They thought two continents and an ocean would be enough to keep lingering feelings from reigniting. They were wrong. An Addek story told by letters.

GA&PrP Xover ADDEK: Someday when we're at the same place, when we're on the same road, when it's okay to hold my hand. Without feeling lost, without all the excuses, when it's just because you love me, you let me, you need me. Then maybe, maybe...

Summary: A/U What should have happened after the camera panned away from Meredith and Derek on the couch in “An Honest Mistake”. This is the reconstructing of Addison and Derek.

After Grey's anatomy Season Finale, I had this idea... The story starts some months after the finale! Characters and shows are a copyright by Shondaland, I don't own nothing!

What if there was someone else who was majorly affected by the affair? Can that person bring Derek, Addison, and Mark back together? Story begins in early seasons of the show, then shows their futures. Ultimately Addek.

They had never adopted and she had never given birth, but it upset her to think that meant that their family's love was less than what the other's had.

Derek and Meredith go to City Hall to legalize their marriage…but there's just one small problem.

A getaway to get away from their lives turns into something so much more for both Derek and Addison.

It takes Valentine's Day for Derek and Addison to realize how much they mean to each other.

With their separation imminent and Meredith working with Doctors Without Borders, Derek takes their son to see the ocean. ADDEK. Set about six years into the future, AU after S6.

Well it s a one-shot about Derek and how he feels about the sudden silence after Addison is gone. Read and find out. : I don t own anything.

A take a on the night Derek told Addison that he was in love with Meredith. Finally completed!

ADDEK... After his post it wedding Derek realizes that everything its not like he thought it would be.. what happens when he starts to miss his ex-wife?... Please give it a chance

Derek learns something unbelievable about Addison's past. He tries to comfort her and convince her that what happen to her as a child wouldn't affect their future together.

Derek has a goodbye gift for Addison before she leaves, she gives him one as well to thank him.

Post-season 2. Addek-sorta. Based off of a poem called "One heart broken." Going to leave it as a one-shot for now.

May 12th. It's a special day for you, not that you celebrate it but it still feels special to you. I know the summary is not good but i don't want to give too much away.

Derek has something to say. Summary sucks but, again, i don't want to give too much away.

Just a silly happy Addek fanfiction!

Addison and Derek run into each other at a medical conference in New York, and they haven't spoken since she moved to LA two years ago. What happens when they are announced to the conference as husband and wife and they decide to play along?

Sets in 2x01 GA. Derek doesn't want that Addie leaves

It takes place during the shooting in Grey's Anatomy S6's finale. Addison's there too and...

Addek two-shot. Addison's first visit in Seattle after she left. Hope you like it.

"But through all this I swear I still loved you. Until the day I got shot. I heard you screaming my name, I saw your face, I felt you kissing my lips and caressing my hair. But all I could think of was her. Addison. My Addison."

Set at the end of GA S02E12 Grandma Got Run Over by a Reindeer. Addison and Derek deal with the repercussions of him admitting he fell in love with Meredith. Addek smut.

Nothing lasts forever, you know it. I know it's not a good summary but i don't want to give too much away.

It isn't the first thing on his mind in the morning but it's always the last thing on his mind before he falls asleep at night. If they were still married... it would be their anniversary.

Set before the show. Addison made Derek come back to her, but things still don't work out. Then, something happens to reunite them for good. Because they're Addison and Derek, after all.

Another Addek one shot. It sets in GA Season 4 and PP Season 1 ... it sets in L.A., but it's about Addek, so I put it here. Derek notices what he lost ... so what do you do when you notice the one you love is gone?

Addek one-shot after the speech Addison gives him in 4x13 about Meredith. Why didn't Derek really fight for his intern?

There was a plan that Derek and Addison made when they got together. Let's just say that things don't always work out as we expected them too. There are decisions that need to be made, and the right choice isn't always the best choice.

This is for all Addek fans, because if you saw the episode in season 5 where Derek wanted Mark to sleep with Cristina, and if your hearts beated faster when he told him that he 'slept with his wife', you surely wanted to know what they thought

Little fluffy Addek: a different take on 1x09, when Addison arrives

One-shot. Addison and Derek start to remember a very special day on their lives

She put him in a tiny box. But, is it time to let him out?

Set Series 1, Ep 9. What if Addison hadn't arrived alone? What if she brought her and Derek's son with her?

I decided to embrace the cliche and write a one-shot with the Bomb scenerio. It's basically Addison realizing that she was not the "she" that Derek was looking for and she actually confronts him about it instead of letting it eat her up inside.

He tries not to notice she doesn't wear her rings.

Addison and Derek have a conversation on board a ferry. Oneshot Addek, slightly angsty. Set in S2

MerDer, AdDek, Rated M for later Chapters - One late September night Derek gets a call from a New York attorney ... I suck at summaries, the story is better ; - Derek POV, NEW - UPDATE : CHAPTER 23! ! R&R

It's for the best.

One night, Derek takes Addison out to dinner. He wants to talk about divorce. But what if she's not willing to give up on her marriage? And what if Dr. Shepherd is just pretending to protect the love of his life from one really big painful secret?

Derek's daughter doesn't remember the last time she'd seen or heard from him so she convinces himself that he must be dead. Maybe that's what it takes for Derek to remember what he forgot.

Set in 2x21. Derek's sentence "I'm not Mark's friend" had hurt Addison more than he expected. When he comes home that night, he is not ready to what he has to face. Can he fix things with his wife before it's too late?

Derek realizes what he has lost but can he get them back before it is to late? REPOSTED N REVISED

Derek had a daughter before meeting Addison. After the divorce doesn't go through, Addison is forced by a court order to spend 6 months with Derek and his daughter in Seattle.

Derek's thoughts during 5x15 when his friends sing his wedding song at Joe's.

What if Addison hadn't stepped back inside after Derek coldly threw her in to the rain? What if she did something that made Derek regret his actions? What if she isn't coming back, not to him, not to life, not to anything? Sorry for this! Try to enjoy, k?

REVISED! Addison made a mistake once. So did Derek. Everyone makes mistake and everyone knows how easy it is to forgive others for their mistakes. It takes more grit to forgive them for having witnessed your own.

Just based on Derek and Addison in Season Two. What would've happened, if he had been serious about making his marriage work? I'm not great at summaries, my first fic. I don't own Grey's. Sadly.

They say that hindsight is twenty twenty. Derek disagrees. It isn't twenty twenty, it just plain sucks.

Addison shows up at the bar where Mark is waiting to take her back to New York but she isn't alone.

Because even after all the time and all the distance, Derek is still the only one who can really comfort Addison.

Addison and Derek. One-shot because I was bored. Just read it, it's not that long. Reviews are really appreciated.

Derek's patient's husband seeks revenge to ruin Derek like Derek ruined him. The only problem is that he might be doing Derek a favor. It might be the best thing to happen to him...or not.

Derek's sister invites everyone to the Shepherd Christmas celebration, including Addison. What happens when they all collide, Derek arriving with Meredith in toe. Addek.

Derek has to help his daughter adjust to a new life without her mother. Everything is going as well as can be expected until she shows up. Mer/Der at first.

Addison engages in self-destructive behavior and Derek flies down to LA. Takes place during/after Private Practice episodes 3x09 and 3x10. Oneshot.

She was surprised to learn... she wasn't alone in passive aggressiva. And it wasn't such a bad surprise either.

Something happened back in New York that made Addison and Derek fell apart. But what is that something? Oneshot. I don t own anything!

An alternate season three: Addison is pregnant, and on top of trying to discern whether the father is Mark or Derek, she has the added responsibility of figuring out who she's going to spend the rest of her life with. Maddisony, Addeky, and even a little Addisexy.

The story sets after the divorce. How everything turns upside-down in Addies life. I m not sure if it will be Addek yet...

Derek and Addison are kidnapped, and it's a race against time for everyone at Seattle Grace to find them and get them to safety. Pre-divorce, ADDEK. COMPLETE.

It s about Addek and their life how I think it should have turned out. Sorry, I suck at summeries.

Addison thought she was leaving Seattle alone a few days after prom and the panties. She never returned, but now, four years later, she is missing. Derek must care for the child he never knew about and help find the woman he has always loved. AU Addek.

Addison has a secret she hasn't told anybody in Seattle about, except Richard. How will Derek, her ex-husband, react if almost a year later, the secret is revealed? Major ADDEK. Now COMPLETE.

Fifteen years ago, Derek and Addison were married and had twin girls. Fifteen years later these sisters meet. Can they get there parents together? Addek... CHAPTER 6 IS UP! *COMPLETE!*

All that's was left for her now was to soar to whole new heights. Line and title borrowed from a song. ADDEK Oneshot

Oneshot, Pre-Seattle. ADDEK. Something stops Derek from driving completely toward Seattle. Set the night of the affair.

It's Addison. The woman with the bomb is Addison." Addek

Addison and Derek are having a rough time with their marriage but when someone from their past comes in, they'll be forced to work on it. Totally AU. **I bumped the rating for just in case.**

He has always loved her, and rash actions, reckless hurt, multiple affairs, even Time itself cannot change that. And he finally realizes it the morning of his wedding. But Fate does not look kindly on procrastination. Addek one-shot.

Addison and Derek have been going to councelling for some time now, but when asked if they would consider a short separation, will they be able to go through with it? Addek, AU.

Addison and Derek in 1st grade, 8th grade, at their High School Graduation, Wedding and Day of their Divorce, ADDEK, one-shot. R&R Re-uploaded due to some error.

Trust versus love. Plainly, an attempted reconciliation set in Season 5. Derek/Addison.

A one-shot to the song 'Anna' This is written for Val. Hope you enjoy hun.

A one-shot to the song 'I Drove All Night' by Celine Dion. Derek literally drives all night to get to her.

Meredith had always had hope that in his heart Derek was still very much hers until the more time passed the more her hope died.

Derek makes a surprising visit after the events of 2x03 where both Addison and Meredith kiss him.

Based on Rachael Sage's "Proof", this is a fluffy oneshot about Addison and Derek enjoying a Sunday dinner with their grandchildren and reflecting on how far they've come in their relationship. What would happen if Derek left Meredith and Addie came back.

An Addek songfic based on Reba McEntire's and Don Henley's "Break Each Other's Hearts" I can't figure out how to add a disclaimer to the actual fic, so I'll put it here. I do not own or pretend to own Grey's Anatomy, any of it's characters, or the lyrics.

A song one-shot. It's an idea that bugged me fore ages. ADDEK

Addison is losing her best friend and she needs someone to talk to. Who does she call? Will this give them a chance to start over fresh or will it only reveal the pain they caused each other? ADDEK! Read and review, continue or not, that is the question.

Addisoncentric. Addison deals with a great loss and struggles to face the rest of her life... I suck at summaries. Sorry.

Set future. Addison loses the boyfriend, gets the baby, and somehow winds up right back where she began- with Derek in her bed. An unusual and borderline depressing take on the same old cliché. Derek/Addison.

Addison moves to Los Angeles to get a new life, but something happened before she left that makes it impossible for her to move on, Addek. Written with Zoe. Complete !

Addison finds herself pregnant the very same day the prom drama happens. Can a baby change the way things are between herself and Derek? Addek. Complete !

Addek one-shots.

AU take on the 2nd season Christmas episode, when Derek tells Addison that he love Meredith. Not too much canon. Addison and Derek go their separate ways and learn something. Addek. MerDer. AddisonDenny.

What happens when Addison comes back to Seattle with a 4 year old daughter? She then asks Derek a big favor.

All fairytales need an ending. This is the end to the Derek/Addison saga; And sometimes the end is the beginning. Addison needs Derek a final time and he's finally there. Season 3 Addek, Callie/Burke.

A look at the future for Derek/Addison. Possible tissue warning. There's my disclaimer.

This is just a short rambling. I don't want to say the pairing but please give it a chance. I really enjoyed writing this.

Derek and Addison are trying to come to terms with their feelings for each other and their behavior towards each other. Will they be able to wise up, face their demons and become a stronger couple or will they give up? Circa end season 2, with my spin on

I suck at summaries. So yeah, let's just say, it is mostly about Addison. It's not really funny, rather sad but in the end it's happy. Does that make any sense? lol So just read it! Oh and it's Addek, at least in the end. And it's a one-shot. R&R please!

A short ADDEK one-shot. What Addison and Derek felt when Addison left. I'm not very good at summaries but please give it a chance and read it. Thanks!

Set during the S2 finale, I reinterpret and change the outcome of the episode so that it is geared toward Derek and Addison being together. There's discussion of punch spiking, more dancing than ever necessary at a hospital prom.

Addison helps Derek forget his worries after a hard day of surgery.

Meredith wants to know why Derek chose Addison so he tells her. Season 2. Addek. One shot.

A lil' plot bunny that invaded my cerebrum. AddekAddisonOC.

None of what they had done helped them any. Their marriage was still crumbling down around them and maybe it was time to face facts. They were over unless one of them did something to stop it.

Another one-shot my friend wanted me to write. I have no idea where the title came from btw. ADDEK

Grey's & Private Practice. Someone from their past makes Addison & Derek come to some surprising realizations. What happens when you realize that you once had everything you ever needed? ADDEK.

One Shot. Addison is back in Seattle for a case, but an accident occurs preventing her from returning to LA again. Addek. WARNING: Character Death.

Just a random cute one-shot that came to me. ADDEK

COMPLETE! Addison and Derek are friends, both of them are working in sgh. He s married and they have been best friends since med school. But there is more... Addek, eventually. Read and Review and let me know if I should continue or not.

At SGH no secrets can be kept.

Five years have gone by since Addison has left Seattle. A lot has happened in the meantime. She has written a book about her life. What is it like and how will it affect her and the people in her life? Addek

What if Derek didn't just leave Addison behind when he left New York, but his kids as well? Set in season 1... Addek

Plot Bunny.Addek.Derek and Addison, one shot, not long.Sorry, bad summary

I'm not really good at summaries... Erika Shepherd went to Seattle hoping her parents had settled their problems. She was shocked to find them divorced. I'm an Addek fan so most likely it's gonna be Addek.

Addison and Derek have an encounter. Set in season 3, sometime before the three episode arc.

No one really know me. They say I’m smart, that I am a pretty okay intern. Most people just see me as the sister of Meredith Grey though. No one really knows me. If they did they wouldn’t say I’m like her [Oneshot]

The rematch is set but Derek Shepherd's ultimate goal is not to win but to uphold a tradition. Sequel to Let the Games Begin. Ensemble fic. Brief mention of other pairings but heavy on ADDEK.

An idea I got while listening to the song and I was bored. Addicentric

This is an Addek Addison and Derek one shot.I´ll keep on writing it if you want to. This is my take on what happened after Addie gave him the divorce papers

A lil bit between Addi and Derek. Derek has a paitent and realises he can't lose Addi, and she throws in a little surprise.

Just a short drabble of how I had hoped Derek would react about Addison's departure. Written obviously before Private Practice. Actually even before the nonpilot aired.

…once you were the one to lift the troubles off my shoulders. You would scare away the monsters that haunted my thoughts after a patient died. With strong arms you would shield me from the world…[Addek]

This takes place a year after Addison left for LA so everything has happened in the show, but one man realises he made a mistake letting her go and follows her. Just some fluff to make me feel better. Not saying pairings as it will spoil the story

When you begin your life with someone you imagine forever. Your love is so deep, and so strong, it can withstand anything. Forever never ends but what happens when one day... it does?

My holiday GA fic! There's a party at Meredith's house and all the GA doctors are reminded that miracles always happen around the holidays. Brianna's back! Sequel to The New Girl.

There is the saying 'What goes around, comes back around' and Addison and Derek's lives have become proof of that. Lies, revenge, betrayal and infidelity had replaced memories of what was once a perfect marriage. Summary continued in chapter one. Addek.

Addek, MarkOC. Kalen Shepherd is Addison's daughter, and is following closely in her mothers footsteps. Read and Review please! Final Chapter up!

Addison moved to Boston and returns for a case 6 years later but she hides a secret.

Addek, MarkCallie, MirandaCallieAddison friendship. What would happen if Derek learned something about what really happened with the affair that made him change his view on everything?

It was painful but not hard. A glimpse into the mind of Derek Shepherd in early season two.

Addek oneshot for a challenge. Addison, Derek, memories and Marky Mark!

Addek. Mildly AU. Addison needs some comfort and calls her estranged husband in order to get it. Maybe a one shot. Maybe not. Kinda fluffy.

And then it hit her. She was wasting her time.

Another postS3 finale ficlet. Addison finds Burke after the aborted ceremony. AddisonBurke friendship

Set sometime after the finale, Addison wants to leave, but something, or someone, is stopping her. Does she want to go or give in to her feelings? Addek Oneshot.

AU Addek. Mark and Derek are BFF and working at SGH with Bailey and Burke. Starts two weeks before Season 1. All interns will be included. Addison comes to SGH from NY for awhile. Reunites with her old buddies Derek and Mark. Sparks fly!

Addek. AU, sorta. Taken during the middle of next episode. Based on promo. I started from there.

She hated this Seattle rain and yet she couldn’t just walk away either. She was trapped, trapped in this circle of indecisiveness , watching the drizzle run down her windows. This is going to be an Addek story and starts after 3.04. Please read and review

Meredith snores and Derek's fed up.

Well what can I say. We just had the episode yesterday here in Germany and altough I watched all episodes so far I had to rewatch this one.. and then I came up with the idea of this fanfic. Pairing : Addek Maddison part 5 is up: Finale

Addek, One Shot. AU, takes an different ending on the last episode.

Crossover GA&GH. When the two women who are been put on the backburner as far as quality writing get together, hilarity ensues and their victims are left hoping for mercy! Addison&Alexis and couples Addek&Sexis, MeredithCarly lovers beware!

Fic that begins at the end of Season 2, Addek, Azzie, possibly some FinnMere. Chapter 9 added!

They dance, they act cute and Mark is there.... Fluff.

Derek wanted Addison to leave Seattle. But how does he react when she actually does? An Addek fic.

Addison's POV set right before she leaves New York and comes to Seattle. One shot. Read and review!

What if Addison and Derek do seperate, but she remains in Seattle? Could a real look at losing the love of your life give you a big kick in the butt to react? Are soulmates really for life? Read and find out! Addek, for the record

Finished, at last [Chapters 7 & 8 added]. A sequel to [A Rush of Blood to the Head]: A continuation of a quite chimerical storyline in which Derek and Addison had a child earlier in their marriage. Bailey, Meredith, and Mark are there, too. Enjoy!

Kinda like the next season to my story Tear Your Love Apart. Just because they are together doesn't mean everything is happiness and rainbows. ADDEK obviously.

Addison couldn't sleep. Addek

Addison meets Derek's family at Christmas. For the GA Holiday Flashficathon. Disclaimer: You know the drill.

A scene which I think should've happened. Addison and Derek are on a ferry together, post divorce, listening to the inner rants of Addie. Addek!

Addek smutsquee, set somehwhere before the divorce. Mature.

One shot story about the day after Addison slept with Mark. Addek, sort of angsty.

One shot on the DerekMeredithAddison thing and how I'd like it to play out.

An addek oneshot I wrote for a challenge. sometimes it's good to have parents around.

Addek One Shot. Takes an alternate ending after the last GA's episode. Kinda long, please let me know what you think! Added another One Shot 11132006.

DerekAddison. Angst. Prebreakup, while they're still trying to work things out.

Party at Seattle Grace?Costumes mandatory. Addie is looking good, music is pumping, and guys want some action ok, bad summary :p

After the finale with some twists. Addek of course!

Addek fic, oneshot, Christmas at the Shepherd household.

Addek and FHBs. It's raining in Seattle again, and the Shepherd kids get scared by loud thunder. Pure fluff. Oneshot.

[Do you think it would have been different? If you'd had kids?] Hmm... An obviously unrealistic what if I couldn't help but write about. Enjoy!

You're writing your tragedy. These mishaps, your bubble wrap, when, You've no idea what you're like..... This is the fall. This is the aftermath. This is my season three.

My unrealistic take on the future for Addison and Derek, finished! Review and tell me what you love, hate, etc., but more importantly, enjoy!

Lately they were mainly talking about you. Well it´s not like you´d never been the center of attention. Stepping in here like the wicked witch from the east stealing away Meredith´s McDreamy... May be spoilery. Definitely ADDEK!

Post finale. Meredith makes her pick, Derek has to choose, Addison has to decide. Derek or Finn, Meredith or Addison, stay or leave. Addek.

Addek. Oneshot. For the Addek porn battle. Disclaimer: I don't own the characters, but this is what they would do if I did! Please leave a review, I love them!

One of us has to decide, one of us has to choose for certain, and if it's not going to be you, then I'll do it. DerekAddison. Postseason 2 finale.

This little ficlet here is about Addison. It s post prom. Derek and Meredith are also in it, but it s mainly Addison and Addek. Go read and review.

Tragedy struck twice. Derek finds comfort and understanding in another who can relate.

Derek took three days off from work for himself and his wife. Story happens after s2 finale. Pairings : Addek, Prestina

ONE SHOT! Derek and Addison celebrate their first wedding anniversary since getting back together in Seattle.

Addek my take on why Derek chose Addison

AU Season 3. Takes place after Accepting It, my other story, and the Grey's season 2 finale. This is pretty 'ship friendly, everyone will be happy at some point.

I've been wanting to write this story for awhile, and since I have a million things to do, now seemed like the perfect time. I'm more or less an Addek writer if that matters, I don't think it does.

Post Yesterday fic. Addek. One man says he loves her. One man doesn't say anything. With secrets kept from both, what can she do? Now complete.

Just when Addison Shepherd is about to give up her husband to Meredith Grey, someone makes her see that their marriage is something worth fighting for. Season Finale spoilers ADDEK, oneshot.

A oneshot fic on the life of Addison and Derek Shepherd. into the future

3 doctors captured in a foreign country when their plane was hijacked midair. Will they ever be found? UPDATED with the EPILOGUE!

AdDek. She's suffering, but he hardly even notices. What are the consequences..?COMPLETE APRIL 25

Derek contimplates his true feelings for Addi when she is put in danger. Finally Complete!

A child that nobody wants...except Addison. What will the childs mother say? Addek

Is it capible for somebody to forgive at forget? Can the Shepherds move on with their lives and start anew? Disclaimer: I don't own anything.Warning: The first chapter entitles sexual material.

Addison wants to go to church for Easter. Derek is very uncooperative. Addek

When an intern holds the attendings, residents, and chief hostage, the interns are left to fend for themselves. Chaos ensues. AlexIzzie, AddisonDerek. Coauthored with Bleeding Scar. UPDATED with CHAPTER 7!

She thinks there's something better than what she have in Seattle. Maybe she does or maybe not.AddisonDerek.

Inspired and set during 2x6, Into You Like A Train. How did Derek choose Addison over Meredith and why? The missing scene between Derek and Addison. Complete

A mistake could result in the end of Addison’s career. Could it also mean the end of her marriage as well? Addek

What happens in the lives of Derek, Addison and Meredith after Derek goes back to his wife? Will everyone live happily ever after or will it be one big disaster?

A short story about Der and Addi based on a song, kinda. Bad summery I know.

Prequel to An Unexpected Visitor. If you haven't read it, read this first! Addek story capturing when they leave Manhattan at different times and how it affects the one they leave behind. Complete.

When Mark comes to bring Addison back to New York, he brings someone with him important to both Derek and Addison. Will the visitor bring Addison and Derek closer or tear them apart?

Just a scene that I think that needs to take place between Addison and Derek. But I set it after the last episode, when they are both sitting alone in the trailer. Not Addek or Merder.

ONE SHOT! An Addek Valentine's Day.

Desperate people do desperate things to attract attention.”

AddisonDerek He chose me. He's married to me. He loves me. This is how things work out.....Life Seattle Grace once decisions have been made.