UPDATE: maybe going on a hiatus??? not sure (11/13/16)

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«Welcome to my awkward profile, enjoy your stay»

Name: Sydney Age:18 Grade: Freshman in college {Biological Anthropology Major}

Personality: I'm an introvert but find myself to be the most outgoing online. I love making friends on here :-)

Hobbies: Reading, writing, singing, video games, going to the gym, anime bc let's be real, I'll never stop being anime trash

Likes: ramen, my phone, icees, my 3DS, Pokemon, anime, manga, when people review and I'm like "wow, people actually like what I write and I'm not an idiot", journals, that feeling when you're in bed and wrapped up in a blanket and it's like nothing in the world can go wrong, video games, rainy days, chai tea lattes, AmazingPhil, the moment when you buy a ton of books and get to start reading them, and razorbacks.

Music: MADEON, alt-j, foster the people, coldplay, sia, gotye, the internet, shura, nicki minaj, demi lovato, the neighbourhood, m83, billy joel

My Recommendations (Anime/Manga)

*bolded=favorite and a must watch/read

Anime: Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood, Kuroko no Basuke, Lucky Star, Haikyuu!!, Sukitte ii na yo, Fairy Tail, My Bride is a Mermaid, Code Geass, Hetalia, Fruits Basket, Kimi to Boku, Trigun, Fullmetal Alchemist, Kaichou wa Maid-Sama!, Tonari no Kaibutsu-kun, Clannad/Clannad After Story, Special A, Mirai Nikki, Toradora!, Vampire Knight/Vampire Knight: Guilty, Fushigi Yuugi, Ultra Maniac, Nana, Zero no Tsukaima, Bleach, Shugo Chara!, Death Note, Soul Eater, Inuyasha, Black Bullet, No Game No Life, One Piece, Ao No Exorcist, Shingeki no Kyoujin, Ghost Hunt, Ouran High School Host Club, Sword Art Online (skip the second arc it's the worst thing but first arc is on point 100% amazing), K-On!, Diamond no Ace, Noragami, Free!, Chobits, Kyoukai no Kanata, Oofuri, Ano Hana, Durarara!!, Naruto, Yuuri on ice!!!

Manga: Sailor Moon (100% over the anime), Ao No Exorcist, Faster than a Kiss, Fruits Basket, Hirunaka no Ryuusei, Hibi Chou Chou, Kimi ni Todoke, Sukitte ii na yo, Strobe Edge, Toradora!, Tonari no Kaibutsu-kun, Special A, Ouran High School Host Club, Mirai Nikki, Ao Haru Ride, Hiyokoi, Naruto, Rave Master, Fairy Tail, Haikyuu!!, Kuroko no Basuke, Oofuri, Noragami. ALL OF THESE ARE RECOMMENDED THEY ARE FAB YES

I Will Go Down With This Ship (Dan Howell anyone?)

Okay, so here's the thing. I have quite a few OTPs. Okay, a few is sort of an understatement. I have way too many OTPs. And just a few of my all time favorites are:

Tamaharu - Ouran High School Host Club (my number one pairing, I literally burst into tears whenever I see them together)

Gruvia - Fairy Tail (Flings self out window)

Kuroken - Haikyuu!! (tbh these two are just so precious i'm a sucker for childhood friends and kenma is a sweetheart with his dorky bf kuro)

Kuroyachi - Haikyuu!! (this is a very recent ship for me but???????????????,??? it's rly cute!!)

ZeLink - Legend of Zelda (holy crap, ZeLink, I jUST... ZELINK)

Naruhina - Naruto (wat r u talkin abt i dnt cry ovr these 2 evry nite??)

Tsukkiyama - Haikyuu!! (yams is precious and gucci af and tuskki is so in love with him slay me)

Tsukkiyachi - Haikyuu!! (another new ship for me...wow. so cute. so so so s.o cute)

NaLu - Fairy Tail (frick yeah NaLu iS LIFE)

Gajevy - Fairy Tail (oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god bYE)

KagaKuro - Kuroko no Basuke (hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha i'm not crying)

Contestshipping - Pokemon (just look at this account they are my life)

Asanoya - Haikyuu!! (height.differences.)

Sasusaku - (i dream about these two losers every night good golly i love these two)

Mazume - Hirunaka no Ryuusei (let's talk about these two dorks for a moment they're so PERFECT AND CAN WE TALK ABOUT HOW THEY'RE CANON THE SECOND BOY FINALLY GOT THE GIRL I CRIED)

UsaMamo - Sailor Moon (cries eternally because of perfection)

IwaOi - Haikyuu!! (i'm honestly iwaoi trash and i'm okay with that i can't get enough of them)

Daisuga - Haikyuu!! (mama and papa crow i love em)

Akafuri - Kuroko no Basuke (i'm going to hell because them)

SugaKiyo - Haikyuu!! (i'm multishipper trash but god im so okay with it because these two are such an aesthetically pleasing and warm couple)

Klance - Voltron (id die for klance lmao)

Vikturi - Yuuri on Ice!!! (guys, come on. they are SO GAY. after i finish an episode i think, they physically can't get any gayer but guess what? they DO. they make me want to die. AND EPISODE SEVEN? I HAVE DIED AND GONE TO HEAVEN)

Me On This Site

I joined this website in eighth grade and I can't believe I've been on here for as long as I have, I still remember the first time I ever posted a story on here and the feeling of pure joy I felt (even if the writing was awful, especially looking back on it now--please don't look back on it now lmao).

I regret to say I have awful writer's block, as many of you know, and I hope to get over it as soon as possible. However, until I can, I'm still writing just very little and not very often. I never feel the urge to write anymore which sucks so much. Because I love writing.

But on another subject, this website has meant so much to me. I've met so many amazing people and so many amazingly talented authors. The talent on this site is truly incredible and I'm blessed to be friends with so many of those great authors. I love all of you--and if you're not friends with me feel free to drop by whenever. I may not be updating a lot, but I still come on here frequently and always check my PM box. Stop on by and chat with me :-)

Lastly, I just want to thank you guys for all the support and love you show me. I wouldn't be here without you.

I love you all, beautifuls.

P.S. if you flame my work or anyone else's work in anyway know that I hold zero respect for you. Constructive criticism is always welcome, however bashing and insulting someone's work they poured their soul into is unacceptable. Know that I will not put up with it and if I see you I'll call you out. Thank you.

Quotes

"I just want you to know that you're very special and the only reason I'm telling you is that I don't know if anyone else ever has." -Perks of Being a Wallflower

"Because things change. And friends leave. And life doesn't stop for anybody." -Perks of Being a Wallflower

"We accept the love we think we deserve." -Perks of Being a Wallflower

"People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that’s bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they’re afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they’re wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It’s all in how you carry it. That’s what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you’re letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain." -Unknown

"So you know, cats are interesting. They are kind of like girls. If they come and talk to you, it's great. But if you try to talk to them it doesn't always go so well." -Shigeru Miyamoto

"There's no sense in going out of your way to get somebody to like you." -Ash Ketchum

"I wish someone would make an anime out of me." -Serena, Sailor Moon

"I want you to be happy. I want you to laugh a lot. I don't know what exactly I'll be able to do for you, but I'll always be by your side." -Kagome Higurashi, Inuyasha

"A lot of you cared, just not enough." -Jay Asher, Thirteen Reasons Why

"I can't eat and I can't sleep. I'm not doing well in terms of being a functional human, you know?" -Ned Vizzini, It's Kind of a Funny Story

Current Stories

Anonymous Love - I FINISHED IT. LMAO, IT ONLY TOOK A YEAR TO UPDATE THE LAST CHAPTER. jesus christ, sydney

A New Way to Live - Chapter 8 Edit: 90% (I know on chapter 19, it says there's another chapter, but there's not. It's been removed) this editing is taking such a long time i'm so sorry i kind of want to just delete the story bear with me please. update: i probably won't finish the editing.

Upcoming Story Ideas

Like an Oreo, Wait, What? - Things don't always go perfectly planned, but everyone knows that. Sometimes, the cookie doesn't go with the cream, or the peanut butter doesn't go with the jelly. But what happens when best friend doesn't go with best friend? [Pokemon; CS, QS]

(Title is TBD) - The room was dark and cold when she had awoken. It was just her and a boy, neither of them being able to remember what their life before was. Through the many trials they face together, they will learn the true meaning of friendship, love, trust, perseverance, and... fear. Just what happened to the world around them and who is the person behind all of this? [Pokemon; Ikari]

Somewhere in Neverland - No summary available yet. [Fairy Tail; NaLu, GaLe, Gruvia, Jerza]

Mirror - I always thought I was on the wrong side of the mirror. Until I met him. [One-shot; No further info is available]

(Title is TBD) - This isn't the "girl-gets-kidnapped-and-her-lover-saves-her" type of story. This is the "girl-gets-kidnapped-and-falls-in-love-with-her-kidnapper" type of story.

(Title is TBD) - What would you do if I told you the world was ending? And you were the only one who could save it? Ah, but there's always a catch. To save the ones you love, you have to give up everything you've ever had; including your life. [Pokemon; CS, IS, OC x OC (side ship)]

The last thing is... Stay strong guys. I know you can do it. If any of you are going through something whether it be an eating disorder, suicidal thoughts, depression, self harm, abuse, bullying... You'll get through it. Life never gives you more than you can handle. Recovery is possible, I promise you. If any of you are having suicidal thoughts or want to harm yourself, please PM me. Even if you've never read my stories or have no idea who I am, please PM me. I want to help you and I care. I care so much and love each of every one of you. But if you feel down and don't want to talk to me, which is completely understandable, and you feel like you're going to harm yourself, please, click here and just listen to this. It knocked sense into me at once and helped. Maybe it'll help you too. But guys... Someone always cares and you're never alone. Stay strong.