Welcome to my scribblings! After 30 years of writing fanfiction off and on, you'd think I'd be cured, but it turns out that there is no magical age limit past which someone starts ticketing you for writing it.

Where to find me:

Fandoms: Final Fantasy, classic Doctor Who, Lord of the Rings, Myst/RIVEN, Star Trek (classic through DS9), Babylon 5, Blake's 7, Utena

Lately, I've been falling back into Doctor Who fandom thanks to Big Finish audio episodes. I was a classic Who fan when the old TV show was in its heyday. I haven't been keeping up with nuWho, but I'm glad that a show I loved in the 70s and 80s is enjoying such a revival.

I spent most of the past decade being hooked on Final Fantasy X, whence my most popular story, "Love Her and Despair," an epic adventure posing the question, "What if Yuna had chosen a Final Aeon?" For a hair-raising introduction, see the YouTube teaser/trailer: Lulu's Sin. You can read/comment on it on , but I've also got an illustrated version of LHaD posted on AO3, including my own clumsy drawings and fanart submitted by readers:

The Lady's Face, The Dancing Memorial, and Empty Cradle by Banane;

Lulu's Garden by cumuluscastle; and Legendary Pillow by Cleo Meister.

I am deeply grateful to these artists, and to every one of my reviewers who have fed my pathetic need for feedback/critique (yes, critique; I know it ain't perfect). LHaD has been nominated for best FFX AU, best action/adventure in the 2010 Genesis Awards.

Finally, if you are a Final Fantasy X fanfiction writer, you may find my FFX Fanfic Writers Resources Toolbox useful. It includes links to the FFX game script, maps, character names and meanings (where known), screencaps, a list of all obscure NPCs, links to videos of game cutscenes, translations of Squaresoft's FFX Ultimania Guides, and more.

Just For Fun: FFX Funny Fansub Gallery. a hilarious bootleg version of Final Fantasy X with badly-translated subtitles (Seymour is "Simon Chubby" for example). And I've written a ton of game faqs and aids for Final Fantasy XII and X. Most useful to you is probably the Al Bhed Primer Locations guide with clear screencaps. Check my Helluin @ Squidoo profile for all my Final Fantasy game guides, trivia pages, FF humor, and much more (e.g. a nearly life-sized snow chocobo!)