S.Meyer sorta fucked it. But then again, this is just my POV; the RenesmeexJacob bit brought happiness to the story for tons of people. (coughidiotscough who support pedophilia)

Current Stories & Fics

High School Years: It's just a really fun story with lots of humor, drama, love, lemons, and teenage bitching. Everyone's gotta live it, so everyone might as well read about it. I update according to the reviews I get. Beyblade fic of course.

Animal City: Okay, very humorous.I'm really proud of this story. It took a lot of creativity. The guys get turned into animals because of Tyson and Max's stupidity and it's up to Hilary to save them so she gets Mariam to help. But the boys are unaware of the feelings and problems going on in the girls' lives that are a lot worse than theirs, so while the girls are trying to help them, the BladeBreakers are attempting to help the girls. Complete. And if you haven't guessed already, it's a Beyblade fic.

Kiss The Girl: Another Beyblade one-shot, revolves around the beygirls once they find out that almost every single guy has been slinking around on them, sleeping with different girls. They come up with a genius plan to leave them heartbroken and mad, same as the guys did to them. Yeah, it has a fair amount of yuri in it. I still think it's an awesome fic, a little hard to understand, but awesome none the less. Please review.

Black Christmas: I hope it doesn't spoil your cheery mood. Hehehe. Mariam is pissed off with her horrible life and bad memories, so she decides to end it all on Christmas Eve; to the tune of 'Dance of the Sugarplum Faeries'.

Costly Chaos: This one's about Salima having a lot of trouble finding some clothes she likes. And when she does find something she likes, a friend comes along and steals it away right from under her nose. This friend happens to be Kai. Just so happens he has more on the mind than shopping, too. Dedicated to Iluvbeyblade.

Green Eyed Monster: This fic is basically a script to the movie 'Pretty Persuasion'. But I wanted to teach the world a lesson about racial remarks and boyfriend/girlfriend stealing. It stars Mariam and Mariah and an OC. They decide to frame a teacher for sexual harassment. But did something really happen or was there a deeper meaning to the whole thing? Read and find out.

Pain Is A Virtue: This is a joint fic with MariamTiarko. Beyblade of course. In it, Mariam and Ozuma get kidnapped and taken to an abandoned wearhouse, where their kidnappers proceed to torture them to their sick hearts' content. Will our Saint Shield heroines escape? Not for the queasy or faint of heart. But we worked hard. I hope you like it.

We Shout: Okay, I took a different direction this time and wrote a Sailor Moon fic. Uranus reflects on when Neptune was killed in a gruesome battle, and also scrutinizes her existence. Enjoy.

Hot And Heavy: Beyblade lemon fic. In this one, everyone is gone on vacay, but two people -Mariam and Kai- are left home alone. So, how does Kai amuse himself once the heat becomes too much to handle? Well, read for sweet, tart lemony goodness.

Dancing Alone: Another Beyblade lemon fic. This time it's set a few years after G Rev., and Max is 17 and on a night out at a club. There, he meets Mariam from the Saint Shields. The two hit it off, and discover the old feelings they had for each other never really went away. Lemon, people.

20 Ways To Get A Beyblader To Kill You: Aha. Here I am with the humor fics. Hope you enjoy this. Basically they're compiled lists of torturous things in store for our beloved bladers. Been called 'One of the best of these things on the net'.

Don't You Dare: Beyblade, Ozuma and Mariam. Ozuma likes Mariam and wants to tell her, but is afraid of rejection. Mariam returns his feelings, but wants him to make a move and get over his fears. After waiting for nearly ever, it looks like he's finally gonna cough up his emotions. Or so she thinks.

Moonlight Majesty: After inviting Mariam out for a night on the beach to 'talk', the two enemies learn to find common ground with each other under the moonlight. A LOT of common ground. And that enemy is Ray if you're wondering. Lemon fic in Beyblade.

Just A Little Privacy: Yay! A lemon yuri fic! Mariam wants to have privacy for the upcoming tournament, and just so happens Julia does too. What happens when two girls can muse over the same interests? In getting ready and in love? MariamxJulia. I'm proud to finally be able to include myself in the small collection of yuri writers for Beyblade.

The Past And Present: Lemon action with Mariam and Ozuma! Wicked! And I also think this fic is fairly sweet and romantic... Anyhow, Mariam is returning from the Saint Shield's reunion, pondering over how NOTHING at all seems to have changed. Until someone shakes things up.

Beyblade Question Corner!: Ohhhh this is great. All you do is leave a review with a few questions in it, and the character(s) who they're addressed to will answer them! Basically it's a great fic, and it needs fans to keep going guys, so go and review! No questions are off-limits either, so the rating may change from time to time. But read and do it anyways! CURRENTLY SHUT DOWN.

My Bloody Valentine: If a murderer decides to go on a free-for-all at the hotel in which the Beyblade girls are staying, who's going to live? And do troubled relationship problems help? Maybe... Pssh. Not in the least. Rated M for horror violence and gore; read and find out who's the last woman standing.

Secrets: Hot hot hot. Everyone loves sweet, female, emotional, bitchy sex. Keeping a lesbian relationship secret from oh-so-curious Ozuma proves to be harder than thought of when Mariam and Jemma(OC, look at her character description) decide to feed their desires and give the pantie hamster a spin on its wheel.

20 Love: This is a Beyblade lemon fic dedicated to AquilaTempestas just because she's awesome. It's JohnnyxKane. After a minor tennis accident, Kane and Johnny decide to skip practice and chill out in the showers instead. Hot yaoi action man. First yaoi fic I'd ever written.

Smoke And Mirrors: Like almost always, it's a Beyblade fic. There is a lemon, but it's not heavy compared to my usual standards. Mariam and Hiro meet up at Tyson's reunion party and decide it's a good time for a cig. Romance ensues by the light of the moon and the mirroring reflection of Gramps' koi pond. To be honest, I don't really know what anyone is supposed to get out of this fic... But it made me happy to write. Check it out anyway!

Being A Good Sport: My second Beyblade yaoi! :) Yay! This time it's MichaelxBryan. Micheal and Bryan go back to the baseball field to fetch Micheal's baseball after meeting up at a cafe. At the field however, they end up doing something more... Fetching.

Clouded Eyes: This is... Weird. It's like, the first straight pairing lemon I've really written about in detail without it having Mariam involved. Anyhow, Tala wants to get drunk so he can wait out the boring concert that Ian dragged him to. He gets his wish. And a lot more from the singer who happens to be feeling a little hot-to-trot that night. It's a TalaxMing Ming. I know... But anyhow, I think it's worth the read.

Nothing I've Ever Known: A really emotional fic about Mariah and Mariam of Beyblade discussing what they mean to each other during one of Mariah's baths. It's a part of the unusual pairings legacy, but this one isn't a lemon. It's just really sweet and mushy. It's crossed with a song-fic type of thing, mastered after 'Nothing I've Ever Known' by Bryan Adams.

Passion Training: More odd couples! This one is a Beyblade HiroxMax. Max is fed up with Hiro's shitty attitude and decides to find out why. Boy, is he in for a surprise. The plot credit goes to my best friend Jonno, since he's the yaoi mastermind, not me! Overall, it's great for a read. I myself have never seen Hiro so bastardly. Obviously, LEMON.

5 Years Ago: Sick fluff lol. This fic is a MaxxMariam remembrance style thing, dating back to my old 'Reminisce' fic I previously deleted. This is the remake, better and longer. As Max and his wife and their new baby return to the place where their lives changed, old memories resurface in Tate's head and things take a romantic turn for the better.

Cheater Cheater: Beyblade, a MariamxJohnny 2 or 3-shot for AquilaTempestas (and for myself; no need in lying). Mariam helps a too-drunk Johnny home from the bar, where he has his own sexy fun planned since his boyfriend, Mystel, is out with Ray to the movies. Lotsa sexual torture, with Johnny slurring and falling all over the place. Check it out.

Nights Like This: Beyblade. Ya see, I was drunk a few nights ago; When I woke up the next day I saw a review in my email inbox for something I couldn't remember writing. Aha. But, now that I've read it over a few times, I think I'm gonna turn 'NLT' into pure unadulterrated SaintShieldsxBladeBreaker porn. Sounds fun to me. Hehe. Omg, I even left a note at the top of the fic saying that I was intoxicated while I wrote it. God I'm underage. Hehe. Either way, the two teams have a few beers together, and they take advantage of Mariam.. Sorta. Not only that, but, what kind of sex talk do they go on with? We'll see. REWRITTEN and REVAMPED.

Under The Covers: My first Supernatural fic! It's a lemon-tainted wincest. Dean and Sam are in my hometown (kinda) and they've just had a fight. As Dean realizes his true feelings and is faced with a frightening decision by Sam, Dean decides to finally take and hold on to what is rightfully his. This fic teeters almost toward the raping side, so if you have a problem with that sorta thing, I wouldn't recommend it. But otherwise, read and enjoy! :)

Before The Storm: First Twilight fic :) It's a pretty dark little number, only gets darker by the day. But Leah and the pack will find a way through. Or will they? ;) Leah runs off after some surprising news and a bad argument. Unfortunately there's a bad storm blowing across the La Push rez and Forks on that same day. And it's gonna stay awhile. When Leah turns out missing longer than expected, what has happened? Who's to blame and can they find and help her? It's an exciting fic guys, a lot more drama-filled than I can ever say in a summary. So please do read it and review!

Awesomeness!!! Before The Storm has won Best Alpha Love Story (Sam and Emily or Sam and Leah) over at Jacobblack-n-pack! Thanks so much guys :)

2 Days And 4 Nights: Twilight allllll the way baybay ;) Hot smut. That's pretty much all it is, glorifying- ...Or, not so glorifying sex. Leah gets her freak on with someone in the pack every chapter; until the one she hates the most decides he's had it with people touching his woman. If you're into lemons and lovemaking like never before this is the fic for you! Three cheers for Leah getting some hot att finally huh? ;)

After The Storm: The long awaited sequel to Before The Storm. This 'story' is a series of vignettes that will center on various characters throughout the BTS universe. It will take looks into the past, into the future, and into the present. Pretty much, it's a totally random collection of moments that have validity to the story. It will showcase Leah's recovery, the changes the pack faces, changed and broken relationships and even the possible end of the Cree pack? Well you'll have to read and see. I hope you love it as much as you did its award-winning precedent, BTS.

So Slowly: Just a little oneshot... I was feeling moody lol. And so, we have a pack supper gone awry with the arrival of vampires and maybe a conclusion that one or two packmembers really can't deal with. So, read and discover for yourself.

Irreconcilable Differences: This will end up being a two or three-shot. It's my first experience writing Twilight romance that isn't Sam and Leah-centered, soooo we'll see how it goes. It's for one of my good friends, StealthLiberal. This little number features Paul in the grips of a vampire bite and Leah trying to take care of him. Of course, things get heated soon enough and Paul and Leah might figure out that they give to each other just as good as they get. Read to see what I mean. Oh; and review.

Putting it Together: I'VE RETURNED TO THE BEYBLADE FANDOM!! Hellz yeah. PIT is an ABC-drabbles fic that centers around Max and Mariam and their relationship. It covers a wide branch of topics and many of the ideas I used are ones taken from a possible story that I may write later on; it will be a bit of a Beyblade epic, involving all teams and almost all characters. I haven't heard from anyone that they'd be interested in this however, so I haven't bothered to write it. If you're in the mood for some Max/Mari cuteness (with a background of KaixSalima, TysonxHilary, KennyxEmily & RayxMariah) give Putting it Together a try. I'd love to hear from you in a review!

Intentions: Second stab at rejoining the Beyblade universe. This fic returns to my old ways of writing... ;) It's a two-shot fic involving a KaixMariamxRay threesome. Kai catches Mariam spying on the BladeBreakers again and decides to dole out his own form of punishment. Mariam, reluctant at first, decides this could be a fun night after all and decides why not. Neither participant expects Ray to drop in and say he wants a piece of the action too...

Those Little Things: Beyblade oneshot dedicated to my bestest friend and Wonder Twin-I can still remember the day you told me and I loved you just the same! Oliver is about to tell his team that, he thinks he might be gay... And he's so scared to find out what they think of it. I wrote this oneshot out of support for all the people out there who would rather hide then be who they are because of fear. LEGALIZE GAY MARRIAGE.

Welcome: Another Beyblade oneshot, this one centers around Kai and some angst he's feeling at the notion of having his friends come to Russia for a week. I've never really written much about the horrors of childhood abuse and I thought this would be a great opportunity to explore one of Beyblade's darker undertones. Tala plays a key role in this fic as well, just being there while Kai remembers some of the worst times in his life right there in that old house.

Starting Over: This Beyblade oneshot puts focus on Lee of the White Tiger team. Its timeline is early in the G-Revolution season: Lee's just found out that Ray's left the BladeBreakers in favor of coming back to China. While he's made things alright with his old friend, Lee still hasn't found his inner peace over everything that happened between him and Ray; this fic is Lee musing over things, and how he deals with his drama.

Never Saw That Coming: Beyblade oneshot starring our favorite Saint Shields brother and sister, as well as another pair that I find is grossly under-written about in the Beyblade fandom: King and Queen. The parts hunters have something Mariam and Joseph want back; how far will they go to get it? Not as far as you're probably thinking. Bit of comedy mixed up in this one, one of my lighter reads.

The Unseen: I think I wrote one of the only Kenny/Emily Beyblade fics on this entire site, and that's depressing. I love Kenny and Emily together; her level of sass is just what the Chief needs! And their combined love of tech is adorable. But this oneshot isn't completely fluffy; it is, a little. But it centers around Emily worrying about Kenny and the fact that he gets practically no recognition for all of his hard work for the BladeBreakers. Give it a read and let me know what you think.

Words Unspoken: Beyblade: Kai and Salima. After the newest enemy development, Kai's weary that maybe, he can't keep his love and his family safe. This little oneshot is a good look at the way I figure Kai truly feels; all the weight that rests on a captain's shoulders when his team has been through hell and back. Also sort of an aside from the major fic I was looking at writing for awhile. If you're interested give it a read to see how Salima comforts her dark-hearted man.

The Best: Tyson and Hilary and budding, cute bits of... Well, Beyblade cuteness. Sort of an excerpt from a much larger story I'll probably post at some point in the future. The Saint Shields have been keeping secrets, and Tyson doesn't really understand why until Hilary has the good graces to remind him just how precious some of the most beautiful things in life are. Leave me a review and let me know how you feel; first attempt at Tyson and Hilary. Thanks!

Party Animals: Ever get the urge to write a fic but inside you're like 'No one is going to read this...' then you're stupid enough to write it anyways? Well yeah, that's what happened. Haha, loosely inspired by Lisbug and Shane Dawson of Youtube (cutest couple EVER, go check'em out!), I decided to do a drunk comedy fic. Tala and the boys decide that they've had it with being prim and proper in the public eye, so they decide to seize opportunity by the balls and get the entire Beyblade gang loaded at a hotel press conference after-party. Kenny is going to go streaking; Mathilda will be very sick, and Ray is going to lose his pants. Fun times. God I hope it turns out as funny as it is in my head.

The Best Gift: Pure fluff and a daydreamed look at Mariam's life in New York City while she stalked Max. Mariam finds an abandoned puppy outside her motel room window and her kind-hearted self can't bear but to let the little scamp intrude on her uncomfortable lifestyle. And as she drags the dog along on all of her Max-outings, she's finding that Max and the innocent pup have a lot in common. Not really Max/Mariam; well, yeah, it is but just alluded. Give it a read and let me know what you think of the cuteness.

Haunted: My first attempt at writing Bryan/Mariam! Not for for the ill at heart, Bryan and Mariam struggle with their pasts as once again Bryan fails to get to sleep at night. Heavily based on Tumblr roleplay scenario, it's rated PG just for referencing. If you find this fic is to your liking let me know and I'll give this pairing another go.

Ordinary: Another first Beyblade attempt, this time we get a look at MariamxRobert. Another Tumblr-inspired ship as well, I drew heavily on inspiration from a good friend of mine's roleplaying take of Robert. In her opinion he's a tall, stoic man who adores horses; and if there's one animal I love in life it's horses. So this fic was born. Just a quick comparison, an outside look at the way two different people view each other. Horses tosses in for joy and amusement. Let me know how you like it.

One: Beyblade, inspired by the Tumblr roleplay I've been doing. I've been wondering how a polyamourous fic would be received: ie, a love triangle. Yes, cheating. I'm really looking forward to the reviews for this one because I expect everyone to lash out and get angry as fuck lmfao. It's ReixBryanxMariam. Bryan loves both of them... What is he to do?

Amity: Inspired by Howard Jones' New Song. Tyson is inspired by the friendship and teamwork around him. He can't believe that they've all made it this far, and he would like to celebrate.

ANNOUNCEMENTS!

June 17, 14 Asking for patience from everyone right now. Yesterday, my boyfriend received bad news at his eye appointment; his retina has detached again. So that means Brandon and his family are Toronto-bound today :( In the hopes of saving what little vision he has left. If it's not too much to ask, I'm hoping that you'll all keep Brandon in your hopes and prayers for me today. He's scared, and while I put on a brave face to keep his strength up, I'm pretty scared too. :( So if you can find it in your heart, please think of Brandon and make a wish for him today. Thanks everyone.

July 03, 14 Some good news, and some bad news. First the good. So, my boyfriend has had his surgery and while his eye is still swollen shut and he's really not feeling the greatest... It seems like the surgery is pretty solid; that retina shouldn't be going anywhere anytime soon. Brandon's just pretty frustrated right now.. He's a tad exhausted, and since he has no vision in his other eye, with all the swelling from surgery he has no vision at all right now. That makes for a pretty boring, depressing summer so far :/ My heart aches for him. I guess that should explain why I've been spending so much time away from the world of fanfiction right now. I've been spending the majority of my time at home with him, trying to keep him occupied. The rest of my time is spent working; gotta love being a student in need of funds. *sigh* Anyways... Yeah, I know the news didn't SOUND totally good but it was lol. This is the bad. I've become totally writers'-blocked. You don't know how many times I've sat down and tried to force myself to write on 'Party Animals.' And unfortunately, I'd like to have about another two chapters done before I update. And that sucks.. And I'm sorry about that. Gotta say, I'm a pretty shitty writer for all this lol. I've also received a lot of upset messages about my Twilight fics; and to answer most of those now, YES I will at some point finish them. My muses come and go, and I just really need your patience guys. If you don't stick around, well.. that's all there is to it. But someday I WILL finish 'Irreconcilable Differences' and 'After The Storm.' Now; back to my current muse, which is Beyblade; my childhood and anime favorite. I have the next chapter of 'Putting it Together' ready to go; I'll upload that tonight. I need an idea for my W chapter... So leave it in a review request. Anyways thanks everyone! If you'd be so kind, continue to keep Brandon in your kind thoughts for me.

February 24, 15 First post for the new year... Woah. I'm writing this primarily to address the growing amounts of angry reviews I've been getting on my Twilight fics. It seems that a lot of you are upset that they haven't been updated in some time, and I do understand your frustration. But I am holding to what I mentioned last summer: NO FIC OF MINE WILL BE FORGOTTEN. Twilight may not be my main focus right now, but that does not mean I intend to leave my writing abandoned. As a reader myself and a true hater of authors who leave their works unfinished for years at a time, I have to apologize to you for that. But I won't tolerate angry messages and PMs either. Interests change; time changes. I'm in my third year of Nursing school and I've been doing some 12-hour clinical rotations while still trying to be an active member of a Beyblade roleplaying group on Tumblr, maintain my blog, and keep up with other schoolwork, the boyfriend (Who is doing much better by the way :) ), and my family. Someday my inspiration for Twilight will come back and I'll sit down and update all of my fics and even write anew. As an author all I'm asking is for you all to be patient.

May 05, 15 So I got some more ugly reviews for my Twilight fics. Not gonna lie, after reading them I figured maybe I should delete the fics altogether because it's clear some people have no goddamn respect. It's art: art is to be updated at the writer/creator's pace. You can't say to Stephenie Meyer 'more books' so don't think you can do the same to me. In other, more pleasant news I've uploaded a new Beyblade oneshot entitled 'Ordinary.' Description is up in the fic section; if you're a Beyfan, go give it a read!

October 20, 15 I'm not dead. Just extremely busy. It's my final year of nursing school guys! I should be employed by the end of May 2016... How fucked up is that? Haha I'm scared honestly. But anyways. I wanted to let you guys know that I have been writing. I actually have three chapters written of a short poly-love Beyblade fic I'm doing inspired by my online roleplaying. I'll upload the first chapter sometime soon (surely to get negative reviews because ewww cheating) and let you guys have your fuss over the pairings, but the reason I'm waiting on that is just because I don't want to clue in other rpers to my grand master plans. Lol. So when it's out in the open, sometime this month I'll upload that. I should also tell everyone that my personal tumblr (link's somewhere up above) is probably the best way to contact me. It's a great way to get in touch with the rest of the Beyblade fandom who still lives on! There's a grand herd of us so come join up and ask us cool questions. Thanks for the patience everyone and I really appreciate all the PMs you guys have been sending! :) Oh, and I changed my icon. Yay.

November 15, 15 I've uploaded a new multichapter fic! It's called 'One.' It's a Beyblade fic, and it's a three-pairing: ReixBryanxMariam. Bryan has two loves, even though he's publicly seeing only one. Very scandalous, I expect a lot of bad reviews for this one because I really want to generate that age-old 'is cheating wrong when you really love two people????' discussion. It'll be a multichapter fic with Rei and Mariam's thought chapters to follow, and possibly more if all of you guys are actually interested in the environment of their relationship. So let me know; reviews always much appreciated!!

April 9, 16 Jesus christ don't tell me this is my first post for the new year. Fuck. Anyways, workin' on some new stuff for y'all. Yay. And, on top of that... I would like to address a certain user who's really taken her time to search me out. You know who you are, and I hope you see this: I will be replying to you soon! I'm just trying to figure out if I can reasonably do your request. Please don't take this as a direct no. And thank you for your commitment to me, and for supporting my writing. It means a lot.

September 5, 16 I've basically been in existential crisis all weekend. If it weren't for two great friends (Aly and Gems, I love you) I probably wouldn't be writing this here today. And I don't mean I was gonna off myself; I mean I considered deleting this entire profile. But in the meantime, second chapter of Amity is ready to go up because I got over my emotional berserk. Please review; I need the support right now.

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