I found a picture of emo looking James. I'm tearing up. :')
And my profile picture makes me squeal. xD

I have my own quote...so if I ever become famous this will be famous, too! -- "Nerd? I prefer Intellectual Badass." -Me!

I needed to change up my profile. So, still kind of the same. But a little different. :)

Hello everybody! As a warning, I love the "..." that indicate pauses and stuff. So, there is an excess of them on this page. Not too many in my stories, though. First off, thank you for taking the time to actually read my profile. Second...uh...info about me?

Well, I feel kind of insecure about my age on this website because I'm one of the younger ones in this fandom. But, I fell in love with BTR the second I saw them. ESPECIALLY James. He's my favorite. That is why I have FCMD. (Favorite character multilation disorder). I'm like addicted to that type of stuff.

And I'm also addicted to slash stories. I'm probably one of the biggest Kames fans that you will ever meet. I could talk about them forever. And ever. And ever. And ever. And a day. XD The weird thing about me is that I expect them to be all Kames-y on the show, and when they're not I get all sad and mad. And same thing with Cargan! AH! They belong together! Jagan is ok. I tolerate it, because I can see it happening. And Jagan with a dash of Kenlos is cute, too. But I don't see Kogan or Jarlos, because they're like paired with their brothers! I just don't like it! But I'm hardcore Kames and Cargan. Like, I wave my Kames flag high and proud. :D

I get really involved in stories and TV shows... So, if in a review I start using all CAPS, that means I'm yelling angrily or excitedly at the computer. It's normal for me.

Non-slashes are ok. I can tolerate them. I'm a Jamille fan, with hints of Joendall.

Um...What you'll mostly see in my stories is Kames angst with a dash of Cargan. Yes...I'm huge on angst. I love James angst... I have FCMD, as previously said. And I'm trying to write a Cargan angst. LOL it's not turning out well. XD

When it comes to smutt (I like to spell it with two t's!), I like LIVE off of dominant James. I just don't see dominant Kendall that well. And when it comes to Cargan, I think I prefer dominant Carlos, but it can go either way for that one.

I'm a pretty happy person...and it's ironic that I am considering what I write... But I do have some of that experience of my writings. This is going to be hard saying...but I'm an excutter? Well, that's what I am. I went through a stage where I was just angry and depressed and that's why I channel such strong emotions into my writing. My friend helped me though, and I can't thank him enough for that! I feel so much better now. Better and happier. :)

What I think about people who bag on other people because they're different? They're meanies!!! Why would you do that to someone??? Would you be happy if someone else did that to you? NO!! So why do it to other people?

I SUPPORT GAY RIGHTS!!! So, don't like that, then that's your problem.

I'm the type of person who is herself and will never change. I'm the teenager who enjoys dancing and singing horribly in the rain. I'm the teenager who plays on playgrounds and ends up whacking her head on a bar because she's too tall. I'm a shorty at my school who's the crazy weirdo smart-ass. I'm the type that if you tell me straight up you don't like me, I'll flip you off and tell you to bug off then. I'm the type whose insecure and isn't too whole on the inside, but hides it with a strong exterior. Most of the insecurities are from my mom, who pushes me really hard and really just expects me to be perfect. That's kind of what pushed me to cutting. Luckily I'm over that now. But now you know why I love James as a cutter who can't deal with being perfect. It's my own story channeled into a written one.

God loves us all, so why would you think that people who are different will go to hell? That's not right. At all.

I swear a lot. I admit it. Even in stories. But I only do it to add affect to the story. In real life, I don't really have an excuse. LOL. :D

I'm a germaphobe. And a spider-phobe. I don't know how to spell the real term for a spider-phobe, but oh well. And I'm a little bit claustriphobic. And, no. I'm NOT afriad of Santa Clause. :)

I dislike it when people label others because of their outter shell. Don't judge someone until you actually get to know them.

I'm a nerd...I'm a smart-ass, smart in general, I spew out nerdy things, I read the dictionary sometimes, and I'm a book worm. But, as my friends call me, I'm an intelectual badass. :D I have a list of like 50 books I need to read...and it's not working out too well. *GROAN*

A lot of people irk me...especially when they complain about their lives when others' are so much worse off. And when people ask for so many reivews before they post the next chapter? That bugs the crap out of me. Just post the damn chapter!

I'm the only one of my close friends who even remotely likes BTR. Everyone else like hates the show. So I'm stuck all alone with my guilty addiction of Slash. :(

Every time I hear harmonies between Kendall and James...I die. No joke. I sit there and go "aldkhaosihdalskdfh adsfln nnnnnngh"

Story Ideas:

Well, I have quite a few story ideas. And I need some feedback on those ideas. Wanna hear them?

The Final Four
Summary- The happiest day of the band's career so far is the worse day for one of its own band members. Hearing about a tragedy, James is forced to take in some big news that he can't quite deal with himself. But instead of telling the other's about it, he holds it all in. And as the band grows stronger, he grows weaker. This is the story of their journey of friendship, fighting, running, confronting, and ultimately leading to love.
Pairings- I'm thinking Kames and Cargan. :D
Rating- T
Genres- Tragedy and Romance.

Necropolis
Summary- James is stuck in a world of dark creatures. There are no human beings left where he dwells. His only chance at a happy life is if he goes to Minnesota, where the population is rumored to be mostly human. But when he goes there, he meets a group of three, named Carlos, Logan, and Kendall. Together, they try to defeat the darkness that threatens to overcome the rest of the state, and keep themselves alives. It only gets more complicated when the darkness gets to them, and they are forced to become creatuers of the night like the rest of the nation.
Pairings- Kames and Cargan! :D
Rating- T or M
Genres- Supernatural/Romance/Adventure.

Everything's Just So Screwed Up
Summary- When BTR nears it's end, Kendall accepts Gustavo's solo offer so he could have a job. James, receiving a letter from the Wild asking him to play center, accepts the job. Somehow, the boy's dreams got swapped and they refuse to talk to each other now even though James still watches Kendall whenever he's on TV and listens to his music. And Kendall always watched James in his games. Carlos, looking up to James more than the rest of the group, follows James to Minnesota to become a cop. Logan stays in California due to their great medical schools and becomes a doctor. When James has a game agaisnt the California Kings, he takes Carlos out there with him. But what are the chances of him seeing Kendall and Logan again? What will happen if he does confront Kendall?
Pairing- Kames and slight Cargan (do I do anything else?)
Rating- T
Genre- Hurt/Comfort/Drama/Romance.

Lost In Time
Summary- Walking through a pirate museum has its ups and downs. When Carlos, ever the curious one, comes across a stone, he ignores the signs and touches it. And when the other three turn around, they find him gone. James, being as curious as Carlos is, volunteers to look at the stone where Carlos was while Logan and Kendall look around. Touching the stone, he too immediately disappears. Kendall and Logan, having watched this happen, decide to touch the stone and go to wherever the other two went so they didn't screw anything up. When they open their eyes, though, they feel a rocking feeling in their stomachs and Carlos and James are hovering over them. Looking around, they notice their on a pirate ship...in the 18th century. Somehow, the boys have to take a voyage to look for the time stone, that will take them back to their normal time period.
Pairing- Slight Kames and Cargan
Rating- T
Genre- Adventure/Drama/Suspense/slight romance.

Elements
Summary- The boys get special powers, based on certain elements. Kendall has fire, Logan has earth, Carlos has wind, and James has water. Gustavo uses these to his advantage in labeling the boys who they are in the band, and also yells at them for not telling him earlier. I have really no idea where I would go with this.
Pairing- Kames and Cargan.
Rating- K, T, or M.
Genre- Drama/Friendship/Romance

Don't You Cry No More
Summary- Zombie Apocolyspe fic. James, Carlos, and Logan are Zombie hunters, and James discovers Kendall alone one day and invites him into the group. They start heading across country, in search for any zombie outbreaks, when on the road there's a body. As Kendall watches James kill the zombie, he freaks out and so James snaps at him that if he wants to be in the group, you gotta learn that zombies aren't human or alive. This is a story of their journey.
Pairing- Eventual Kames, Cargan already established.
Rating- T or M.
Genre- Supernatural/Adventure/Hurt/Comfort/Friendship/Romance

Silent Treatment
Summary- Carlos walks in on Logan back talking him at Kendall. With James' advice, Carlos decides to give Logan the silent treatment until Logan's learned his lesson.
Pairing- Straight up Cargan, maybe Kames cuz I can't resist.
Rating- K+
Genre- Romance/Drama/Friendship/Hurt/Comfort

REQUEST!!!

I could really use some cheesy, cliche Kames. Or other stuff. But I was thinking...I don't see too many of these. James and Kendall, on the show, aren't really that close. It seems like James and Carlos are super close and then Logan and Kendall and quite frankly it makes me so sad and mad. (lol rhymes...) And, maybe, I was hoping for maybe someone could take up the idea of making a story out of that.

I will take requests...if it involves romance. I can't write anything without romance... :( sorry. And, if it's not Kames or Cargan, then I will probably be unable to write it. I can't find inspiration for stories with people who I think shouldn't be paired together are paired together. Sorry. But you can come up with the idea!

And I got a request for Jagan. I'll try to write it soon, I do have a plot for it...it's just I need to actually write it and that's going to take a while. So...sorry.

Here is my disclaimer because I think doing one for every story is a waste. I don't own anything except for plots and OC's if there happens to be any.

Well, I recently created an Angst Playlist. Mostly for James, but it can be used for any other thing. Here it is:

James Angst Playlist
(The lyrics do mean something, but the beat and sound helps the angst mood.)

Scarecrow - Between the Trees

Only One - Alex Band

All You Wanted - Sounds Under Radio

Kryptonite - 3 Doors Down

Hold On - Abandon

I Don't Want To Be In Love - Good Charlette

All Around Me - Flyleaf

You're Gonna Go Far, Kid - The Offspring

Bloodstream - Stateless

Turn To Stone - Ingrid Michaelson
Keep Breathing - Ingrid Michaelson

Perfect World - Simple Plan
I'm Just a Kid - Simple Plan
Perfect - Simple Plan
Welcome to My Life - Simple Plan
God Must Hate Me - Simple Plan
Me Against The World - Simple Plan
Crazy - Simple Plan

(Angel Of) Mercy - OneRepublic
Come Home - OneRepublic
Secrets - OneRepublic

Lifeline - Papa Roach
No Matter What - Papa Roach
Last Resort - Papa Roach
My Heart Is A Fist - Papa Roach
Burn - Papa Roach
I Almost Told You I Loved You - Papa Roach

Broke But Not Broken - Artist vs. Poet

Your Guardian Angel - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Grim Goodbye - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Face Down - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

Blow Me Away - Breaking Benjamin
You - Breaking Benjamin
I Will Not Bow - Breaking Benjamin
Dance With The Devil - Breaking Benjamin
What Lies Beneath - Breaking Benjamin
Diary Of Jane - Breaking Benjamin
Dear Agony - Breaking Benjamin
Had Enough - Breaking Benjamin
Fade Away - Breaking Benjamin
Rain - Breaking Benjamin
Lights Out - Breaking Benjamin
So Cold - Breaking Benjamin

Anywhere But Here - Mayday Parade
Miserable At Best - Mayday Parade

Sorry - Nick Black

Forever My Father - Go Radio

I'm Not Alright - Sanctus Real

Fake It - Seether

Hotel Aquarium - Falling Up
Flights - Falling Up
A Guide To Marine Life - Falling Up
Searchlights - Falling Up
Exit Calypson (Only In Your Dreams) - Falling Up

Breathe Into Me - Red
Hide - Red
Wasting Time - Red
Shadows - Red
Break Me Down - Red
Start Again - Red
Faceless - Red
Already Over - Red

Breaking The Habit - Linkin Park
Leave Out All The Rest - Linkin Park
What I've Done - Linkin Park
Easier To Run - Linkin Park

Alive Again - Matt Maher

City Lights - Motionless in White

Dancing With Tears In My Eyes - Ke$ha

Enjoy The Silence - Anberlin
The Unwinding Cable Car - Anberlin

Hello - Evanescence

How Far We've Come - Matchbox Twenty
Unwell - Matchbox Twenty

I Need You - Relient K
When I Go Down - Relient K
Be My Escape - Relient K
Devastation and Reform - Relient K

Over And Over - Three Days Grace
Time Of Dying - Three Days Grace
Gone Forever - Three Days Grace
Break - Three Days Grace

Shattered - Trading Yesterday

We All Need Saving - Jon McLaughlin

You're Going Down - Sick Puppies
White Balloons - Sick Puppies
Too Many Words - Sick Puppies

Wonderwall - Oasis

Heavy In Your Arms - Florence and the Machine

I Was Wrong - Sleeperstar

In My Veins - Andrew Belle

Breakeven - The Script
For The First Time - The Script

Warmness On The Soul - Avenged Seven Fold
Afterlife - Avenged Seven Fold

I hope it's ok! Enjoy!

Stuff about My Stories...

I just deleted a few. I didn't like them, and my stories...there's a lot. I don't want to have like A TON in the future, (Though I probably will), but I just went through them a little. So, sorry if I deleted a story you liked.

You know that Locket of Sherwood? I'll probably never write that because Unnatural History isn't on anymore. Which means I've lost inspiration. If it is on...TELL ME!!!!! Thank you.

Also, Get Out will probably not be continued. If you would like to write a sequel to it, though, you have my full permission.

Uh...it's going to be a while until I update any story that's not Anywhere But Here. So, sorry about that. I'm just looking for Inspiration. It seems to be hiding somewhere. I mean, I'm LOOKING for it. It should have the decency of giving me a few whistles as to where it is! Stupid Inspiration...

Well, ok. You've actually know kinda what I'm like now. Right now, I'm into angsty romances with sad or happy endings. But angst is kinda my thing. I adooooooore Kames and Cargan fics! I'll be looking out for new ones! Wow...I have no life...

My Tumblr is evilgeniusbookworm13. Just letting you know...

Thanks for reading my stories/profile! I hope i made you laugh...call me weird...well, i am weird...so...call me weird if you want...but...yah. Wow...that's kinda awkward... Hahaha anyway! Thank you for taking your time reading about my strangeness!

And...some special Shout-Outs!!!

Man-Suz-She... Thank you for giving me so many brilliant ideas for "What's Wrong With Me?"! I greatly appreciate your ideas because you keep brutally killing my writers block...in a good way! So, my friend, thank you!

Sum1cooler...All your reviews make me smile. And you never fail to leave less than two lines. I love that about you! Thank you for you're amazing reviews! And, your stories are preeeeeeeeeeeetty amazing, if you ask me! Go read them!!! You're so fun to talk to over PM. :D

XxxAnimaniacxxX...I cannot thank you enough for fulfilling my request! I love you for that! And your reviews make me all warm and fuzzy inside! :D And, your stories are amazing! I love them sooo much! Go read them if you haven't already!!! And, I'm on your favorite authors list??? Aww!

MerielTLA...Your reviews are so encouraging! I thank you so much for that! And your stories! *Cue faint* I love them soooooo much! If you haven't read them, I command you to read them now!

Gotta Live It Big Time...Your reviews are so sweet. I'm glad you like my stories. And OMG! I'm on your favorite authors list? I think I love you!! Hahaha. And your stories are as awesome as you are! And you are really awesome!

SamUleys-Wolf-Gurl...Love your stories and your reviews! You make me smile each time you put in a review! :D

Vickytunes...OMG! Your stories, number one, are so entertaining and awesome! So the fact you review Save Me makes me scream with joy! And I'm on your favorites list! eeeeep! =D

BaronofDenmark...I would just like to say thank you for reviewing! And your stories are so good to read! They're all angsty and romancy with plots and twists and I just love them! Thank you for favoriting me, too! XD

nic98ole...OH MY GOD YOU MADE ME A FIC!!!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD I LOOOOOOOOOOOOVE YOU!!!!!!! XD And you favorited me! OMFG I LOVE YOU SOOOOO MUCH!!!

kaitlynluvskames...You're so fun to talk to and get to know! And you're a Kames supporter much like myself! XD AND, the amazing person you are, you review my stories! LOVE YOU!!