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Hi. That 'b' is not a typo. Once upon a time there was a little girl who read the Redwall books and joined the Dibbuns Against Bedtime rpg community online and gave herself the name Sunflower Brushtail. Since then she has used the name sunflowerb for just about everything. So, me? You can call me Sunflower, or Megan, or Sunny, or Megs.

Find me also on: LOL APPARENTLY ALL MY LINKS ARE SCREWED UP. Give me a couple of days to figure this out.

Tumblr Fandom, feminism, fashion. It's a mess. It's also where I post updates on ongoing writing projects. You can check the tag "persephone progress" to see me ramble about writing Persephone.

AO3 Only a few of my most recent fics are up there, and I have no plans on transferring all 80 something. If there's a fic you'd like me to post over there, just drop me a line. I also want to say that I'm not leaving this site. I'll just be posting in both places from now on.

won't look down, won't open my eyes Persephone-verse oneshot focusing on pre-Persephone Hiccup

Megan. 28. Professional Seamstress with a BFA in Fashion Design as of May 2014 (which is a thing you should know because I've had this account since I was dreaming of that degree in high school.) Tennessee born and raised. Southern Liberal, Progressive Christian. Bi and Ace and still both even though I'm marrying a man in February 2020. I run an alterations shop and yeah starting and running a small business sounds really impressive but in reality it just means I work really hard all the time for very little money. I'm a cat mom to do furry idiots and from February 2011 to March 2019 I was bunny mom to the sweetest, most loving, most wonderful little dutch rabbit named Alonso. He was my first furbaby and his death really devastated me. My first tattoo (and currently only tattoo) is a memorial to my sweet baby.

I feel like I am in a fallow period of writing. I finished Persephone and now I think it will take a while before I am back in a place to write anything worth posting. I also am in this weird place where I get really stressed out about answering reviews and PMs. Not sure why. But basically I have to read and answer them in bulk every few months when I'm tipsy or just feeling really zen. They should be a source of validation for my hard work, but at some point they also because a source of major anxiety so I have to slowly deal with that.

Basically adulthood is hard and I'm just tired all the time.

HEY IF YOU WANT TO HELP ME BE LESS BROKE:

Etsy shop for my business

for my business

Donate to a starving artist? Send me any amount on : pay pal .me/suitemsewing (no spaces) (I set it up with my business name but it's connected to my personal sooooo given that I write fanfiction for free and if you've loved it over the years and would like to help in any way for me to be less broke any little bit helps and I would greatly appreciate it)

HEY. I've been writing for a really long time. Like a really long time. Like I started this account in 2005 when I was 14, and as of this profile update, it's 2019, I'm 28 years old, and I've been writing fanfic for like, almost fifteen years. And while I'm pretty damn good at it now, and have been for a number of years, there are also a bunch of really crappy and badly written fics among the many I have posted. So just keep that in mind if you go back and read the older stuff, okay? I had to suck at writing for a long time before I got good.

Also don't be that person who leaves like a review full of critique on a fic that is obviously like ten years old. You can assume the writer has improved since then.

THE SOUND OF MY LIFE

"Trees grow back, people don't."

"It's not a kitty; if you pet a fish, it dies."

"Y'all, everyone's staring at us. We're having a four-way tug-a-war over a frisbee"

Classmate "So are you going to be one of those dads who when the boyfriend comes to the door, you're standing there with a shotgun?"
Teacher "No...bow and arrow."

"He's cute! I'm gonna call him...Hottie McHot-Hot!"-My young cousin Savannah, upon seeing Roxas for the first time. She was six.

"Two heads are better than one...unless you're a siamese twin...and drowning."-My high school calculus teacher

"What's happening is usually the opposite of what isn't happening."-my high school history teacher

"Hey guys there's some shoulder pads in this trash can over here if anybody needs some."-oh, the things you hear at fashion school...

"I think I'm gonna get everyone pudding cups as an Opening Night present, because of that pudding scene, you know? I'll put them in the fridge with a note that say, 'Happy Opening! Don't eat this in your costume or I'll beat you. Love, Katie'."-the costume designer I worked with in college

"If this theatre was a reality show, (other theatre company) would be the villains...“ and then later, "I have nothing against them personally, I just hate what they stand for. They’re really nice people, but they’re fucking bastards and I wish they’d go out of business."

"Well you’re not like, ‘Fuck this and this and this’ at your day job, are you?"
"…some days I am."

"We’re not high, I promise. This would probably be easier if we were stoned. You’re in college, you know how to get drugs right? Where are the Mormons, they always have good stuff."

"Whose opinion are you going to listen to on this, hm? A gay boy or a straight girl?"

"I know you're a nice person because you're trying to rationalize someone having cheese stains on their armpits."

"We've been in here an hour and we're leaving with mini bottles of wine and the smallest bottle of vodka. They're gonna think we're high schoolers trying to get cheap drunk."

"No, no, I'm telling you, I have watched a LOT of Spongebob in my day, and there's no profanity in Spongebob."

"That dress is so tight she's about to bust out of it, but she's just like 'oh look, Mama, I can dance in it!' Yeeeahh, she can't sit her ass down but she can whip and nae nae."

"I've been in California for 24 hours and I'm pretty sure I just watched a prostitution deal go down at the hotel pool."

"Wedding planning fucks with your priorities. I've decided I don't care if I have any organic plant life whatsoever at my wedding, but I have to have these stupid fancy gold chairs."

"Are you looking at lamps because we need them, or because you're bored and want to spend money?"
"...maybe a lil bit of both?"

"I named our new Ring doorbell. I named it Wensleydale."
"I thought you were gonna name it Panopt-...Penopti-Pan.."
"Oh yeah, Panoptes. Well. I could still do that. Which one do you like more?"
"Well, I like Wensleydale, I think it *already started giggling* I think it *losing it, grabs fiance's arm* I think it has a nice RING to it! *uncontrollable laughter*"
"Oh. Ha. Ha ha. Ha. *genuine laughter* oh my god."
"*still losing it over own terrible joke*"
"Is it too late for me to propose to you again?"
"I thought you were gonna finish that sentence with 'is it too late for me to cancel the wedding'."

"I'm used to like 65 percent of prom customers being surprised they need to bring their heels if they are getting their dress hemmed, but I just had a girl who was literally in the middle of me pinning her hem who asked if she could take her shoes off."

"Don't you just love how the further out into the country you get, the sooner the church signs say Jesus is coming back?"
"I mean, I'd be praying for the apocalypse too if I lived out in the middle of nowhere."