Hey all! This is my profile, So I guess I should say a little about my self.

Age: 18

Gender: You don't really need to know...

Sexuaility: Gay~

Location: In my home. .

Youtube: KianShiba

Gaia: Xikan-Kian

Facebook: ask me if you really want it.

Likes: Saying “Shibby” instead of “cool”, or”good”, Music, yaoi, writing, drawing, listening to music, watching movies, reading, and so much more~

Dislikes: Fred Phelps, bullys, biggots, jesus freaks, Stupid people.

What I usually like to write: Angst, character death, rape, Yaoi, a little Shonen Ai, suicide, love, hate.

What I don't like to write: Hetro, yuri, humor.

I do take requests. If you want me to write you something, just let me know Via PM.

Music I like: LM.c, An Cafe, Aqua timez, Rammenstine, Linken Park, Three Days Grace, Bullet for my Valentine, R.J.A., Bis, Stance Punks, Hawthorne Heights, Lost Prophits, Good Charolet, Vertical Horizon, Pigstar, Blue October, State Of Shock, Owl City, Life House, Taking Back Sunday, Blood on the Dance Floor, Eminem... I think that's enough for you to get my music taste.

Quotes I love~

Never make someone a priority when all you are to them is an option.

Guys are like stars; there are millions of them but only one can make your wishes come true.

The best feelings are those that have no words to describe them.

Something so strong shouldn’t make me feel this weak.

Forget the risk, take the fall.
If it’s meant to be, it’s worth it all.

Every night I talk to the stars pretending they’re you. Sadly, they’re too much like you – far away and they never answer my questions.

I'm not crying over what you said; it's what you didn't say that hurts the most.

It's funny how someone can break your heart and you can still love them with all the little pieces.

Love is when hurting him would hurt you more.

Love is giving someone the power to destroy you but trusting them not to.

Tears are words from the heart that can't be spoken.

They didn't agree on much. In fact, they rarely agreed on anything. They fought all the time and they challenge each other everyday. But in spite their differences, they had one important thing in common: they were crazy about each other.

Every long lost dream led me to where you are. Others who broke my heart, they were like North Stars, pointing me on my way into your loving arms.

Truth is... We hide because we wanna be found... We walk away to see who follows... We cry to see who wipes away the tears... And we let our hearts be broken... to see who comes... and fixes them...

He was mine but not really. I never really had him so I never really lost him. I guess this is how we'll always be. I had him. He had me. But then again, there's no "US" really.

You held my heart. You took care of it, kept it safe beside yours. Loved it, cherished it, put it on a pedastal. Then you tore it apart piece by piece, you destroyed my heart. You dropped it, left it with little life, my heart is no longer beating. I carry my heart now, my heart is in my hands, I want the pieces back. I want to live again. I need every piece of my heart.

I couldn't get you to love me so I killed myself

You took my heart, you broke my heart, you crushed my world in to bits and pieces. So, why, why do I still think of you, why do I still cry for you, why would I still die for you? Why do I miss you?

The day you told me that you love me It sank so deep; I was drowning in thought, lost for words, speechless as I gaze into your eyes. The tears that flowed down your cheek that very moment soaked my heart making it heavy, I knew it wasn’t mine alone to keep. The way you held my hands so tight drove the words down my spine, a touch that conveyed so much yet so soft. I felt happy inside nevertheless scared of your uttermost sincerity. Will those words of yours pass the test of time? Was it for real or just pass like a dream? With so much questions in the inside yet just you stirring at me from the outside, I took a deep breath and a step closer, with a kiss I said the same words back to you.

You haven't felt pain until you can't feel it anymore.

Stitches...
They're digging deeper into my heart.
I won't even consider mending it now cause it'll hurt. Medication won't work either. Only time will cure this painstaking feeling.

The best part of 'believe' is the 'lie'

Sometimes it's better to be alone. no one can hurt you that way.

the saddest thing in the world is loveing someone who used to love you

while i was holding on, all you did was let go.

relationships are like glass. if they break, let them stay broken. you'll only hurt yourself trying to fix them. atleast the pieces still remain

you still mean everything to me, it's just not worth the fight anymore.

i wonder how many times we have to say goodbye before we finally let go.

love is like falling down. in the end, you're left hurt, scared, and with the memory of it forever.

sometimes, you just have to blink the tears away and say goodbye.

maybe part of loveing is learning to let go.

what do you do when the one who broke your heart is the only one who can fix it?

having the love of your life break up with you and saying "we can still be friends" is like your dog dying and your mom saying "you can still keep it".

Well, that's all about me I can say, Hope you like my work. Please review! I love reviews!