Just your normal everyday aspiring model with a crazed obsession for the color black and The Joker.

"See madness as you know.. Is like gravity. All it takes is a little push" - Joker

I write because, in my head, I'm the one who makes the rules, I'm the time keeper. I can create things that normally wouldn't exist, I create all the characters fates. I post it here because, I want everyone to see what goes through my head, I hear a song and instantly get inspired for a scene in a chapter, just random things like that all ties into how I write. I love when you guys review and tell me what you think but I'm not one of those people who will beg for reviews and cry when she doesn't get them. My updating is mostly spotty because I deal with writer's block often, maybe because I have so many ideas in my head it's hard for me to stick with one. I also model part time as well as work full time and online college classes so that takes up a lot of my day. Constructive criticism is okay but if you take the time to just bash on my story and tell me how much you hate it, you will be gladly told to stick your review straight up your candy ass. I love shows like iZombie, The Vampire Diaries, and The Walking Dead, they're my life, but I also enjoy American Horror Story, Tate is my baby! I really think that TV shows should make psychopaths less attractive because it makes me question my morals. I also fucking love wrestling, I'm a HUGE Dean Ambrose and Roman Reigns fan! Where is the sign-up sheet for the Ambrose Asylum?!

Almost all of my older stories are absolute shit, I was like 13 when I wrote them so.. my writing has improved greatly since I first came to Fanfiction back in 2011 or 2012, but I don't really get time to write and my attention span is that of a fruit fly. I hope that the stories I create can hold true to the love I hold for the characters and the shows. I know I'm not an amazing writer and I don't see myself winning any awards anytime soon but I like to express myself through words and crazy ideas.

I ship:

Damon/Klaus Damon/Enzo Caroline/Klaus Rebekah/Matt Elijah/Katherine Dean/Roman Tate/OC's mostly, hated Violet Daryl/Beth

When you write you become a god. You become the puppet-master of a universe. You can put your characters through hell, tempt them, turn their lives upside down, or anything really just because that's how you feel the path should twist. When you do those malevolent things it isn't because you don't love your characters, no one could love your characters more than you do as they all tend to be a part of yourself that you let manifest into a living being on the page. Writers mess with their characters because you want to give them chances to prove themselves, to feel something new, to rise from the ashes. You want them to face the problem and yell "THIS IS WHAT I AM MADE OF!" Sometimes they meet the challenge, but there are times when they crumble, when they are just as venerable as everyone else, when they too think they cannot go on. There are times when we break them. Every character you use, no matter how small, is still a real person in the story and everyone wants something. Even the stranger that bumps into your protagonist on the street has a life. They have conflict and they have success. They have needs and feelings and a whole life story behind them. They only add to the story in this way, because even the small parts are necessary in displaying your world as reality. All characters are perfect in a sense that flaws are perfection. Flaws make it real, everyone has a flaw or two or thirty. Flaws can be overcome or lead to the character's downfall. Even strengths can be flaws when the right friction is thrown it's way. No one is perfect, and characters should be even farther from it. Its because of this that I think stories create themselves. You start with a character, thinking of who you want them to be. You give them their whole life, and they start seeping through in their dialogue. They slowly emerge through action. Then you think of who you want that character to turn into. What antagonistic force would suit them best? What kind of tragedy? What kind of conflict? Who could this character love, or can she even love at all? Is it a major change in soul you are looking for? Or is it just that you want them to stop being pushed around and start standing up for themselves? A murderer wants to repent, a young girl wants to be a strong woman, a lover wants to be loved. All characters want to grow, just like we do. Just because they are characters doesn't make their problems any less real. And in writing you begin to find that all problems can be overcome, that there is always hope. -- beautifully written by a profile that I found called easyl0ve all rights go to her..

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