![]() Author has written 4 stories for Naruto. About Me!! Well I really love Naruto!! I am 21 years old, and a junior at Clarkson University. I'm into photography, drawing, reading, writing , music, and psychology. I am shy person, and I am usually more outgoing online-I think this is mostly cause it's easier to bond with people especially if they belong to the same fandoms as you. If you do get to know me you'll come to realize that I am obnoxious, random, and super duper strange. :) I am a big Naruto fan! ;3 I can be immature at times, but I always lend a listening ear. Hope this is good enough for a bio. Basics Name: Fatima Nickname(s): Timafa, Fati Age: 21 Birthday: January 31, 1994 Birthplace: San Jose, California Current Location: Potsdam, New York Eye Color: Dark Brown Hair Color: Dark Brown Height: 5'9 Lefty or Righty: Righty Zodiac Sign: Aquarius Screenname: Timafa12 Favorite Color: Silver Number: 4 (multiples of 4) Band: Too Many. I listen to a lot of genres, and it's just too hard to pick one. Music Genre: Kpop, Jpop, Pop, Latin Pop, Rock, Metal, Indie, Alternative, and some Rap TV Show: How I Met Your Mother, The Big Bang Theory, Game of Thrones, Supernatural, and many many more. Actor: Jensen Ackles Actress: Emma Watson Kind of Movie: Horror, Mystery, Sci-Fiction Cartoon: Naruto (Anime) Sport: Tennis Quotes: "Life is about trusting our feelings and taking chances, losing and finding happiness, appreciating memories and learning from the past." "Ability is what you're capable of doing. Motivation determines what you do. Attitude determines how well you do it." "Two benefits of failure: Firstly if you fail you learn what doesn’t work; and the second failure gives you the opportunity to try a new approach.” “Those in the ninja world who break the rules and regulations are called scum, but those who don't care about their companions... are even lower than scum." Home: "Where all your memories lie in wait for your return, where the people who truly care about you remain.” "Let it come, let it come. I’m ready for it." “Never forget who you are.” "He who has learned to disagree without being disagreeable has discovered the most valuable secret of a diplomat."-Robert Estabrook "Of the thirty-six ways of avoiding disaster, running away is the best." "The only thing we have to fear is fear it'self - nameless, unreasoning, unjustified, terror which paralyzes needed efforts to convert retreat into advance." "Many people will walk in and out of your life "Learn from the past, watch the present and create the future." Do you remember when we were best friends? When we'd share our every thought? Every smile? And every laugh? Oh, and did you remember when you broke my heart? Because I seem to remember that more than? Every smile? And every laugh? Oh, and did you remember when you broke my heart?Because I seem to remember that more than anything. I trusted you, I trusted you to take care of my heart. I trusted you not to take it and stomp on it. Look at me through my eyes and feel the pain I hide inside. It breaks my heart; it makes me sad to think of all the times we had. You made me laugh and you made me cry. And all that I can do is sigh,and wonder why. I wish I could walk away and forget what we have,but I can't,because I know you won't come after me,and I guess that's what hurts the most. Trust can take years to build, but only a second to break. How can it be that two of the greatest friends in the world can go from being each other's everything to absolutely nothing? Do you know what its like to reach for the phone, and then have to pull your hand back because you remember you're not supposed to call anymore? You sit back with tears building up in your eyes because you know its not the last time you'll miss the conversations you shared. I know we don't talk anymore and there has even been times I've noticed we've walked right by each other without saying a word. There are those times, however, when we see each other... make eye contact... and I know, no matter how hard we both try and hide it... that you miss me just as much as I miss you Through the years I cried my tears, A lot of things have changed between us Our past is one to write about.. If dreams weren't dreams, and dreams came true, I wouldn't be here, I'd be next to you, distance is one thing that keeps us apart but you will always remain in my heart. Love is a passion. Obsession. Someone you can't live without. Someone you fall head over heels for. Find someone you can love like crazy, and will love you the same way back. Listen to your heart. No sense in life without this...To make the journey without falling deeply in love, you haven't lived at all, You have to try, because if you haven't tried it. Then you haven't lived. The worst way to love someone is when they are standing right in front of you and you know you can't have them. I'm sorry for seeing you...I'm sorry for looking into your eyes...I'm sorry for becoming your friend...I'm sorry for being there when you needed someone the most..I'm sorry that I look at the sky every night wishing you were mine...But most of all...I'm sorry for my heart that I fell so deeply in love with you. He never knew I liked him; he never had a clue. The kisses you put on my forehead I can sit here with you forever. You can only love a person when you are willing to cry over them. Sometimes... I love you because I know you're always there.. I love you. And not in a friendly way, although I think we're great friends. And not in a misplaced affection, puppy dog way, although I'm sure that's what you'll call it. And it's not because you are unattainable. I love you. Very simple, very truly. You're the epitome of every attribute and quality that I've ever looked for in another person. I know you think of me as just a friend, and crossing that line is the furthest thing from an option you'd even consider. But I had to say it, I can't take this anymore. I can't stand next to you without wanting to hold you. I can't look into your eyes without feeling that longing you only read about in trashy romance novels. I can't talk to you without wanting to express my love for everything you are. I know this will probably queer our friendship-no pun intended-but I had to say it, because I've never felt this way before and I like who I am because of it. And if bringing it to light means we can't hang out anymore than that hurts me. But I couldn't allow another day to go by without getting it out there, regardless of the outcome, which by the look on your face, is to be the inevitable shoot-down. And I'll accept that. But I know some part of you is hesitating for a moment, and if there is a moment of hesitation, that means you feel something too. All I ask is that you not dismiss that-at least for ten seconds-and try to dwell in it. there isn't another soul on this fucking planet who's ever made me half the person I am when I'm with you and I would risk this friendship for the chance to take it to the next plateau. Because it's there between you and me, you can't deny that. And even if we never speak again after tonight, please know that I'm forever changed because of who you are and what you've meant to me. I love you so much. People say that at my age, I don't really know what love is. When he looks at me... I don't want to turn away. Usually, when any guy looks me in the eyes.. I have to look away after about 3 seconds, but with him.. I struggle to take my eyes off of him. I've got a You're my peace of mind in this crazy world. You're everything I've tried to find, your love is a pearl. You're my Mona Lisa, you're my rainbow skies, and my only prayer is that you realize, you'll always be beautiful in my eyes. The world will turn and the seasons will change, and all the lessons we will learn will be beautiful and strange. We'll have our fill of tears, our share of sighs. My only prayer is that you realize you'll always be beautiful in my eyes. You will always be beautiful in my eyes. And the passing years will show that you will always grow more beautiful in my eyes. When there are lines upon my face from a lifetime of smiles, and when the time comes to embrace for one long last while, we can laugh about how time really flies. We won't say goodbye 'cause true love never dies, you'll always be beautiful in my eyes. You will always be beautiful in my eyes … and the passing years will show ... that you will always grow … more beautiful in my eyes. Joshua Kadison Love.. Its not something you decide to feel, It not like.. 'o hes cute, I'm gonna like him' Its just happens, one day you'll see him, you've probably seen him many times before but for some reason this time is different. theres something there, something that you never realized before. You can't take your eyes off him, and you start to get this feeling in the pit of your stomach. It doesnt hurt but its like a sinking feeling and suddenly you feel sick. But then again you'll like this feeilng, because the feeling you get once he leaves will be so much worse. It will be an indescribable pain, and you'll just feel empty inside. You'll begin to look for him where ever you go, start dreaming about him at night. Every love song that you hear will make you think of him. Suddenly it will be harder to talk to him, and you wont understand why your words arent coming out right. You'll start over-analyzing everything you say to him, you'll think that everything you say sounds stupid. But, what ever he says to you will be just perfect. you see him differently than everyone else, the room will light up whenever he walks in, and everything is always better when he's there.. You'll find him someday and the feeling will be amazing.. I just hope that it works out better for you than it did for me, I hope he finds you too. You are every reason, every hope, and every dream I've ever had, and no matter what happens to us in the future, every day we are together is the greatest day of my life. I will always be yours. And, my darling, you will always be mine. And its that feeling I get every time his face comes into view. The way my body tingles as he touches my skin. It's the way he loves me, it's how he loves me. Its just him, anyone else but him would be completely wrong. He is my little piece of heaven, my place in the stars Wishin' you were here, just isn't good enough There's always that one person, that will always have your heart, You never see it coming cause you're blinded from the start I love the way you look at me, Love is like magic If your asking if i need you,the answer is forever... How to Decifer " Girl Speak " A heart is like glass,dropped once,broken forever,and even if the pieces finally get put back together,it will never ever be the same again. I saw you with her today.And as I watched with my fake smile,I could hear my heart break and I could feel it being torn apart.Because it was then that I realized that I am truly a friend and that's all I'll ever be. Your heart decided who it likes and who it doesn' can't tell your heart what to does it on its own when you least expect it,or even if you don't want it loves who it wants to love,and theres nothing you can do about it. And I know that I should probably just let go, So.. I'll just try and let go and wait, and maybe in that time I will start to move on.. but that's gotta happen on its own.. I mean, as much as I'd like to.. I cant just make my heart stop feeling things that it wants to feel I've gone through this before.. and thats why i dont get why this is so hard for me to deal with... iIts the simple fact that he just doesnt want me like i want him, i guess, maybe, its so hard because for a while there.. he made me feel like he did... maybe thats the difference. Well, the tears are starting to slow down now.. but the pain, however, remains constant "You hug him good-bye like it's nothing... while all you want to do is hold on forever...but you let go, smile and walk away... then cry all the way home because you know it will never be the same... because try as you might you can't make someone love you, sometimes you have to let them be free... and letting go, that is when love hurts the most of all." It's hard enough when the one you love doesn't love you back, You told me that you loved me; I started tearing down those walls. I really started to trust you, but you set me up to take a fall. I guess I'm wrong for falling in love, but you're still the one that I'm dreaming of. I guess it's you that I want to hold on to, but you're holding on to someone else. Just an old love song, just the mention of your name, my heart breaks in two again...I guess some things never change I am perfectly happy being his friend, in fact I love it...I just have this incredible urge to kiss him that doesn't go away…and this feeling that we would be perfect together. I don’t want to cry a tear for you… It hurts to want him so much…then open my eyes and see you standing there I don't know if I should smile because he's my friend, or cry because that's all he'll ever be I wish I had the guts to walk away and forget about what we had. But, I can't because I know you won't come after me, and I guess that's what hurts the most I've accepted the fact that we can't be, but I've also accepted that you're going to be that one person I carry with me for the rest of my life, the one that is always going to make my heart jump a little and my stomach tie up in knots no matter how happy I am otherwise.. no matter how long its been How do I say goodbye to what we had, the good times that made us laugh outweigh the bad, I thought we'd get to see forever, but forevers gone away - it's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday Even though I've "stopped liking you", every time someone mentions your name my head turns right toward them. Its like every time I hear it, I think of all that we could have had, and all that could have happened that didn't How can you just walk away from me, when all I can do is watch you leave? Cause we've shared the laughter and the pain, and even shared the tears. You're the only one who really knew me at all. I wish I could just make you turn around and see me cry. There's so much I need to say to you, so many reasons why you're the only one who really knew me at all I want to be able to look at you and not be hurt by you. The person that you hurt the most will always stand by you in whatever you do, I never knew until that moment, what it was like to lose something I never really had. Even now when I have come so far How many heartaches must I stand Can you MEND your broken heart? The more I try He had alot to say. Everybody's talking...They look at me with sad eyes...But they don't say a thing...But I don't want the sympathy...Its cool you didn't want me My heart keeps callin Seems you're my only friend who wants to share my pain Everyday I see you I've got by, and I did what I had to took a million tears but I'm over you. Your heart will break, Your tears flow, You'll face laughter wherever you go. Empty days, turn into lonely nights, If no one's there to hold you tight. When you recall some sweet memories, They only add, to all your miseries. A millions words would not bring you back, I know because I tried. Neither would a million tears I know because I cried. Everyday I wonder why Break into my heart and rob me blind, Just leave the pieces scattered on the floor,Don’t worry… My heart’s been broken before. She smiles and laughs like all the rest...There's so much that she needs to get off her chest...At one point her smile was real...But now she only puts it on so people dont make a big deal... Sometimes i just dont understand I said that I don’t need you but I’m a liar. I swear I do. I know it's for the best & although I'm regretting it every second, I'm moving on. I dont want you to know where I am. Cause then youll see my heart in the saddest state its ever been. SOMETiMES .. It all happened so much faster than you can say disaster; want to take a time-lapse and look at if backwards; find the last word and maybe that's just the answer that were after-Jack Johnson Too much silence can be misleading; You're drifting I can hear it in the way you're breathing; We dont really need to find reason because out the same door that it came well its leaving; it's leaving; leaving like a day that's done and part of a season; resolve is just a concept that's as dead as the leaves-Jack Johnson Today is one of those days that I miss him. I guess to some extent you get used to being alone. There’s a part of me that wishes all my dreams would come true. All I want to do is sleep because it doesn't hurt when I can't think of you In your life you meet people,some you never think about again,some you wonder what happened to them,there are some that you wonder if they ever think about you and then there are some you wish you never had to think about again... but you do. I guess the reason we cherish memories so much,is because they're the only things in life that ((never change)). It's amazing, some people, they just say these small little things, one sentence and it changes the way you feel about them in an instant. Small little words that can hurt you so much or make you fall deeply in love forever. It changes everything, nothing between you is ever really the same again, even if they don't know it, it still happens Time goes by so fast; people go in and out of your life. You must never miss the opportunity to tell these people how much they mean to you." "Don’t worry about falling in love. In fairytales they don’t find each other until the last page." Don’t be reckless with other people’s hearts,don’t put up with people who are reckless with yours. All we have to decide is what to do with the time that is given to us A great love? It's when you shed a tear and you still long for him. It's when he ignores you and you still love him. It's when he loves another, and you still smile and say "I'm happy for you" Don't you hate that? Uncomfortable silence. Why do we feel it's necessary to talk about bull in order to feel comfortable? That's when you know you've found somebody really special. When you can just shut the hell up for a minute and comfortably share a silence. What is Life? Life is a challenge...meet it. Life is a gift...accept is an adventure...dare it. Life is a sorrow...overcome is a tragedy...face it. Life is a duty...perform is a game...play it. Life is a mystery...unfold it. Life is a song...sing it. Life is an opportunity...take it. Life is a journey...complete is a promise...fulfill it. Life is a beauty...praise is a struggle...fight is a goal...achieve it. Life is a puzzle...solve it. Don't ever be reluctant to show your feelings when your happy. It's never going to get easier. There is never going to be a “Death for Dummies” book. There is never going to be an escape plan to pain because no matter how much I try no matter how much I cry my life is never going to go back to the way it used to be, because I know I can't just shut the door to your bedroom and hope everything disappears. I know that I can't stop myself from hoping that you will one day walk in the front door and smile as if nothing happened. I know that there will be days that it will be hard to get out of bed and look people in the eye and lie when they ask how I am. I know that its going to hurt for the rest of my life and that I will always cry, but I also know that you're in heaven now and your away from all of the pain and everything is better for you now. I just wish I could say the same for me. Letting go isn't blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts, and doesn't leave emptiness, hurt, or sadness. It's not about giving in or giving up. Letting go isn't about loss and it's not about defeat. To let go is to cherish the memories, but to overcome and move on. It is having an open mind confidence in the future. Letting go is learning and experiencing and growing. To let go is to be thankful for the experiences that made you laugh, made you cry, and made you grow. It's about all that you have, all that you had, and all that you will soon gain. Letting go is having the courage to accept change, and the strength to keep moving. Letting go is growing up. It is realizing that the heart can sometimes be the most potent remedy. To let go is to open a door, and to clear a path and set yourself free." Maybe our eyes need to be washed by our tears once in a while so that we can see life with a clearer view again. No one sees the tears of a girl who pretends to be happy There are all kinds of courage. It takes a great deal of bravery to stand up to our enemies, but just as much to stand up to our friends. It is easier to forgive an enemy than to forgive a friend. No matter how hard you try to get over someone, you will still have some sort of feeling for them, remembering the ways things used to be, and how they are now. And you sometimes hope that the new person in their life was still you, and everything was how it used be, erasing all the bad things that happened. Time is supposed to make things better, but in love it doesn't. Although we have been apart for a while, and now have diferent loves in our life, I stil can't help wondering how your life is, and when I catch you glancing at me, I can't help but wonder if your heart beats a little faster, as mine does when I see you. Your words can come back to haunt you. Live long, Laugh often, love much. Absence makes the heart grow fonder. Honesty is the best policy. Be courteous to all, but intimate with few, and let those few be well tried before you give them your confidence. Things change, people change, deal with it and move on with your life! A true friend is the best possession. No gains without pains. If you say what you think, don’t expect to hear only what you like. You will never have a friend if you must have one without faults. Love cures people-both the ones who give it and the ones who receive it. For people who like peace and quiet; a phoneless cord. We do not fall in love, we grow in love and love grows in us. Change, renew, and rejuvenate yourself; Otherwise you will harden. You are never too old to set another goal or to dream a new dream. Those who bring sunshine to the lives of others cannot keep it from themselves. Life is an opportunity, not an obligation! In a world where you can be anything, be yourself. Friends are the people that lift you to your feet, when your wings have forgotten how to fly. Everything happens for a reason! No guy is worth crying over, and when you find one that is, he won't make you cry. Life is a choice not an obligation. Funny how time and distance change you, The road you take dont always lead you home You will know that forgiveness has begun when you recall those who hurt you and feel the power to wish them well. It takes one person to forgive, it takes two people to be reunited. I stand for freedom of expression, doing what you believe in, and going after your dreams. All our dreams can come true, if we have the courage to purse them. Any change, even a change for the better, is always accompanied by drawbacks and discomforts. It's the most unhappy people who most fear change. Have faith in your dreams and someday As we grow up, we --learn-- even the person who wasnt supposed to ever let you down prolly will. Youll have ur heart broken-- prolly more than ((once)) and it WoNt be easier the s e c o n d t i m e. Youll fight with ur best friends Youll blame ur ..new.. love for things an old one did. You'll -cry- cuz life is passing too 'fast' and eventually ((lose)) someone u love. Life is too -short It's not about what happened in the past or what you think might happen in the future. It's about the ride for Christ's sake. There's no point going through all this crap if your not going to enjoy the ride, and you know what, when you least expect it something great might come along something better than you even planned for. The best things in life cant be seen.. I find it so upsetting that the memories that you select you keep the bad but the good you just forget. There are three sides to every story: yours, mine, and the truth The best feeling in the world is knowing you are the best feeling in the world to someone. Have you ever realized that when .. It's funny how certain things trigger memories. "Life is about chasing this things you truly think are worth it, even if they don't happen, i'd rather have nothing then know i settled for something i didn't want."-Selma Hayek Do You Have any siblings: Older Brother who is 26 Have any pets: Yes, 1 parrot Want to go to college: Yes currently attending Get along with your parents: Most of the time Have any piercings: Ears Have any tattoos: no Swear: Tend to Love & All That Crap Ever been in love: not sure if it was love Ever cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend: no Are you single: yes Are you in a relationship: no Do you have a crush on someone: kind of Ever been dumped: yes Ever dumped someone: yes This or That Fruit or Vegetable: Fruit Black or White: Black Lights On or Lights Off: Lights off TV or Movie: TV Car or Truck: Truck Cash or Check: Cash Rock or Rap: Rock Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate French Toast or French Fries: French Fries Strawberries or Blueberries: Strawberries Cookies or Muffins: Cookies Winter Break or Spring Break: Winter Break Hugs or Kisses: Both Have You Ever Danced in a public place: Yes Smiled for no reason: Yes Laughed so hard you cried: Yes Talked to someone you don't know: Yes Drank alcohol: Yes Done drugs: No Partied 'til the sun came up: Yes Gotten a ticket: No Been arrested: No Been convicted of a crime: No Been in a wreck: No Been out of the country: Yes Random & Silly Junk Ever TP'd someone's house: Yes Ever egged someone's house: No How many languages do you speak: Spanish, English, some sign language, and some japanese (by some I mean almost nothing) Who do you compare yourself to: People Ever regret anything: Yes Do you like being tickled: Depends What are your goals: I have many Are your fingers tired: no Are you happy: Somewhat |