Hello, I am Cristelle a.k.a DarkZala11

I have been writing stories since I was young but I stopped since I have to focus on my studies.

I am a Filipino.

I love Gakuen Alice. Though the ending in the manga is quite... irritating for me. I love Hotaru and Ruka but MikanxNatsume forever.

I listen to Linkin Park every time. I love them. Can you feel the anger :( but I have no money to buy their album. Sucks to be poor -_-

I am obsessed with One Piece and KagxSess.

I'll write whatever I like!

I take too long to update. You've been warned. I have life outside this site or just doing my job.

First of all, I really like to read reviews that the readers leave in my story. And I think it's not just me but so does the other authors on this site. It helps the authors to update more and for me, it motivates me to write more. There is a difference between writing more and updating more.

However, I don't like it when others try to force their readers to review so that they would update their stories. Honestly. It's annoying. A real author does not force his/her readers to review his/her stories.

Authors should write to express not to impress. And I think that makes a huge difference between wannabe authors and genuine authors.

A story is an author's work of art. It should be regarded as their children. It should not be influenced by others.

DO NOT FORCE YOUR BELIEFS TO OTHERS. So I will not force my beliefs onto others. Freedom of choice and all that jazz.

Stories Status:

Shadows of the Past

Chap 9 - 20% done. So that's around 4000 words. I set a goal for myself to have 15,000 words or above per chapter to make up for my late updates and to practice my English.

Sunrise at Winter

I will update this. I have currently found my muse for this story again. OR my muse has found me. I am not sure who lost who.

I'll try to do a daily update. Note the "TRY". This story helps me practice my English skills and allows my mind not to rust. I need to get back my artistic flair.

Special Chapter 005 looking for an inspiration. It's my guilty pleasure to write special chapters. A request or prompt would be nice for this special chapter...

I've got a beta for this fic! I can't believe it! Yey! It's LadyAnnikki

You Found Me

It's already completed but will be updated whenever my twisted mind wants to update it.

Unmasked

Chapter 3: 0% done.

This story is like finding yourself, your inner strength and continuing on with life. Maybe it will be a romantic fic though I am really unsure if she would find herself back to the arms of Inutaisho or an OC.

Vows

This is a MirSan drabble that I needed to let out of my system before I became obsessed that I wasn't able to write it down.

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There are two things that can happen when a person cries and pour out all of his/her emotions. They can either feel free or they will feel hollow and empty. -personal quote.

I have always thought others have some hidden light, that you have to look hard but you can find it. Unfortunately, I was wrong. There are persons, humans, that have fallen into depravity that no amount of looking or being kind could help to bring them back. And sadly, not every story has a happy ending. Not every person could handle all of the problems thrown at them at once.

If you ever thought of ending it all, then look for someone who could understand you. There are three sides in the coin and not two.

Speak up and let your voice be heard. Stand for what is right and don't be scared, you have people at your back.

Be brave.

I am polite and respectful but only to those who earns it.

The cover image of SAW is not mine. It belongs to .

8-6-15 another loved one had been taken from me. His name is David. A small one but acts like a giant. And there is another loved one who is suffering. I just pray they would find peace.

8-8-15 And another one bites the dust. Grey succumbed to her illness and left me. She's a beautiful one who is the only one that acts calm even if there is a chaos going around her. That makes it three loved ones all in the same year.

07-23-18 I lost a loved one. His name is Natsume. I am grieving and currently doing all I can to forget the pain.

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If you know someone who suffers from depression, support them. Don't question them. Be their strength.

Be their foundation.

Don't ask them to clean themselves or their surroundings.

They will do it in their own time, in their own way.

Let them know you love them.

Let them know you're there for them.

Hug them.

Don't let them feel alone or leave them alone.

Just be silent.

But be there.

Sorry for being MIA, I've been in an accident and lost loved ones. It's like every year I lose those whom I love. I'm taking some therapy for PTSD and depression. I'm getting better though but I still need time to heal. Writing could ruin my stories for now since my mind's a huge mess. Don't wanna harm my babies. Got humongous plans for them. I promise I'll update Shadows of the Past, Unmasked, and Sunrise at Winter before the year's over. Gawd I really want to update.

NOTE UPDATE May 15, 2020

I am doing okay. With the country under quarantine and me no longer having a job, I got a lot of time to update. Currently looking at the notes I saved for my stories. I am not abandoning them. Just taking some time for myself as I burned out from my previous job. Sucks to be an adult. Hopefully everyone or my readers are doing fine as well.

Take care everyone!