Name: ... just call me Ryu, Neko-chan, Ryu-chan or just RyuNeko, or whatever other you prefer.

Gender: female

Age: Ancient.

Sex: Asexual, I dont trust anyone enough to love.

Living: Sweden. I wont go into more details...

Apperance: half-long hair, almost always dyed into something, currently black, and it curl slightly. I usually wear it in four styles; Loose, some type of Ponytail, Pigtails or braided. My eyes are blue/grey/green, with a slight touch of brown close to the pupil of the eye, but my eyes tend to change the blending of the colors at times; sometimes I swear theyre more green than blue and gray and the brown is gone, other times I find that theyre more blue or any combination, one time I thought I saw a hint of yellow, but that was only one time... and that was years before I even knew what Manga and Anime was, so dont blame my eyes playing a joke on me because of that. Im slightly overweight and dont I know it? Im not that ugly, not in my opinion, Im no model - Id be the first to agree with that - but Im not disgustingly overweight or fat.

I like gardening, tending to my pets, martial arts, Manga, Anime, Friends, reading, writing, sleep, dreaming ( day- or otherwise doesnt matter).

Avatar: Borrowed, I cannot draw to save my life, much less for leisure.

Attitude: I might act cheery, that makes most leave me alone, goofy or stupid, but Im not. Like Tyson, Naruto and many other characters, I merely hide behind that. No one ask the happy ones whats wrong. either I act like that, or cold, distant, snappish and distrustful. I see myself as a mixture between Tyson/Kai or Naruto/Sasuke in personality...

A little about me;

I hate pity, so dont pity me! I might have been bullied from daycare to college, a few times during college as well. But I dont want someone to write that they feel sorry for me. Those bullies both physically and emotionally abused me, I believe I would have been more confident and probably like humanity more than I do today. I dont wish to kill off the rest of humanity, Im no extremist, I just prefer animals as company. The animals doesnt hurt me, not like most humans do, and so I love them. I HATE Bullies, of course, they ruined my life. They ruined who I could have become, who I were, my trust in humans; that humans were good, they shattered my ability to sleep when the knowledge I am going to school is present - even uncounciously - so I can not sleep and often anxious or scared, although you would never know. I dont let people know Im scared, I wont let the bullies overtake my life, what they did stinks and I dislike them for it. I cant take it when people look at me, or give me attention, like when they say something nice (or supposedly nice) to me - I can not believe anything like it can be sincere, and it never have been when directed towards me, only exceptions being the few people I consider friends - often not even then.

I don’t like what people should like by normal basis. I hate discos, I hate crowds, I don’t dance. I don’t fan over some movie star, celebrity guy/girl, music band or singer. I don’t like realities or gossip journals and I hate soccer/football. I hate all sports. I dont like dressing up often, wearing make-up or shopping. I just dont, and I would not care less if you think this makes me a freak or something, if being normal means being like everyone else, a clone, I very much prefer being myself and different!

Im usually reserved, even though with close friends I open up a bit… even if no one really knows a lot about me. all they know is that I like anime and manga and I love to read. They think they know me, but they dont. Im very picky when it comes to friends; according to the school psychologist - Im so picky its a wonder anyone can be friends with me, my expectations and demands in a friend are certainly very high. Ive been hurt and let down too many times to do otherwise.

Too many fandoms...

Beta - Crymson Dranzer

by the way, I might write some seriously weird stuff ( I usually do) - but I warn anyone reading this - It get million times worse after me drinking Cola light! dunno why though.

"Many are those who question my sanity - though the one who continiously does it the most - is myself !" - RyuNeko

I think Im going crazy... wait... I cant become something I already am... damn" - RyuNeko

"I wonder where the line between insanity and genious goes... Im trying to figure out exactly which I am" - RyuNeko

"its so weird, that its not funny, but I still laugh my ass off" - Nette-neechan

"Oh, my braincells are still on vacation, and those few that actually came back -are so badly sunburned they cant work, the other ones have still not returned." - my friend Julianna

"Im hoping to get my room back soon, so I can write in peace and quiet again,I swear - its worse than a invasion here! well, it IS a invasion, and I have even started to wonder if I take down their leader- will that make the rest of the invasionforce leave?...hm, maybe... but which one IS the leader??" - RyuNeko

Likes : Chocolate, peace and quiet, being on - Thanx for getting me hooked up on yaoi and shounen ai ;3 having fun, being on youtube - even if it lack in proper evaluation of age restriction. I mean, some of that isnt worse than anything else, and certainly not 18 material

dislikes: wars, homophobic people - grow UP! how can it be less disgusting seeing a boy and a girl kissing than two boys or two girls kissing! childish behaviour folks! speaking of which; children - too nosy, noisy, annoying and absolutely not for me. though, theyre damn cute once in a while. but not for longer periods, Id be a great aunt, but probably not a good mother - Im too much in need of privacy... maybe FAAAAAAAR into the future. Unlikely.

PLEASE READ WHAT'S UNDER THIS!!

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I did not have to always deal with society hating me.I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.

Re-post this if you believe homophobia is wrong. Please do your part to end it

Mummy...Johnny brought a gun to school

He told his friends that it was cool

And when he pulled the trigger back

It shot with a great crack

Mummy I was a good girl

I did what I was told

I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got the gold

But mummy when I went to school that day, I never said goodbye

I'm sorry mummy I had to go, but mommy please don't cry

When Johnny shot the gun he hit me and another

And all because he got the gun from his older brother

Mummy please tell daddy that I love him very much

And please tell Chris, my boyfriend, that it wasn't just a crush

And tell my little sister that she is the only one now

And tell my dear sweet grandmother that I'll be waiting for her now

And tell my wonderful friends that they were always the best

Mummy I'm not the first I'm no better than the rest

Mummy tell my teachers I won't show up for class

And never to forget this and please don't let this pass

Mummy why'd it have to be me no one deserves this

Mummy warn the others, mummy I left without a kiss

And mummy tell the doctors I know they really did try

I think I even saw a doctor trying not to cry

Mummy I'm slowly dying with a bullet in my chest

But mummy please remember I'm in heaven with the rest

Mummy I ran as fast as I could when I heard that crack

Mummy listen to me if you would

I wanted to go to college

I wanted to try things that were new

I guess I'm not going with daddy

On that trip to the new zoo

I wanted to get married

I wanted to have a kid

I wanted to be an actress

Mummy I wanted to live

But mummy I must go now

The time is getting late

Mummy tell my Chris

I'm sorry but I had to cancel the date

I love you mummy I always have

I know you know it's true

Mummy all I wanted to say is "mummy I love you"

In memory of the Columbian students that were lost

Please if you would

Pass this around

I'd be happy if you could

Don't smash this on the ground

If you pass this on

Maybe people will cry

Just keep this in heart

For the people that didn't get to say "goodbye"

Now you have two choices

1) repost and show you care

2)ignore it and you have just proven you have a low-down, cold-heart

(Please just copy and paste this on to your site and show that you care)