yo!
well, its been a while since ive been on o_O
i was PLANNING to mayhaps finish Kami-sama this summer... but i got SEVERE writer's block.
this summer was an absolutely changing experience for me, and was most definitely the best summer of my life.

i spent 6 weeks at an awesome camp outside of the country (not telling you where!) and met people from ALL OVER THE WORLD.
and these people are the awesomest, specialest people i have ever met.
in actuality, i wondered whether or not life was really worth living. ive contemplated IT a couple times.
but im SO HAPPY that i didnt. the people at OCAC changed my life. they made me feel like living.
OCAC, i am so thankful. i dont know if any of you will read this, but thank you. you seriously saved me.

a serious life changing experience. i dont know how to express HOW HAPPY I AM.

i still have a few issues, a few kinks, but i assure you, its getting better. the scars on my heart and body are healing, and hopefully, i will emerge, a new me.

so, i've attempted to write chapter 10 of kami-sama... and it's kinda failed. BUT I TRIED. I REALLY DID. and i got like 1/2 a page... . but. i have finished a short oneshot for kaichou wa maid-sama, i just haven't edited it or typed it into my comp (ARCHAIC PRETTY ASIAN STATIONARY NOTEBOOKS ARE AWESOME. SO I USE THEM. :P) and second chance is on hiatus until i really figure out where i wanna go with it... in the original idea, yumi (gaku's daughter) was gonna be a girl... but im thinking about changing her to a guy just for the heck of it... opinions?

things you'd want to know about me, after this summer xD

1. ive gotten even more cynical and sarcastic. just making sure you realized that. i blame it on life.
2. KPOP OBSESSION o_O
like, super kpop obsession, its like 100, no, 500% larger than it was 3 months ago...
i blame it on camp :P
when asians get together in LARGE groups, kpop explosions happen. KPOP EXPLOSIONS. and anime and manga explosions as well...
so now, i pretty much listen to ALL kpop.
want a list?
shinee, big bang, super junior, u-kiss, beast, ze:a, 2ne1, 2am, 2pm, rain, se7en, snsd, brown eyed girls, cn blue, ft island, trax, infinite, battle, boA, co-ed school, teen top, dalmatian, d-na, dbsk, f(x), iu, jay park, , mblaq, jyj, ledapple, ss501, miss a, supernova, and possibly more... yea, im obsessed, i realized that... o_O
3. im short. end of story. its not a sensitive subject, it's just that, i am.
4. LOVE LOVE LOVE MANGA AND ANIME.
5. actually manga and anime = kpop i have an equal obsession with both xP
6. I LIKE PROCRASTINATING. its a skill i've acquired and honed over the years. and im quite proud of it.
7. im in highschool. highschool girls who read manga also tend to love yaoi. I AM ONE OF THOSE GIRLS. if you dont like it, i suggest you live with it, or just buzz off. ur not my problem. i dont have to please all you pissy pants. :P

yea, im ranting now... perhaps ill add more later...maybe not. i have a shittake-load of hw tho... RAWR _

kk