We do not have to visit a madhouse to find disordered minds; our planet is the mental institution of the universe. Goethe

Okay... I'm a female, not tall, not short, a natural airhead (and I mean it; one second I could be talking to you, the next my mind is way above the clouds, on the Moon and thinking about the Sun... And don't get me started on how quickly I jump from topic to topic, I swear I'd get people dizzy from all that if it were possible). Along with my airheadedness (and sometimes aloofness) I have a short attention span, real short, and don't get me even started on how easily I loose focus and concentration.

I'm rather obsessed with manga and anime (and the fanfiction about said manga and anime as well), It's a phase I just didn't grow out of (and probably never will... seeing as I'l be in my twenties soon enough and am still going strong). But I like that side of me, what would life be I didn't enjoy doing what I like anyway.

I have a whole damn lot of imagination (but am, sadly, unable to put it all on paper as I get bored of writing it all rather easily). I've started three stories (one is damn near completion, just one chapter left), but as I've lost interest in Vampire Knight (and subsequently Inuyasha as well) I can't bring myself to write them. I'm sorry to you all, but I just don't have the inspiration or motivation to do it (not to mention Writer's Block as well).

I used to tell myself, 'don't start new stories until you finish the ones you have', which is admirable and all, but turned out to be a total waste. I had so many ideas and so much inspiration for many, many new stories, but I disregarded them all. And I've realized it was a mistake on my part, as I forgot about many amazing ideas because of fics that I lost the inspiration to write and the motivation to.

I apologize to the readers that have read and favorited and commented on all my fics (especially on the unfinished ones), I love and appreciate you all, and I really does leave a bad taste in my mouth to leave the stories you like to read (that Ihave written) unfinished. But I can't go against myself when I don't know what to write, when I can't find it in myself to write. I'd just be forcing myself to do something, and pushing out chapters by force (thus reducing their quality and basically butchering them and the story).

If I didn't specifically leave a story unfinished (will have the label of DISCONTINUED in the summary) then there is a chance that I will update it... eventually... but it will probably be a long time in coming (as in maybe years, since I don't know when, if ever, I'm going to get the inspiration to write for it again).

On another note, I am perfectly fine with people using my ideas to write their own fics. You don't even have to ask me for permission, I just ask that you mention where you got the idea from (like: I got the idea for this story in Lily Noir's fic... etc).

Also, I someone wants to continue one of my stories (that I will, more likely than not, leave unfinished) all you have to do is PM me (or leave a review stating as such) and I'll give it the 'OK' (and probably even send the rough draft I had of the storyline and things like that), but I have to ask that proper credit is given to me for the chapters I have written. It's so that I don't feel like someone stole one of my fics.

A giant THANK YOU to anyone who has read (or commented on, or alerted, or favorited or all of the above) something that I wrote, it's the readers that keep writers going.

lily